Still Missing You
(About A Stupid Guy)
After all you put me through by now I should’ve given up on you
I sit in a blank stare thinking about what we were about
When I think I’m done with you, something reminds me of you
No matter how hard I try I can’t seem to figure you out
My eyes can’t stand to look at you but underneath I can see you
I like you, I want you but deep inside I hate you
Everything was a big joke to you, some stupid little game
I get shivers thinking of the possibilities when you say my name
Part of me says you don’t deserve to take credit for the tears I’ve cried
There is more to you on the inside than what meets the eye
I’ve told myself I’m over you and to forget you but I can’t, I’ve tried
Part of me will ask myself the same questions until the day I die
Seeing you in the bar looking so happy on the dance floor is torture
I want to come dance with you but what would you do, walk away
Sometimes you act like someone else, so immature
But it doesn’t matter cause I’ll be still missing you anyways
I look into your eyes. I feel so weak, so helpless, and so emotionless
You tell me you are so alone and yet you seem so popular
Why is that? Are you lying to me, would you tell me the truth in this mess
I walk right by you pretending I don’t feel a thing, I want to talk but it’s
hard
Not knowing if I’m going to be your next conversation at a party
I drive by your work and see your car, its sad that I know it by heart
You have the big party life, go out flirt and hurt others like me
You tried to put me back together, only to pull me farther apart