Life Within Fear

Feeling numb, feeling weak
Left to wander earth alone
Seeking comfort, getting none
They try to make me smile again

Why am I letting the entire world down?
Why can't I smile instead of my frown?
Why do I let it overwhelm my soul?
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?

All of your pain is put onto me
The sounds of your screaming
Hate thrown at my feet

I'm tired of crying for your pity's sake
I'm tired of feeling like your big mistake

Why am I letting the entire world down?
Why can't I smile instead of my frown?
Why do I let it overwhelm my soul?
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?

The tears that I've shed will never run dry
I'm living a life overflown with your lies
I'm tired of running when I should be right here
A life of distraught is a life within fear