¤ Stuck On You ¤
Chapter Fourteen

The whole night at the award, all Justin could think about was Sarah’s lips on his. He can taste her lip-gloss that was put on over her lipstick. He could still feel the texture of her lips still on his lips. He could still feel her hands on his neck pulling his head towards her.

They had won best album and were giving their thanks; Justin didn’t say anything he was still in his own little world. He just smiled held the award in his hand and pointed out into the crowd of fans and towards the Sarah, Adrea and the others. He couldn’t believe such a small kiss put so many thoughts into his head.

All Justin wanted to know was why she kissed him? Was she having the same feelings he was having then? From the looks of it, she seemed fine, more then fine, like the kiss didn’t mean anything to her. Walking off the stage into the back each guy gave each other a hug and talked to a few magazines and reporters and got their picture taken a few times.

At the after parties, Justin sat around staring off into space; once in a while he’d look around trying to find Sarah. She would either be dancing with one of the guys or dancing with some other celebrity.

JC had noticed Justin had been acting a little weird after he walked on to the red carpet, he hadn’t been out when Sarah and Justin kissed. He had no clue what was going on. Justin had never just smiled after winning an award. He always had something to say to the fans and their families. Today was different, he hadn’t said much through the whole awards, now he; the guy that likes to party was sitting down spacing off. JC slowly walked up and sat down across from his young best friend and watched as Justin looked off into space not even noticing he was there.

“Are you dying?” JC asked not getting anything out of Justin. He pressed on again this time clapping his hands in front of Justin’s face. “I hope you aren’t undressing Sarah with your eyes.” JC laughed at the joke he made.

Justin turned his face and looked at him.

“When did you sit down?” Justin asked sitting forward and rests his elbows on the table.

“I’ve been sitting for about five minutes. Mind telling me why you are so quite all the sudden. You couldn’t keep still before we left, you didn’t talk the whole time in the limousine, You didn’t thank anyone, and now you are spacing off at a party.” JC said leaning back and resting his back on the booth seat. “I’m just a little worried that my best friend is dying out on us. If things are going to fast again you know you can tell us and we can take a few weeks off.” JC added

“Sarah kissed me.” Justin said not wanting to beat around the bush about what happened on the red carpet. JC sat forward and looked Justin Square in the eyes.

“She kissed you, when?” JC asked grabbing his drink and taking a big drink of it.

“Some reporter asked us to kiss, I was about to say how the fans wouldn’t like us kissing, I was half way through my sentence when she pulled my head down and kissed me. It wasn’t a peck on the cheek or the lips, it was a real kiss.” Justin said closing his eyes and bringing his fingers to his lips.

“Are you sure it was a real, real kiss? If it were real, it would have meant something to her as well to you. I know if meant something to you…” JC stated as he started to look around for his sister.

When his eyes landed on her, she was dancing next to Ashley Angel or O-Town and Nick Carter of the Back Street Boys. JC had a gut feeling the kiss meant nothing to her, he just had a gut feeling the only reason she kissed him was to keep Britney Spears away, and Adrea had talked to her about stuff. It wasn’t good, it was giving Justin mixed feelings, He knew Justin liked Sarah far more then what Sarah liked about Justin. Sure there were feelings between them, two beautiful people who have known each other since they were 12 were bound to have feelings for each other. However, the feelings were different. Justin was actually in love with Sarah, in love to the point where he couldn’t be around any other girl with out thinking of Sarah, to the point where no one would ever be as good as Sarah.

Sarah on the other hand had totally different feelings. She loved Justin as a best friend, nothing more nothing less. He had always been there for her. He was there for her when she was told she was adopted, which was at a difficult time of her life. She had grown up for 14 years thinking the Chasez Family was her real brothers and parents, only to find out she was adopted.

“I need to talk to her, and it can’t wait.” Justin said standing up and walking towards Sarah.

JC was about to get up and make him stop this was not the place for this type of conversation when, Joey ran up to him talking a mile a minute about what Adrea was doing. He rolled his eyes when he noticed Adrea standing near a door that lead into a conference door. He got up and slowly walked towards the awaiting girl.

Justin walked into the dancing crowd and walked right up to where Sarah was dancing with Ashley Angel and Nick Carter.

“Hey Justin, do you need some help?” Nick asked as he stopped dancing.

“Yeah, I need to see her for a little.” Justin smiled pointing to Sarah who had stopped dancing the moment Nick said his name.

“Go right on and take her, she isn’t mine, yet.” Nick smiled as he walked away.

Sarah followed Justin out towards the exit when Mitch stopped them.

“Where might the two of you be going?” He asked looking at the two like they had just been caught taking cookies out of the cookie jar.

“To the limousine so it can take us to my place. You can come along if you want to. It’ll be a pretty boring ride over.” Justin smiled up at his bodyguard.

“Naw, I think I’ll pass, I’ll just walk you out to your limousine.” Mitch smiled as the lead the two out to their limousine, after he shut the door it was going down the road to Justin’s California home.

After sitting in the limousine not talking for about fifteen minutes Sarah finely said something.

“Is there a reason I had to leave?” Sarah asked popping in a piece of gum, something she wanted to do all night long.

“I didn’t want to be there any more, and the press would eat up the fact that we didn’t leave together. I’m sure they are at my gate just waiting for me to get home with you in tow. Please don’t be mad, I need to talk to you anyway, There was not the right place, and here isn’t either.” Justin said slumping down in the seat resting his head on the headrest.

“You could have just asked and not pulled me out, I’m sure I’ll see photos of my with some weird facial expression because I had no clue why we were leaving.” Sarah giggled at the mental picture she had of her face on some star magazine when a retarded facial expression when they left the party. “They might even think I’m drunk and you were taking me home to take advantage of me.” Sarah laughed even harder at the thought

“That isn’t funny Sarah, some guys would do that in a matter of seconds.” Justin said snapping Sarah out of her laugh.

“Come on Justin, you trying to get in bed with me. I couldn’t see that happening!” Sarah laughed as the limousine pulled to his gate. Sure enough reporters with cameras were waiting at the gate and started to take pictures of them when they got out of the limousine.

“Yeah, why would anyone want to try anything with you.” Justin said as he helped Sarah out of the limousine. She took his hand and held it tight knowing they were getting their picture taken, even though the cameras were at the gate, they had a pretty good zoom on them.

“I could think of a few people, Nick Carter, Ashley Angel…” Sarah laughed as Justin let her hand go so he could unlock the door to his house

“Oh boy, Nick Carter was just all over you at the party.” Justin rolled his eyes his head was pounding. He had been thinking to hard, too much that whole night. He just wanted to find out what was going on. He liked Sarah so much, he only wishes she likes him the same way.

“Oh and Justin, just for show.” Sarah said as Justin turned around and looked at her.

“Just for show what? Are you going to flash the camera?” Justin asked

“No I was thinking maybe pull my pants down and moon them.” Sarah rolled her eyes; she had changed into pants for the after party.

“Uh… Okay, you can do whatever you want to…” Justin’s words were cut off when Sarah stepped closer to him.

“This don’t mean anything, I just hate Britney for saying she was going to get married to you.” Sarah said putting her hands on his neck jumping into his arms.

Sarah’s legs went around Justin’s waist; Justin’s hands held her up from her upper legs as her lips smashed into his pushing at them to kiss her. Justin tilted his head and opened his lips a little more and kissing her deeper, his back hit the door frame.

While still kissing her Justin walked into the house and kicked the door shut. He didn’t know what was going on in his mind. He didn’t know if it was the fact that he had been thinking about that kiss on the red carpet. He heard her say this kiss meant nothing. He just didn’t pay attention to it. Sitting her on the couch he moved his lips off hers again only to take her lips over mere seconds later pushing her back to where she was laying on the couch. His hands were in her hair moving her head so he could kiss her deeper. His chest was moving fast as was hers.

Justin couldn’t get enough of Sarah at that moment; he didn’t know what was going on in side of him. Sure he wanted to be with her, not like this on his couch, not until she said she loved him and meant it for more then just as a friend. His hands left her hair and his lips left hers and went to her jaw line and neck. Sarah was in shock from him doing what he was doing to say anything. Justin could tell Sarah was going to say something, he moved his lips up to hers and ate them up with his own lips.

Justin was as innocent as Sarah was, he knew more then anything what he was doing wasn’t something he should have been doing. She didn’t know what he was going to do. For all he knew she could want to throw up from him kissing her, he just couldn’t help it.

With his left hand in her hair, his right hand slowly made its way to the bottom of her shirt. When he found the bottom of it his left hand left her hair and came to the shirt, moving his hand beyond the shirt to the button on her jeans his lips left hers. He kissed her jaw line, ear and neck just before he started to undo her pants.

Sarah’s hands went to his and started to push them away, she had no luck, and he was much stronger then she was.

“Justin, what are you doing, stop.” Sarah said pushing at him.

The second she said stop Justin felt like killing him self. He knew it was too good to last any longer. He knew he shouldn’t have even started to do anything with her.

“We need to talk.” Justin said sitting up and closing his eyes.

“If it is about the kiss on the red carpet, Adrea told me to kiss you if asked. It didn’t mean anything to me Justin. I’m sorry if it meant something to you.” Sarah said

“No, I’m sorry, I got carried away. I didn’t mean to do this.” Justin said his heart hurting hearing her say the words he knew were going to be coming.

“I’m sorry Justin, I like you very much. Just as a friend, you do understand this?” Sarah asked looking at Justin; he was embarrassed to the point where his face was red. He was more then happy he hadn’t got a chance to turn the lights on.

“Understood, I didn’t mean to. Just got carried away.” Justin said standing up and walking towards the stairs, “I’ll be up stairs if you need anything, night.” Justin said as he walked up the stairs leaving Sarah sitting on the couch to think about what happen.

THE END