Throw Me Away

The years gone by
And still I'm waiting
For that moment in time
Where I'll call you mine
But now I can see
Gotta wake from this dream
What world was I living in?
Why couldn't I see?
You were never gonna be there
And you still never will
So now I have to let you go
But I still don't know if I'm ready
To take that next step
To erase that memory
Still your standing by me
But you'll never move or budge

So go ahead and say it
Tell me you don't love me
Tell me you never want me
And just throw me away
Because I can't take this
And there's no use pretending
And the pain this is causing
Is so fucking unreal
So take my heart that bleeds in your hand
And throw it against the fucking wall
Because this time I'm not afraid of the pain
This time I'm willing to give it all away
But for as long as I've been fucking unsteady
It's not worth the time I'm taking for you

For too long I have cried
And the pain has felt so real
I'm ready to let it fade into the past
But you don't seem to see
What your compassion is doing to me
So take a look at me now
As I'm lying on the floor
I can't take anymore of this shit you pass out
They've each taken a piece of my heart
And stompped it into the ground
Well you've got the biggest piece of all
What the fuck will you do with it?
I see you heading to the garbage can
And you just throw it away

So go ahead and say it
Tell me you don't love me
Tell me you never want me
And just throw me away
Because I can't take this
And there's no use pretending
And the pain this is causing
Is so fucking unreal
So take my heart that bleeds in your hand
And throw it against the fucking wall
Because this time I'm not afraid of the pain
This time I'm willing to give it all away
But for as long as I've been fucking unsteady
It's not worth the time I'm taking for you

You're forgetting who you're dealing with
I'm more fragile than you think
But you've fucked with me for the last time