Sick Of Life
Paralyzed, nothing's getting through to me
Hypnotized from all my surroundings
I wanna be something I could never be
I wanna say things that I could never say
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!!!
I'm gonna do it again…
Sick of my life, I'm tired of everything in my life.
Dragged down, rubbing my face in the ground
No time for the undecided
I wanna know why I've always felt alone,
And I wanna love, why am I untouchable?
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!
I'm gonna do it again!!!
I'm gonna do it again…
Sick of my life, I'm tired of everything in my life
I never wanted to be sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life

Awake
Wait another minute
Can't you see what this pain has f*cking done to me?
I'm alive and still kickin'
What you see I can't see
And maybe you'll think before you speak
I'm alive for you 
I'm awake because of you
I'm alive I told you 
I'm awake swallowing you
Take another second
Turn your back on me
and make believe that you're always happy
It's safe to say you're never alive 
A big part of you has died
And by the way
I hope you're satisfied
Tearing it back unveiling me
Taking a step back so I can breathe
Hear the silence about to break
Fear resistance when I'm awake

Greed
Two faced! 
I feel you crawling under my skin
Sickened by your face
By the way
To think that your so f*cking kind?
You ain't
Hard to find how I feel
Especially when your smothering me.
Hard to find how I feel
Please someone help me!
I knew when an angel whispered into my ear
"You gotta get him away."
Hey little, b*tch! 
Be glad you finally walked away
Or you may have not lived another day
Hard to find how I feel
Especially when your smothering me
Hard to find how I feel
Please someone help me
Hard to find how I feel
Controlling me every step of the way
Hard to find how I feel 
You greedy little baby!

Bad Magick
Does it feel so bad when you're taking a drag and when you're looking at the world with dying eyes?
When you stare at it dead and you're giving it head
And all those things you say you love never come alive
If it feels so bad 
Bad magick playing off of me
Oh, no, I don't wanna be your friend
Bad magick laying into me
Oh, no
I don't wanna hear it again
When you get so high that you're wanting to die 
But everything around you is turning green
When you're getting so low
And I know you've been feeling like a dried out leaf in a summer breeze 
I don't like it
Getting back
Back on track
Get off of my back

Goin' Down
I see the world it's going 'round 
Seems to me it's upside down 
Lookin' for something to say 
I feel a little different anyway, yeah 
Does it make much sense to you? 
Doing all those things you do 
Making sure that I'm all right 
Yeah I'm fine! 
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, goin' down! 
I see the world it's goin' round 
Seems to me it's upside down 
Looking for something to say 
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, goin' down! 
I've been feeling I'm going down

Mistakes
No, I don't feel a thing
Life's going by me.
And still I say, Oh God! 
I'm making the same mistakes
Low? 
I'm on empty
Try to erase all the bad times.
Free? 
I don't seem to be
My soul remains tied to your life
Every breath you breathe deep
I feel you circulating through me
I'll never forgive myself again
I'm so sick and tired of making the same mistakes

Trippin'
Living a different way 
You can't expect me to be the same
Separating our lives and wondering why
Face down I walk away!
Every time I think I do the right thing
You turn your back on me
Trippin' into a world that never seems too far away
Too much time
Too many wasted days
How can you be this way?
Now I'm alone and cold today
I'm walking dead man's drive
Reaching out for my life
I've been known to f*ck up everything!
In this skin there's a broken man
Trippin' into a world that never seems too far away
Too much time
Too many wasted days
Just another vision in my world!

Forgive Me
There's nothing to me now
An empty shell unfolded
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing
How long will this go on? 
Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?
I don't know how to love 
I just know how to live
All I feel is hate
Will you forgive me?
For all those things I've done, they keep on creeping by me
And though we've changed our ways
Still all our demons are laughing
How long will this go on? 
Aren't we a bit much stronger?
I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay
I don't know how to love
I just know how to live
All I feel is hate
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away
Don't know how to love 
Will you forgive me?
No, I can't live this way!
I don't know how to love
I just know how to live
All I feel is pain 
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away
I don't know how to love
Past lives I've lived 
Uncontrolled but sacred
You've finally seen all that's left of me
So hard to see 
So hard to breathe
Will you forgive me?

Vampires
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The Journey
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The Spiral
Sometimes we only live for the here and now
Sometimes we're lonely
Sometimes we feel we need a place to be grounded
Or fly away again
I will fly away again
I feel rain pouring down.
I wait to rot away
Live again
Here forever 
The spiral never ends
Why are we feeling something's familiar around us?
Are we just dreaming?
Always we search for the answers but nothing is found
We fly away again
I will fly away again