Put away the knife

In my room i sit
i hold a knife to my wrist
i lean my head back preparing to die
i see daddy's picture and i begin to cry

The man i called father left me here
beaten, bleeding, and cold with fear
i can't live with this pain, this rage anymore
my blood is leaking onto the floor

i want to end this torture before it goes too far
i feel as if i'm captured and locked behind bars
but something stops me from ending my life
my grip loosens and i drop the knife

i cry into my bruised and battered hands
this feeling inside me struggles for a friend
i then realize my stereo is on
it's playing my favorite, my life-saving song

Falling away from me blasts from the speakers
i think of running away from my pain as i stare at my sneakers
but as i listen to the song a thought comes to mind
"you can get through this, you can survive!"
the helpful words run through my head
and i think about them as i lay on my bed

i think to myself "you should be strong"
for, getting help i shouldn't wait long
i begin to fall asleep as i think of not ending my life
that song saved me, it helped me put away the knife


By: Twiggy