Winter Tears
(My Newest One - 12/7/05)

The snow is falling outside at the same pace
As the tears I’ve cried, over you, run down my face
I feel so warm and cozy, but, my heart feels so cold
When your lips touched mine, I felt like I found that pot of gold
Who was I to think I was the one you liked, and wanted forever more
You made how you felt clear, as soon as your shadow walked out the door
I thought you were different, but you acted like you didn’t care
Feeling your arms around me, swaying to the music, as they stared

I did what I could for you to prove I was ready for you to take me away
I think about your face, and I hear songs about you everyday
In my mind, we were one, although in yours we were only friends
At times I wanted to stop time, because I didn’t want that feeling to end
You brought the smile to my face, without saying a word to me
You were my light at the end of the dark tunnel, my feelings ran deep
It was hard to see how you felt, cause it was a guessing game from the start
All the little mind games we played, even the ones with my heart

I know I’m strong and these feelings over you will disappear
When I hear those sad love songs, I’ll learn to told my hands over my ears
I’ll have to walk in the club and act like nothing ever happened to my heart
Watch you hug other girls, and remember what that does to me, how it tears me apart
I have to learn to smile when you walk by, hoping you don’t see the tear in my eye
They say the heart doesn’t lie, but they don’t tell us if it knows how to say goodbye
I thought I found the right one, I was ready to give up something you can’t take back
My heart was whole and happy, until I lost the game, now its just torn and black

The feelings are hard to push away, even when you think you’re ready to move on
The real test is to listen to our song, well the truth be told, your still not gone
I’m sitting here ready to kiss someone else, except the feelings are still there
I thought I was over you, but I can still see your face, I see it everywhere
What made me fall for you as hard and as fast as I did, what is it about you
I guess its cause I thought you were different then the other guys, you felt so true
The snow is still falling outside faster than before, but still at the same pace
As the tears I’m still crying over you and our memories, run down my face