07.31.03

@ 02:10 a.m.

well well well..... no quotes for today, no messages for today... all i have for now is a picture that means so much to me...

ByErZ!!!

Mitch

07.30.03

@ 02:17 a.m.

How do I say goodbye to what we had, the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad, I thought we'd get to see forever, but forevers gone away - it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I try to say goodbye and I choke. I try to walk away and I stumble. Though I try to hide it's clear. My world crumbles when you are not near.

Loved you Yesterday, Love you Still, Always have, Always will.

Though times can change so many things, I know one thing is true. Time will never change the way I feel about you.

I always thought being with you would be the answer to all my prayers. Now all my prayers are to God for us to just be friends again.

Can we go back to the days our love was strong. Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong. Can somebody tell how you get things back to the way they used to be. Oh God give me the reason; I'm down on bended knees.

My heart belongs to you, no matter what I try; when I get up the courage to love someone new, it all falls apart 'cause they could never compare to you.

I love you always and I'm sorry for all I've done. You'll always be in my heart and you'll always be number one.

The test of love doesnt come when ur together. It comes when u part ways and realize that inspite of breaking up the love is still there

If ever the day comes that you'll find someone than me, just remember that what Mitch gives you is the best of what Mitch have and what Mitch to you is the best that Mitch can be.

ByErZ!!!

Mitch

07.29.03

@ 02:40 a.m.

Because you were such a huge impact on my life, if ever i'll start over in a new relationship I know for a fact that I will always compare the new girl to you, and to see if she lives up to the image I had of you.

I'll have another chance, I'll find another girl. I'll see another day and I'll build another world. I'll find another life just like you told me to. I'll find another love, but there will never be... another you.

Promise me you won't ever forget us, and everything we tried to be. Don't forget the laughter and the nights when we both just needed to be held. Don't forget how you felt when you said you loved me, and don't forget the looking into my eyes because I knew you meant it. Don't forget that I'll always love you, even if I don't need you the way that I used to. If I thought that you would ever forget it all... I would never leave.

She was my north, my south, my east, my west. My working week and my Sunday rest. My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song. I thought that love would last forever--I was wrong.

Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever get back together. Then I realize that we'll never truly be over. In a way, it hasn't changed. And in others, it has. It's not that we aren't meant for each other, I think we're just not ready for forever.

Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name, and someone asked if I knew you. Looking away, I thought of all the times we had together, sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and tons more, and then without an explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for an answer, and then said softly 'once... I thought I did.

And as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile...when I will let go of the hugs you gave me, that I continue to feel...A day when I forget the words you said to me...Forget what you meant to me, or forget how much I loved you. But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us...I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you.

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.

Jealousy is a funny thing. I never considered myself a jealous person but you're bringing out traits in myself I never knew. The way he has you -that makes me jealous. The way you hug him -that makes me jealous. The way you love and kiss him -that makes me jealous

What can I say? You're going away. I can't say I'll see you tomorrow for there will be many days to follow of loneliness and tears. I know someday we'll meet again. I know that this is not the end. I have so much I need to say, but today I will leave you with I will miss you, and I love you.

ByErZ!!!

Mitch

06.09.03

@ 07:15 p.m.