Not Good Enough

There is a hole in my heart.
That can not be filled.
There is so much pain.
Even when I am happy
I am sad.
What I feel
Is emptiness.
When I should feel fufillness.
The things that I have heard
Feel like a knife
Opening an old wound.
I can't close my eyes to sleep
They haunt my dreams.
Every day I live with it.
The words that have been
Spoken to me
From people that I cared for.
They will never leave me.
Try as I might
I will never be good enough.


By: Kalarnia
10/29/00