PART 8

There was no doubt, it HAD to be him. They looked a few minutes just at each other and then he starts to speak ”How did you recognize me?” She smiled, her mind was overwelmth with memories... and again a flashback started, just clearer. They were both back at school, five years ago, every moment where something special had happened flew past her mind, their first talk, the day she had started to fall in love, the day she’d finally realised it, all the moments the’d made each other laugh... nearly two years after they’d met for the first time he ‘d invited her to the prom (note: we don’t have a real prom[I hope I spelled it right] here in Germany, it’s more a normal party) and the rest she’d already remembered. He was still looking at her and she was still smiling and then answered ”And you go home right now, relax the whole day and drink some tea... remember?” A small smile rushed through his face, she was happy to see a light in his eyes, she’d seen it before, when they’d left the prom. Then he started to speak” You still remember?” She nodded and his smile turned into a lil’ grin”wow... I thought you wouldn’t remember, because you didn’t recognize me yesterday” ”It’s the teddy’s fault, he was the reason for my flashback...But why did you leave? What went wrong? Why haven’t you talked to me? Why did you take the teddy? And why did you call yourself Fred?....” ”Shh” he interrupted her ”okay, I guess today is the day of the truth. But before I start... ahm do you remember EVERYTHING?” She tought just one secondbefore she nodded and said ”EVERYTHIG” He blushed a bit ”Even the night after the prom?” she nodded again and he coughed ”okay, then you’ll hopefully understand me. I’ve already told you, that my father wanted me to work for our  , he didn’t like pop but he HATED Rock, Hard’n’Heavy etc... and he was always a supporter of them.. not very happy to see his son liking Korn... I had to phone my father about midnight everyday when I wasn’t home to inform him where I was, and as you might remember I phoned him before we went to you... In the morning he called me... a had a beeper (I hope you know what I mean) and he told me that we’d to escape, because his party, the  were searched and hunted. I put my clothes on and when I looked at you you were still innocently sleeping and I KNEW that I had to take something from you. I chose the teddy, because he had been sitting in your bed the whole night... I called myself Fred because I knew you liked the singer of Limp Bizkit very much... I still remember the poster on your wall. But why didn’t you recognize me yesterday?” She’d started to walk towards him, but when he asked that question she suddenly stopped ”Because you were somewhere deep in my mind... I didn’t really think about you for two and a half years, becuse it would have hurt me too much. I know understand why you left, but I still don’t understand why you hadn’t call me or just wrote a letter...” He looked at his feet ”My father didn’t want to, I wasn’t allowed to post anything to my old friends or to you, he knew that we liked the same kind of music, he said you were a bad influence. I really had to struggle to change my name into Fred. I finally convinced him with Frederick. When he was death (or dead... sh*t I still don’t know the difference) I was too ashamed to call you and to tell you what had happened and that I worked for those  .” She’d started to move towards him again wraped her arms around him and they kissed each other. She felt like in a rollercoaster with no downs, her heart raced, it beated faster and faster. They were exactly in the same position as at the one night that was so far away, but also so near. After the prom the had gone to her house, her room. They hadn’t known what to say and they’d sat on her bed in silence for a few minutes and then they’d started kissing and she’d felt unbeliveable happy it had been the same feeling she’d now. Her blood rushed through her body, faster and faster she heard it in her ear but she didn’t realise it. For her the world stood still. But suddenly he pushed her away. She didn’t understand what was happening and looked at him. ”Does he want to hurt me again?” she thought.
To be continued....