Care-full

I’m so oblivious to all you are to me
What I am, you can’t see
Hiding behind walls, forced in the groove
Try and push me, I still won’t  move
I’ve kept everything locked up tight
Inside a box, unseen within
The worst things in this life
Are the ones you find again and again
Surrounded by people that only want one thing
Counterfeit-humans, not as true to you as me…

I hear can hear them coming…
Coming back for you
Can’t you hear that wretched humming?
The sound of me being taken away
As I watch them take you from me

I don’t trust you, I just can’t believe
All the lies that flow as you scream
Pleading, yelling your so loyal
You can’t even feel it when my thoughts begin to boil
I can’t understand how you say what you say
I won’t follow your artificial, pained system
Don’t you see how much it hurts, when you make me feel this way?
People like you, I was born to rage against them
Don’t you see how hard it is, for you, to stay there?
Maybe, it’s true, I just don’t care

I hear can hear them coming…
Coming back for you
Can’t you hear that wretched humming?
The sound of me being taken away
As I watch them take you from me

Nothing about this matters to me
I cared for awhile, now it’s broken free
How could I ever have thought of you as one?
The actions you take always come undone
When you speak, expressions roll off your tongue
Making me want to end this union
The war is over, before it’s even begun
Torment is all I’ll ever find truth in
Don’t answer when there is no question
This life, you pressed in

I hear can hear them coming…
Coming back for you
Can’t you hear that wretched humming?
The sound of me being taken away
As I watch them take you from me

I don’t care (Or do I?!)
(If I didn’t, it wouldn’t be this hard)
I don’t care (Or do I?!)
(Once again I’ve pulled the wrong card)
I don’t care (Or do I?!)
(I don’t mean some things I say)
I don’t care (Or do I?!)
(I think it’d be better if everyone just went away)