"So you are saying what Josh?" Justin's voice was filled with pain as he spoke into his cell phone, tears were stinging his eyes.

The remaining members of *NSYNC stopped what they were doing and looked at Justin. His back was to them, however, they could tell he was crying, crying on the phone talking to JC. They knew who was to blame for the tears, and it wasn't JC, it was them. They had been so worried about what others would think of *NSYNC if word got out that Justin and JC were gay, and seeing each other that they didn't even worry about what they were doing to their brothers.

"Don't go anywhere, I'll be there in a few minutes." Justin surpressed a sob as he clicked his cell phone off and stood up.

He turned around and looked at each guy, anger and hurt were the two emotions pouring out of his eyes at that time, he pushed through them and ran to his car. The last time Justin saw JC was when he stormed out of Johnny's office yelling about sleeping with who ever he wants to sleep with. That was over a week ago, he tried many times to call JC, and went over to JC's place no one was there. Out of the blue when all the guys but JC were trying out new dance moves JC called Justin's cell phone.

His car skidded to a stop in front of JC's apartment building, Justin looked around and noticed the 'cameras' were still hanging around JC's place. He knew Johnny would have his ass if the press printed photos of him going to JC's apartment, he also knew that he couldn't just drive away. Taking a deep breath, Justin jumped out of his car, slamming the door shut and ran as fast as he could up the stairs and to JC's door. He could tell the 'cameras' were taking his picture, they always did, they took a picture of him unlocking JC's door opening it and walking in.

"Josh... where... are...you..." Justin's voice got softer looking around the place, beer cans, bottles, vodka bottles, rum, bottles were all over the place. Tears stinging at his eyes as he made his way through the small front room and back towards the bedroom.

Justin pushed open JC's bedroom door and looked in at the messed up room, JC was sitting on the bed, his back towards Justin. Justin climbed on the bed and wrapped his arms around JC's thin frame and pulled him tightly against his chest, kissing the back of his neck.

"Justin..." JC's voice trailed off as he turned around and wrapped his arms around his neck, "I... I can't live with out you, I've tried... I just cannot do it. I know you can live with out me... but... I... you... I've tried so... hard." JC sobbed into the curve of Justin's neck.

"God, Josh of course I can't live with out you. I didn't know what happened to you, no one had talked to you for a week, I came by and you weren't here, I called you here and on your cell phone. I'm losing my mind because people hate what we are." Justin soothed rubbing his hand up and down JC's back.

"Look at me, I'm a mess and over you of all people." JC half smiled and half laughed pulling out of the hug

"Over me off all people." Justin smiled looking JC over a few times. "I don't like this look you're sporting, you look like a thin Joey on crack." Justin smirked drawing JC closer for a kiss.

"A thin Joey on Crack! Thanks... I guess." JC laughed against Justin's lips.

"Let's get you in the shower, you are starting to smell like Joey." Justin winked sliding off the bed and pulling JC with him.

"You aren't supposed to be here..." JC trailed off his eyes falling on the back of Justin as he was pulled into the bathroom.

JC watched as Justin turned the water on, testing it until it was hot enough flipping the shower on to run, he turned around and smiled slighty at JC.

"The press have taken my picture unlocking your door and walking in. So why leave now? Get in the shower I'll pick up the front room a little." Justin half smiled kissing JC slowly on the lips.

JC ran his hand to the nap of Justin's neck pulling him closer, making the kiss deeper pushing Justin into the wall. JC's hands left Justin's hair and ran down his chest stopping at the bottom of Justin's shirt, his hands slowly slid under and over Justin's flat stomach. A soft moan slipped out of Justin's mouth when JC started to kiss his jaw and neck his breath making Justin's skin tingly.

"Josh...god, Josh...you have to... stop." Justin breathed pushing JC back lightly by his shoulders.

"I haven't touched you in weeks." JC sighed closing his eyes, trying to stop the tears of rejection from falling.

"I know, I haven't touched you in weeks... I didn't want to stop, but we can't get carried away in the bathroom." Justin ran his hand up and down JC's arm.

"If not here than where?" JC asked taking in a shaking breath pulling away from Justin as he pulled his shirt off and tossed it on the floor, his pants came off next, slowly his boxers were kicked off and he climbed into the shower.

Justin sighed closing his eyes, he took a deep breath and looked at the mirror in front of him.

"If you answered any of my phone calls, you would have known this a long while ago. I called the wedding off, Laura is still living with me though. Her mother left a few days ago, I haven't told the guys yet, I wanted to tell you before they found out. That day you stormed out of Johnny's office is the day I called it off. Johnny was extreamly pissed off at me, but that's why I had my mother with me, she told him where to stuff it. I actually told Laura should could live with me, I mean she is having my baby and I couldn't just kick her out..." Justin sighed running a hand through his hair.

"What are you trying to say?" JC's voice was muffled by the water.

"I'm saying that Laura and I have been talking, she said that she'd love it if you moved in with us. She likes you and she said that she'll support us if and when we come out to the public. She even said you could help take care of the baby with us." Justin smiled at the thought of JC holding his daughter, or son.

"That sounds nice..." JC's voice trailed off as a smile formed on his face.

"It's not just nice Josh, she it'll be a Chasez-Timberlake baby, both our last names."Justin smiled leaning in close to the mirror and looking his face over before smiling even bigger.

Justin turned around when the sound of the water was no longer in the bathroom, JC was standing in front of Justin with a towel around his waist. A smile was tugging at JC's perfect lips, as he ran his hands over Justin's stomach and chest.