Tormented Lyrics

Tolerate

It's been like this forever. No more. I hate my f***ing life 
I don’t give a f**k about all of your problems
I could give a rats @$$ how you’re feeling today
Take your worldly advice and shove it straight up your @$$
Thanks for coming around to f**k up my day
I try to tolerate 
Goodbye
Take me
Look at you, I can't 
You don’t see the whole picture
Take my bed of dirt cold and empty, I'll stay 
What's the point of trying to stay above the surface
Take my life from me help me to ease my pain

Come Again

You push yourself on me 
Force yourself on me
Free yourself through me 
You better save yourself from me
Everytime you want me to be 
Something I could never be 
you will have to wait and see 
Till the next time that you have to come again
I hate myself for you I break myself for you 
I'd kill myself for you
I'd better save myself from you 
Every time you want me to be 
Something you could never be
Guess you'll have to wait and see
Till the next time that you have to come again
If you have to walk my way 
Have something to say 
Get the f**k away 
Can't take one more day
I Cannot conform 
COME AGAIN 

Break

I walk alone
I am alone
I think alone 
I'll die alone 
Don't think I can make it on my own
I think I need someone to save me.... 
Such is life So sad but true 
Kill everything 
That's close to you 
Try to decide what not to do
You know you cannot...control me!!!
I think theres no point in going any further
Than I've gone already 
Can't keep my hands steady
Sadness
Everyday for me
You can't take that away from me
All these f***ing thoughts inside my head 
Are almost more than I can take 
You push an push on me 
Your gonna keep on pushing 'til I break
You think you can control me 
You have no chains that hold me
Only thing that saves me 
Voices just might kill me 
Sadness
Every day for me
You cant take that away from me
All these f***ing thoughts inside my head
Are almost more than I can take
You push and push on me
Youre gonna keep on pushing 'til  I break
Sadness
Every day for me
You can't take that away from me
All these f***ing thoughts inside my head
Are almost more than I can take
You push and push on me
Youre gonna keep on pushing 'til  I break

Painful

I light another cigarette 
Stop to think about it 
Come to no conclusions 
Take each step as it comes
Hold no prisoners except myself 
Painful thoughts denied 
Try to explain My loss of words 
F**k you I p*ss upon you all 
My head is a barracade 
Filled with peaceful thoughts 
No one understands 
Try to break the barrier
I see no outlet 
No ones there to catch me when I fall 

Nameless

Can't you see? 
I f**king hate me!
Can't you see?
I f**king hate me!
Can't you see?
I hate....hate
The walls around me caving in 
Cracked and gray 
Remind me of myself,
I need some help 
There's no one else
I'm empty, addicted, p*ssed off 
And still afraid 
Of what you 
Have left me to live in 
This mess you've made
I Feel useless, jaded, nameless...
The ride is over 
I've come down 
Hate to be 
Can't rely on myself, for my own health 
To just say no
I'm f**ked up! 
Distorted! 
Dysfunctional! 
And drained.... 
All of my deep rooted fears 
Seem to get the best of me 
I feel useless, uaded, nameless..!
I hate the way you f**k with me (ME!!!)
You can't rely on open eyes to see I force these painful visions from my head 
You won't be happy till I break down 
I feel useless, jaded, nameless...!
Can't you see?
I f**king hate me! 

Mudshovel

You take away 
I feel the same 
All the promises you made to me you made in vain 
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again 
Cause you can't feel my anger!!! 
You can't feel my pain 
You can't feel my torment!!! 
Driving me insane 
I can't fight these feelings!!!
They will bring you pain
You can't take away!!! 
Make me whole again... 
I feel betrayed 
Stuck in your ways 
And you rip me apart 
With the brutal things you say 
I can't deal with sh*t anymore 
I just look away 
Cause you can't feel my anger!!! 
You can't feel my pain 
You can't feel my torment!!!
Driving me insane 
I can't fight these feelings!!!
They bring only pain 
You can't take away 
Make me whole again 
Mudshovel 
You take away 
I feel the same 
All these promises 
You promised only pain 
If you take away 
And leave me with nothing again 
'Cause you can't feel my anger!!! 
You can't feel my pain 
You can't feel my torment!!! 
Driving me insane 
I can't fight these feelings!!!
They will bring you pain
You can't take away!!! 
Make me whole again 
You will feel my anger 
You will feel my pain 
You will feel my torment 
Driving you insane 
I can't fight these feelings 
They will bring you pain 
You won't take away 
I'll be whole again 
Mudshovel 

See Thru All

What is your f**king problem???
You want to know what my problem is??

Alone, 
I walk beside myself 
Alone, 
You put me on your shelf 
Alone, 
With my insanity
Alone
No one to blame but me 
But if you had told me when I was much younger
That life has a way of pulling you right under 
I wouldn't be standing here preaching my hate
I stand at the edge staring into my fate 
I see thru you 
What makes you think that you are God?
I see thru u
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart 
I see thru you
Why must you f**k with me this way?
I see thru you
Wither away with me
Betrayed, 
You left me here for dead 
Betrayed, 
By the voices in my head 
Betrayed, 
Left me out in the rain
Betrayed, 
Nothing left but pain 
I'm sick of the answers 
You have to my questions 
Your cannibal instincts and false dedications 
You leave me here cold, 
Nothing left but my shell 
To die while I'm living and burn in my hell
I see thru you 
What makes you think that you are God?
I see thru u
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart 
I see thru you
Why must you f**k with me this way?
I see thru you
I'll pick you apart little by little
'til nothing is left but the look on your face
Once inside out I can get what's inside 
Beneath your facade I can see your disgrace
The walls that you build up will crumble around you 
The pain you will feel as you wither away 
The sun though it comes up will warm you no longer 
Your strongest emotions I'll make you betray 
I see thru you 
What makes you think that you are God?
I see thru u
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart 
I see thru you
Why must you f**k with me this way?
Ii see thru you
I'll pick you apart little by little
'til nothing is left but the look on your face
Once inside out I can get what's inside 
Beneath your facade I can see your disgrace

Question

Which way do I go?

Pain I swallow I cannot keep it down
Hate I swallow I cannot keep it down

Down

You I hate you I cannot keep you down
You I'll rape you I cannot keep it down

Down

You before me
I can't take any more
Of what you have to offer
My ears are sore
Leave my feelings
In a heap by the door
Can't go up any futher
Come crashing back down

Down

No Ones Kind

What the f**k's the purpose
I didn't scratch the surface
Immune to what your saying
All along decaying
Can't see through the fire
Darkness lone desire
Quiet in my corner
Building up the border

Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No One's kind is all you'll ever be

Can't see through the rain
Too much time
No sublime
Losss of energy
No symmentry
F**k soceity
Lost in nievate

Can't stand they way you break me...
Can't take the pain you break me....
Can't bite the hand that feeds me...
Can't take away what's in me

Addicted to the feelings
Lose touch with all I've know
The cobwebs on the cieling
Make me aware that I'm all alone

The endless rain washes all away
Makes clean the mess I have made

Self Destruct

Watch me suffer
You'll feel better
Stick the needle in my vein
Lost my feelings with my dealing
Thoughts of only you remains

F**K!!! (repeated several times)

Rip and tear
In my dispair
agonizing over shit
Feel the needle burn and tingle
My bad habits deal with it


F**k!!! 
I will self destruct

My light has slowly faded
Broken and degredated
Suffocate in my sorrow
Maybe I'll die tomorrow
This riot that I've sited
Camt to you uninvited
Truth hurts when it's in your face
Are you afraid of it?

4 Walls

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question...
When will this ever end?

Not much to the life I live
Same 4 Walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away....
Same 4 Walls

The thoughts from my mind
Feel the pain as rats claw at my flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Feels the joy as the needls hits my vein
The thoughts from my mind
Smells the stench as sh*t runs down my leg
The thoughts from my mind ask for sanity
Now for this I beg

CHORUS

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question...
WHEN WILL I BE DEAD???!!!

CHORUS