----- Remember...I could mention people in the rants. I won't mention names (as much as I might like to) but I may mention what they are in relation to me. I'm sorry if it offends anybody. The short rants are just 'space' so I can get mad without taking it out on people. *bows* I'll try and make the rants short...

A general note. I'm not as whiney (or wrongly THIS emotional) as I often appear in my rant sections really... I started this page practically on top of some VERY VERY important life-effecting exams.

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Updates (or Miyamoto's mini-blog)


Miyamoto's Current State Of Mind, brought out in an image



Reina from my original manga (shiro Nkeo) painted by me



Monday - 18 June
weather: windy
place: front room, home
music: Kamui - dialogue mix (chobits)
made-up quote of the moment: "Accept what you are offered, We may be above what we get but for good relations. accept and stay quiet as to not offend"
general update:
N/A
Rant-space:

The hard part of the exams is over, thank your patience, but we're not out of the woods yet. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------



Monday - 19 May
weather: raining
place: front room, home
music: egao no miraihe- Love Hina / Us After This - Ranma 1/2
made-up quote of the moment: "Lupin, profeser...isn't he cute? ^0.0^ -awuu"
general update:
PICTURES ARE HERE


Coloured pictures are in the gallery! oh my goddess and fushigi yuugi...
Rant-space:

some 'Aa Megami Sama/Oh my goddess' pictures and then some... 'Fushigi Yuugi' pictures....you guys have no idea how lucky you are...today lightning hit my head and I said 'wahhh!...I must get off my butt and put some pictures on my page!'
and I did...however only to find the scanner wasn't working....I delt with that by...well...long story...but then I had to deal with geocities being kinda evil and not letting me do stuff...>0<' then i noticed I had 5 hours more revision to do...and...-
but all it all, the pictures are up, please go and look becase it may be a while untill I do it again...but it might be closer than you might think...^.-

Oh! everybody, I can't wait untill Harry Potter 5 comes out ^^- waii!!!! I want some more Lupin and Sirius! It's out on June 20-somthing. All I know is it's the day after my exams are all over ;o; ...can't wait. If you guys want some VERY funny Harry Potter pictures...I was looking at them at 1 o clock last night and I thought I'd wake everybody else up with laughing...or maybe i've just got a really insane sense of humour?...
go HERE

and HERE





Saturday - 22 March
weather: Spring warm
place: front room, home
music: Novermber Rain - Ranma 1/2 / Calling - ?
Opinion on Bush/Blair's war: Make Tea, Not War
made-up quote of the moment: "I'm not pretty am I? I'm not clever am I? I'm haven't got a kind voice or a kind smile. Wishing won't make me be a gentle and sweet girl..." general update:
When the Summer comes I've designed a layout, I'm sure you know what
Rant-space:

Art project...Art PROjust! ART NEGATIVEjust! (well, THAT sure made sense) I'm not going to senslessly ramble about my problems now :P lucky you. I'm just doing to dictate it accross nice and normal fasion(yeah, right).

I am THE SYBAL, I am going to talk in riddles today....0.0' Things don't go the way I'd like most of the time. I say things I don't mean and I do things. I'm only human. I'm no angel, somtimes I hate myself becase I can't be everyone's ideal. I always joke about when people hurt me, unless they hurt me to much when others did the same. I am very lucky about my friends, about my family and about every thing. I don't deserve all I have as a person. I don't deserve any of it. I just wish I could be loved for who I am. I wish that I had a good looking boyfriend and that I worked well. ...That I was a hard working and a gentle and sweet girl...I wish, and wishing won't work.

I hate the people who upset me and I laugh at them. They won't get good jobs, like I might. They arn't like me? I wonder, if things had been different. Maybe I'd be just like them. I might have been some lonely girl with a social mask I'm hear the laughter of those around me and pretend not to notice. In the cases of those people I want to cry. It's so sad and maybe the mask never drops. it stays with them forever. I have to appriciate the people I have, the things and the friends. It's these things that make us who we are. It may be not so much our opinions or choices. Don't judge by mask, or followers. Never judge. Unless you've seen the core. The inter-self. The scar behiend the mask. Only when you've seen that It's always the inside. Try opening the book and taking the time to read what lies there.



Saturday - 08 Febuary
weather: Spring cold
place: front room, home
music: Floresence - Kanon
made-up quote of the moment: "Even after all you've asked of me, after all you've said, I'm lucky to have a friend like you....I really am... and even though I want to tell you how you've hurt me...insted I'll say this...I'm sorry."
general update:
nno updates
Rant-space:
Been working PRACTICALLY ALL day. I'm really sad now. I'm doing my best to keep up with all this work, I can't seem to make anyone happy. My friends are either paranoid or too-stressed-to-care. I've been working so hard today, every 2 hours or so stopping to read online manga etc. When a relative walks into the room and reminds me of a HUGE ammount of work I have to do. I was so happy when I saw the progress I had made on this Sociology project, a friend said it was 'wonderfull'...And that one reminder killed it all. I'm always trying to be what people want me to be, except now people either don't notice or take advantage of it! I don't know...
I like myself for doing what I can to help others, I hate myself because I can't do better. I'm not different from many other people. I REALLY want to make my parents proud.... but I can't do it. It's so hard, It hurts to think that I'm as bad at everything as I am.
They encorage me, help me work. Except when I realise it's to hard, I just can't bring myself to work becase it upsets me. It's REALLY pathetic.

I haven't lost the will to keep trying, I'm just stressed, really stressed and mad with myself ^^!



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Tuesday - 28 January
weather: Coolish, springish, clear sky
place: libary, ICT room
music: the neverending drone of computer systems ^^-

general update:
no acctual updates, however soon, I think I'll have more pictures in the gallery.

Rant-space:
My scanner is messing up. thats why I can't scan anything resently. As soon as it decides to work...um...it'll work 0.0. When I was in Thailand last year, I picked up an 'Aa Megami Sama' colour manga and an Inu Yasha post card book, expect scans from them.
I also found out how to grab images from media files. Call me 'slow' but I'll just figued it out. Well....I say 'media files' but I can't get images from DivX. Pretty much everything else works. So also expect some images from Kanon.



Thursday - 23 January
weather: um...cold...spring cold
place: Home / front room
music: music? the thumping in my ears...

general update:
I updated somthing...um...Some new stuff added Anime Episodes Trade...I've made some random other changes that I simpley can't be bothered to mention....I'd rather give my time to ranting^^

Rant-space:
Stress...just about everything's been a stress factor. In one single day I have been called 'stupid', I have been called a 'bitch' and my work has been refered to as 'rubbish'. *growl* People don't mean to say these things, they're just a little, say, 'un-thoughtfull'. I don't really want to know what people are going to say tomorrow...
Oh and on a lighter note my Drama GCSE group has agreed to perform When the line starts to blur

(my short story). I'm so pleased about that, that story took a long time. The production will be very hard, but I can't wait...^^-

Monday - 20 January weather: rain, rain, rai... ooo, look! hail too! place: Libary IT room music: none...but if I could play songs in this comp It would be 'Novemeber Rain' by Hayashibara Megumi (I might have got the spelling this wrong)

general update:
Acctually...I haven't updated anything, but my next project is to get the mini gallery up an running.
expect scans from Ranma 1/2 manga, Aa Megami Sama (colour)and some Japanese Meitantei Konan scans ^_^ maybe some Fushigi Yuugi

Rant-space:

how appropriate...rain...
I tried to do somthing right but in the end all I did was mess up. I'll find out to what degree I messed up soon...

(will finish rant later)

(continueing rant)

Anyways, it wasn't so bad *phew* acctually, I was pretty foolish to get worked up over really

. For my GCSE drama exam, me and two friends want to do an improvised piece. We have pretty much chossen to do a short story I wrote about a year ago :) . If anybody cares. The story is on fanfiction.net.

When the line starts to blur



I would appricate any sugestions on making it into a stage piece. ^^ I've got piles of notes etc.

FIN

0.0 that was a 'rant'?

Friday - 17 January weather: that cold, after-snow type weather. place: Home/ front room music: My Will - inu Yasha (the english song from the Itallian version)

general update:
I've got a new look for Spring for when it decides to come around. Sugoi Yo!...I just downloaded some 'Fruits Basket' and more 'Kanon' episodes. I really like Yuki, Shigure and Tohru. And from 'Kanon' Makoto-chan, Yuichi and Ayu-chan are kawaii. I'm such a big shojou fan. I can't wait untill 'Fushigi Yuugi' Volume 7 comes out here in Britain.

Rant-space:

(no rant at present time)


Sunday - 29 September

I've changed the index page and this page now plays My Will (full version) as the midi. Whenever I hear the song I thing of Winter, must be becase of the video. I can't help but love it ^^- The picture on the index page took a while to do, I had to edit it quite mostly becase it failed the other times. I wanted the quality to be good but everytime I shrank it would lose it, eventually I decided on this size. Not to huge and not to small ^^- *strechs* .Anyway, presently I'm fixing some broken links and adding some links. Enjoy!


Monday - 12 November

I'll be busy for the nest six weeks...gomen ne about updates, I know I was slow even before but this is importent.


Tuesday - 13 November weather: sun shining though auturm leaves (pretty) place: ICT room / school music: Duvet (Boa)

I've got more time now. Reasons... -I have to revise for my (mock) GCSE's now. At home I have to revise and do work. I' hoping to do well in most subjects.
- It might do me good to get away from my computer, I'm glad I put the Christmas layout up early.
stress is really making itself at home. I've been getting headaches and feeling tired. I going to assume it's stress related. Geez, this really sucks. I'm going tpo cram work into my head. I know I can't work hard enough... no matter whether time allows for lacking. I'm trying not to let this show, I always do that. You have more friends that way. I'm not wanting sympathy, I guess that I just needed to fill the white space on this page :P

Tuesday - 10 December

gomen about my last rant ^^'''....Mocks will be over as of this Friday!! *tears of joy* New pictures on index and main page. A little bit of creative writing (I made it up) on the index page. Also a new midi for the main page. It's a really good quality midi...enjoy! Layout for Xmas 02! Rio is for the main page pic, she looks really Christmas like

HAPPY CRISTMAS! <---sorry this is late
Long time no update....I mean my last update was way back on the 10th of December....wait, that is acctually pretty good for my standards 0o0'