Title: "Boys Don’t Cry"

Time: 9 hours

Date: 25-28/6/00

Information: Two distinct pictures try again to convey the same general message.

I am saddened that she is gone and the immediate quote that reads like the other two (From "Reaching for Beliefs" and "Losing Myself in Her"): "ANYTIME YOU NEED ME, I'LL BE HERE." This shows that I would do anything for her just to know that I am near her and that she still thinks of me.

I have a few of the symbols I have used before here again. Even though they are getting old, they needed to be used again to portray my ideas the way I see them.

My glasses and ring are gone, taken by my tears for her.

Here I am, dark, with a dark mug and a shadowy mist to show that I am the Devil-Man everyone sees me to be.

While she is white with the angelic wings and the unseen face of the truly pure. The ring would also form a Halo around her head, if her head could be seen.

The actual background shows a dream I once had in which I saw her. It is a train carriage that has been converted into a café-style, bar-thing.

The table comes from a long time ago - an almost forgotten memory of being proud of who I am and knowing that the future would be a good place to go. But the forces of good and evil, shown by the table's shadow stretching towards the viewer, have impacted my life at such an early stage to create the person I am now.

The windows to the outside show nothing as I feel that nothing else matters to me than her.

I can still see the whole world in my eyes though.