Another Challenging Day
(This Is A Poem That Explains How I've Been Feeling)

I Lay Here, On My Back, Staring At The Ceiling
It’s So Quiet I Can Hear That Distant Clock Ticking
I Remember What You Said, Your Words Have No Meaning
I Try And Close My Eyes, But My Eyelids Won’t Stop Blinking
My Only Wish Is To Experience Happiness For One Day
But Who Am I Kidding, My Thoughts Won’t Let Me Breathe
I Know I Can Take My Pain Away, There Are So Many Ways
This Is The Beginning Of My Challenging Day, Trust Me

Getting Up Is Hard These Days, I Find Ways Of Going Back To Bed
I Drove All Over Town Today, Trying To Make The Ends Meet
It’s Hard Facing A Day With All These Thoughts In My Head
I’m Walking Through The Mall, Only To Stare Down At My Feet
I See All The People Smiling, Wondering Why They’re So Happy
I Shouldn’t Think About It Or Even Care So Much
But I Know They Are Having The Same Problems As Me
I Received A Hug Today, It Felt So Good To Be Touched

The Sky Is Growing Darker And The Mood Is Starting To Come
I Know That Once I Go To Bed I Have To Repeat Another Day
I Wanted To Get Away For Awhile, So I Went Out For A Run
When I Got Back, I Realized That The Pain Never Went Away
Laying In Bed, I Find Myself Staring At The Same Ceiling
That Same Clock Is Ticking, But Time Seems To Stand Still
My Head Hurts So Bad And It Feels Like My Skin Is Slowly Peeling
Tomorrow Will Be Another Challenging Day, Trust Me I Know It Will

I’m Slowly Drifting Away To My Happy And Pain Free Place
The Place I Wish I Could Run To And Always Call Home
A Place Where I Can Smile And Not Need A Reason To Hide My Face
A Place Where I Will Be With People I Love, Never Be Alone
A Place Where I Don’t Need A Reason To Smile Or Cry
A Place Where Everyone Will Miss You When You’re Gone
A Place Where You Don’t Have To Worry About Life Passing You By
A Place Known As The Dream World, It’s Nothing More/Less Than Fun