Poems and Songs written by me
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Hello,these are just a few of my many poems and songs that I have written,so I will be updating this page alot.Please enjoy what's here for now and do come back for more.

        Just Like You
           by:Me

    I wanna dress like you
    I wanna eat like you
    I wanna dance like you
    I wanna like your music
    I wanna go where you go
    I wanna be just like you
    Whatever you do I wanna
    do
    I have no life
    I follow everything you
    do
    it really doesn't matter
    if you're mad or not
    what matters is,is that
      I'm cool and trendy,
          Just like You


        Never Ending You
          by:Joyous Ladi

I was pretty much scared of the future,
I was pretty much scared of our future
I've dealt with so much pain,wishing you could kiss it all away
If history is everyday,
then wheres the future?
You can walk out on me,
but you can't forget
I'm not so scared anymore
I finally woke up from that dream,
Reality has set in
I trust everything you say to me
Having no doubt you are the one
You say you won't leave me,
I act as if I'm surprised
when the whole time I kind of knew
what was going through your mind


         Leanne's Havoc
             by:me

   Once so robust and kind,
   Now so lazy and cruel
   Once so full of life,
   Now so tired of life
   Once so tidy
   Now so unkempt
   Once Leanne
   now so lost....


       Trapped in Reality
          By:Myself

I can't breath down here,
Thats exactly how you'll feel when you've down too much drugs
You can't see down here,
Everything gets hazy when you've done too much drugs
I can't feel down here,
You've lost the sense of touch when you've done too much drugs
I am hopeless down here,
Thats how you'll feel if you do too much drugs


           Matthew
            By:me

I replaced my sadness with your love
I replaced my badness with your hugs
I Love You
I wanna whisper in your ear,
tell you how greatful I am that you're here
I Love You
Don't ever slip away
This love is too strong for it to ever decay
I Love You
I wish you knew just how I felt,
it is so intense,I can just melt
I Love You
You don't get mad,you tell me nor sad
You are always who you are,happy and rad
I Love You
Till death do us part?
No for eternity,this love will last
In all that time we will have a blast..
I Love you

      
         Cannibus Herself
              by:me

(chorus)Take me
I'm just a little green leaf
Back in the days I was knowm as reef.
Now back to the presence I'm out on the streets.

first verse:
Back to the 60's I was sweet and strong
Now to the 90's I'm not as potent,so you use a bong
After you're done with that hit you'll be singing this song
Like I did with Chich and Chong
Now kids everywhere use me
Its all gone wrong you all abuse me
Slowly and slowly I'm destroying your brain
In just a few days you'll be insane.
(chorus)
second verse:
I make you eat for no apparent reason.
You will start to see lil' green elves.
So watch yourself
You may even end up getting busted or even arrested
With me you will end up head
Too much of me gets to your dead.
(chorus)x2


   I'm cake & you're Brownies
            by:me

        I'm soft,
        You're chewy
        You call me lovely,
        I call you sexy
        I rise,
        You stay low
        You say I'm crazy,
        I say you're a meanie
        I have sprinkles,
        You have chunks
        You say you love me,
        I say I love you more


       Invisible Pain
           by:me

  The razor sharp is a
  friend of mine
  It's here with me until the
  end of time
  I love the razor sharp it
  eases the pain,the pain you
  can't see thats hurting
  inside
  When somethings killing me
  inside,I just call my razor
  sharp friend
  then I become alive


       Greatest Feeling
            by:me
      
Paranoid of what you're thinking
It's in his kiss..I feel it
I love it,I love you
Your eyes are open
You can see what I'm going
through
Love,pain,and happiness
The love we share
you can't explain,
But surely it feels like a cool breeze on a hot summer day
Do you need to see this love?
When you can just feel it,
can you feel it?


           Tainted
            By:me

The water is useless,
my liver is useless
The plant is useless,
my heart is useless
The cow is useless,
My bladder is useless,
My brain is useless
I'm useless


           Jona
        
You tell me you hate me,
I laugh at your face
You start the fight,
I get in trouble
Not only do you eat your words,but you also eat all of the food
You say you're going to kill me,not if I beat you to it
Throughout life you have been a snitch,not to mention a big mean bi*ch.
I've learned alot,
I've learned that people can not only be ugly on the outside, but also within.
You're the root to all evil
You've proven to me you have no life All this time I've tried to live mine,you'd be by my side trying find errors
You're aggravating
You're selfish
You're annoying
Leave me alone
You left me no choice...hate


            Sex
      
        What is love?
        Love is the greatest
        feeling of all time.
        What is sex?
        Sex is known to be
        the greatest pleasure
        of all time.
        Most people know the
        difference,
        most don't
        Everyone should
        If I ever wanted to
        try sex,
        I'd make sure it's
        with my true love and
        only love.
        I'd make sure 
        that he felt the same
        way also
        otherwise....
        Sex can wait


         Her Sunglasses

    Those things you have on,
    they hide your eyes and
    The true meaning of what      
    you're feeling inside.
    Those things you have on,
    they not only hide your
    Joy,but also the pride
    that sets inside.
    Those things you have on,
    they hide your anger and
    your pain.
    With those things on,you
    make us believe that
    you're sane
    Who are you really?
    We wanna know
    Take those things off
    and the truth will show


         Multiple You

   Your hate is prodigious
    You need to calm down
     Inhale,Exhale,it's
     going to be alright
      Now you're happy.
      I'm very dubious
      about you.
      Tell me the truth,
      Who the feck are you?


          Mannequin

As I watch you guys
I can't help,but to laugh
You spent countless hours
Trying on this crap
All those new styles
and trends have gotten to
your head.

I'm forced to wear this for
you.
You could save alot of time
and money and heres what you do..
Just wear that birthday suit
of yours until the end of time
Take my advice before I lose
my no mind.


          Damn Poser
   
    I downloaded one song,
    now I love Saves The Day
    I bought their patch
    and one of their shirts
    I tell people I know them
    When really I dont.
    I act as if I'm punk,
    when really I'm not
    Oh well
    They think I'm cool
    and thats all I wanted
   
    I downloaded one song,
    now I love MxPx
    I bought their patch
    and one of their shirts
    I tell people I know them
    When really I don't
    I call you poser,
    So I won't look like one
    myself,when really I am one
    I act as if I'm punk,
    when really I'm not
    I could careless about
    the music,but care
    more about
    the image
    Oh well
    They think I'm cool
    and thats all I wanted
    But I know I turned out
    to be a poser instead..


         Jim Morrison

Your eyes are mysterious
I wanna get to know you
You make every girl wonder
I wanna get to know you
You're a musical genius
I wanna go inside your mind
Your poetry is great
Your eyes are mysterious
I wanna get to know you
But I was decades too late...
Mr. Jim Morrison



      You Worry Me Child

     You hate this world
     Your murderous mind is
     killing you inside.
     You try to live life,
     but you failed on the
     third try.
     You are telling yourself,
     that you are left with no
     choice,but to 
     Kill,Kill,Kill.
     Oh you pestilent child....


             Gone
             *nEw*

         If we do part
   All I know is I'll be gone,
      gone from this place
       and I'll watch the
      world slowly crumble.
      Walk through the past,
       the past we shared
         Taste my tears
         See the pain
         Feel the pain
      Without you it makes 
           no sense.
          Do you care?
          I'll be gone


             Fake

   Go away
   Leave me alone
   You are so fake
   Be yourself
   I can't stand this
   I can't stand you
   Go away!
   Where have you gone?
   This is not you
   Go away
   The jury is still out on you
   you are so fake.


    Living Under Apartheid
             *nEw*

        Behind the bars,
    I fear of not getting out,
    but fear more of brutality.
           It's cold
           I'm hungry
       I shivered,but not
        because I'm cold
       I shivered because
          of the fear
        That sets inside
        I wanna be heard
        I will be heard
        I will not fear
          The struggle
       to get out of here
           is within.
     Constructively I planned,
           The Protest,
      the protest that soon
         will set us free.


          PoP Fanatic
             *new*
      Hi you don't know me,
         but I know you
      I'm your biggest fan
       I have all your cds
    I know your favorite dish
      Hi you don't know me,
         but I know you
        I am brainwashed
          I am stupid
     I'll buy anything with
        your label on it
      Hi you don't know me,
         but I know you.


          Lizard King
             *new*
    Your words they touch me
         You inspire me,
       inspire me to show
            my work
         The work that's
      been hiding for years,
          So many years
             wasted.
        You made me think,
      thinking the what ifs,
        and the impossible
            Now I know
      everything is possible
      You're a poetic genius
        and it's something
         I can't explain.
        No one understands
           I just wanna
        thank you for all
        That you've done...


            Inferno
             *new*
  This hell hole inferno house
     Driving me to insanity
      The pain is so much
        I can't feel it.
          Being greedy
          has entered
        my mind..Now you
       must feel this pain,
     the pain that's driving
           me insane.
      The plan is to escape,
        escape without any
       memory of this place.


            Insomnia
             *new*
          Lying in bed
         trying to sleep
      Never heard the clock
           now focused
      it's louder than ever
       It's hard to sleep
    when there's alot on your
              mind.
      thinking way too much
       trying to clear my
              mind,
         but added more
           stuff to it.
        If I don't get some
            sleep soon
       I'm going to lose it!
         Counting sheep..
       One hour later still
             counting.
     looking through the past
      thinking of the future
         This contentious
    mind of mine isn't helping
          at the moment
        I need some sleep
       and I want it now...
       My head is throbbing,
       My back is in pain,
       My leg is cramping..
        I'm going insane
        My eyes are red
        My mouth is dry
       I need some visine
          I need water,
      but better yet I need
           some sleep!!



Copyright ©2002 Joyous Michelle Ladi


    


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