Jon, My One and Only

I am not good with words. I know how I feel, but when I have to express my feelings, the words get all jumbled up. I just want to show my appreciation for Jonathan. I was, when I was young, suicidal.  I am now 28, and I am STILL suicidal. I have a hard time dealing with my life.  I don't like the person that I see in the mirror.  When I start to feel like that.... I put KoRn "Issues" on.  I pick the song "Dirty". I pick that song because it is me.... 100%!!   It helps me to deal with my pain.  Because I know that I am not alone.  And that Jonathan is my One and Only.  He understands why there is so much pain.  I want to thank you, Jonathan, for being there for me.

I Love You.
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