In The Middle

I'm sorry but I can't do this tonight
This isn't the place that I want to be
I wanna go home now
It's starting to show now
And now I can't promise that I will be me

You said you'd be there for more than a day
But this time around things you started to say
Just came out wrong
Now you want me gone
And I don't know how to pull up out of this place

You promised you would save me
But promise wasn't kept
You told me you loved me
But then you uped and left
I thought I could trust you
I handed over too soon
Now I'm stuck in the middle
In the middle of you

I had been spiraling down for so long
I thought that everything was meant to go wrong
You swore you would save me
But that turned into maybe
And now I'm going down this spiral staircase again

You promised you would save me
But promise wasn't kept
You told me you loved me
But then you uped and left
I thought I could trust you
I handed over too soon
Now I'm stuck in the middle
In the middle of you

You told me you'd love me until the end of time
Well time isn't over but you left me behind
I thought that I knew you
But you never came through
So where am I to go when there's no one to turn to?

This is all a dream
Please wake me up
This is all a dream
I need to get up
This is all a dream
And I need to be saved
This is all a dream
That I am throwing away

You promised you would save me
But promise wasn't kept
You told me you loved me
But then you uped and left
I thought I could trust you
I handed over too soon
Now I'm stuck in the middle
In the middle of you