A ODE TO A GREAT MAN

Snow falls on my tightly closed lips
It's been so long since our first kiss
I cry, yet, with invisible arms, you hold me
I feel hopeless, but your assuring voice comforts me
Why so?
How do you make me feel this way?
So light-hearted?
It's like we've never parted
I lay in my bed right now
Your pictures surround me
Distant memories of myself and others
My favorite pictures of you thrown in
The pictures, the CDS...
Always helped me no matter what I was in
I gasp as I open my eyes
Darkness blinds me from all sides
I am alive
Weak, but alive
How can I thank-you...
Jonathan?
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And a thank you...
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DEAR JONATHAN

Dear Jonathan,
I am writing this to you in thanks of what you have done for me. You were the reason why I breathe today. You are the reason why I am still here today. You won't probably see this or brush it off as just another fanatic's mail, but I hope you know what you have done for me and the rest of your fans. I feel like I've known you for ages. I feel like you're a part of me. All I'm saying now is thank you, you guys, from the bottom of my trembling heart.

Love always,
Jayden