In The Darkness I Dwell

In the darkness I dwell
My self-imprisoning cell
Watching life pass me by
In this domain I reside
Believing every solution
Is the final conclusion
All attemps failed
The mass of lies are hailed
I'm so tired of being the scapegoat
So sick of trying to cope,
With all the words spoken
What you thought of me is broken

I'll be sure to let you know
What you saw in me, wasn't so
You couldn't seem to find
Any real state of my mind
The good that was once there is gone
A violent sun rages to a new dawn
My soul has so far strayed
You couldn't help no matter how much you prayed
The tired mind of mine is frayed
I called for my love, but nothing stayed
All of my emotions are now mostly dischord
Failing to realize, I'm just a burden to this world