Fall

 i stand on the edge and i look down 
 the thoughts from my mind spin around 
 trying to find a reason, reason for my state 
 u push and push on me and i finally break 
 i tried so hard to push u back, but u have finally won 
 i pull the hammer back as i pop the clip in 
 not another feeling, i just had to give in 

 i tried to resist, but i failed again 
 another surprise, another reason to give in 
 i'm sick of attention, sick, i wanted perfection 
 what came back to me was more trouble than before 
 no one will catch me as i fall to the floor 
 i hold a gun, but not the killer one 
 the weapon for checkin, the weapon for un-wreckin 
 my life 

 Chorus 
 i try...now i look the sky 
 i know, but God, why? 
 i gave into this world 
 i'm a failure, u know i would 
 it couldn't be helped 
 i couldn't save myself 

  
 i feel the rain pouring down around me 
 this time all my feelings are coming out 
 i'm tired of trying to hold everything inside 
 i'd rather start all over, just like i died 
 i only sing this song because i've waited so long 
 i took the wrong path, i've only done wrong 

 so i take this knife, and divide my life 
 i watch my memories unfold 
 to the times that cut so deep 
 i was never a creep, just a freak 
 i have someone to catch me, someone to save me 
 my weapon of choice; pity, sympathy 

 repeat chorus 

 check the rope....the stand....this man 
 check the rope....the stand....this man 

 and then the bottom drops out again! 
 i'm left w/o a single friend! 
 drop the floor! 
 take it all out! 
 i'm sick of attention, sick of suspension! 
 sick of everyone and everything! 
 i lost my way, but i found it again.... 
 i'm coming back again....