Sweat
I'm sweating,
And breathing
And staring and thinking
And sinking
Deeper
It's almost like I'm swimming
The sun is burning hot again
On the hunter
And the fisherman,
And he's trying to remember when,
But it makes him dizzy
Seems like I've been here before
Seems so familiar
Seems like I'm slipping
Into a dream within a dream
Must be the way you whisper
The sun is setting cool again
I'm the thinker
And the fisherman
And I'm trying to remember when
But it makes me dizzy.
And I'm sweating,
And breathing,
And staring and thinking
And sinking
Deeper
And it's almost like I'm swimming
Seems like I've been here before
Seems so familiar.
Seems like I'm slipping
Into a dream within a dream.
It's the way you whisper
It drags me under
And takes me home.

Hush
I can't say what I want to,
Even if I'm not serious
Things like...
"F*ck yourself,
Kill yourself,
You piece of sh*t."
People tell me what to say,
What to think ,
And what to play

I say...
"Go f*ck yourself,
You piece of sh*t.
Why don't you go kill yourself?"

Just kidding

Part Of Me
I know you well.
You are a part of me
I know you better than I know myself
I know you best,
Better than anyone
I know you better than I know myself
You don't judge
You can't speak
You can't leave
You can't hurt me
You're just here for me to use
I know you best,
better than one might think
I know you better than I know myself
It's time for you
to make a sacrifice
It's time to die a little
Give it up
You are a part of me.

Cold and Ugly

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
Hidden in her words and eyes
Is a wall that's cold and ugly
And she's scared as hell
Trembling at the thought of feeling
Wide awake and keeping distance
Nothing seems to penetrate her
She's scared as hell
I am frightened too
Wide awake
And keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you

Jerk-Off
Someone told me once
That there's a right and wrong,
And that punishment
Would come to those
Who dare to cross the line
But it must not be true
For jerk-offs like you
Maybe it takes longer to catch a total @$$hole
But I'm tired of waiting
Maybe it's just bullsh*t and I should play God,
And shoot you myself
Because I'm tired of waiting
Consequences dictate
Our course of action
And it doesn't matter what's right.
It's only wrong if you get caught.
If consequences dictate
My course of action
I should play GoD
And shoot you myself.
I'm very tired of waiting.
I should
Kick you,
Beat you,
F*ck you,
And then shoot you in your f*cking head.

Opiate
Choices always were a problem for you
What you need is someone strong to guide you
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow,
What you need is someone strong to use you
Like me,
Like me

If you want to get your soul to heaven,
Trust in me 
Don't judge or question
You are broken now,
But faith can heal you
Just do everything I tell you to do
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
Let me lay my holy hand upon you
My Gods will
Becomes me
When he speaks out,
He speaks through me
He has needs
Like I do
We both want
to rape you.
Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life
Open my eyes and blind me with your light
And your lies