29.08.03
8:50 a.m.
...sometimes it's hard to say na in-love ka talaga... pero minsan naman madali lang din sabihin eh... :)
All i wanted lang talaga is to be happy, yun tipong uuwi ako ng house na walang ibang iniisip...
ang sarap ng feeling na may minamahal, pero paminsan hindi mo rin alam kung haggang saan yung feeling na yon eh... naniniwala ako na walang permanente sa mundo... THINGS REALLY DO CHANGE... but in those kind of changes people LEARN, people do GROW... hehehehe, i'm guilty of this mistake... akala ko kung ipaikot ko yun mundo ko sa kanya, everything will be alright... akala ko kung mag-agree lang ako the whole time, nothing wrong will happen... pero hindi pala ganon yun eh... kung magmahal ka, siguraduhin mo na mahal mo yun sarili mo... na you'll not do everything for your partner, that you'll still have your own identity... i'm guilty again of this... i've been a person who tends to do things kasi mahal ko eh... pero narealize ko na IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSE TO SACRIFICE THE THINGS THAT YOU WONT AGREE ON... you have to voice out your own opinion... it takes a VOICE to know one's desire... it takes a HEART so you could listen to it... :)
*mwah*
15.08.03
7:15 p.m.
i'm happy right now....
thanks for being there for me always...
thanks for making me happy all the time...
thanks for sharing with me the happiness that you are feeling...
thanks for letting me be happy again...
*mwah*
14.08.03
9:30 a.m.
got this thru mail again...
When to let go?
Imagine this. In your hand is a very precious
creation, so fragile, so valuable that if you keep on
holding, it would either stay or fall apart. But you
loved this creature so much, so much that letting it
go would be like letting go of your life as well. So
much that sometimes you wished it would be there
forever. So much that you tend to be selfish at times
so as you could make it stay for as long as you like.
Don't we all wish something "so good" could be
forever? Don't we all hope that happiness is there to
stay?
There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon
someone "so nice" and "almost perfect" and we just
find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that
person (sometimes without even realizing it). This
feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and
eventually guzzles our thoughts and actions to the
extent that we tagged it as one of those "too good to
be true" thing.
The sad part there is when we begin to realize that,
this particular person feels totally nothing but
friendship. A "thing" that would be forever a "thing"
nothing more, nothing less... just a thing! You're
just a friend, and that's the fact! Then in our
desperate attempt to get closer (or at least be
noticed), our efforts are still futile and we end up
sorry for ourselves.
One person said, never ever let your heart run your
life, as much as you can, always be sensible and let
your mind speak for itself. Try to listen not merely
on what your feelings is invoking on you as a person
but more importantly listen to reason as well.
Letting go of someone doesn't necessarily mean you
have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that
person to find his own happiness without expecting him
to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other
person free (in the real sense of it), but it is also
setting yourself free from all animosity, revulsion,
and resentment that was long kept in your heart. You
have to let go because the bitterness often puts away
the strengths and weakens the littlest hope, making
our lives more miserable than ever. Worst, presenting
yourself as the "most affected one" sets the
nastiest impression of all time--whatta a loser!
The trick there is...always remember that if you lose
someone today, it means that someone better is coming
tomorrow.
If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in
love...right? Just regard it as another mismatch of
heaven! Well, you can cry of course, or whine or shout
(growl even) if you have to, but make sure that after
those outbursts you have washed away the hurt and the
bitterness that the past has left with you (easy said
than done I know!).
We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the
past but real peace and happiness come only with open
acceptance of what reality is today. You really don't
have to forget someone you love ('cause it's hard).
What we need to learn is how to accept the verdict of
reality without being bitter or sorry for what we have
become. I think it's better that we give off that
dedication and love to someone more deserving.
Hmmm..."Who could it be" is the next interesting
question to ponder.
Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to
you. And when it does, pray hard that it may be the
love that will stay and last a lifetime.
*mwah*
6.08.03
9:00 a.m.
"Fate takes you just as far,
Destiny is when everything falls right into place,
And it's just up to you to make it happen"
*mwah*
5.08.03
8:00 a.m.
i got this thru mail....
When we meet the right person to love when
we're at the right place, at the right time. That's chance. When you meet
someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together
bec. of this) is not a choice, that's also chance.
The difference is, what happens afterward? When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level? That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and then contemplate
whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
If you decide to love the person, even with his faults, that's not chance. That's choice. When you choose to be with a person no matter
what, that's choice. Even if you know there are many people out there
who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet,
you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that last is truly a choice. A choice that we make.
Regarding soulmates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this--"Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen." I do believe that soulmates do exist. That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not. We may meet our soulmates by chance, but loving and staying with our soulmate is still a choice we have to make.
*mwah*
1.08.03
8:40 a.m.
august na and before you know it christmas na naman... haaaaaaay, ang bilis ng araw... i'll blog nalang ulit later in the afternoon... baboosh!!!!
*mwah*