Thank you Andy you changed me, You made me dark,made me mad. You took a peice of me, I'll never get back. I thought you were my first love, But I didn't know what love was. You changed my life, forced me to grow, Why I let you, I'll never know. Allen, I loved you the most. You changed me spiritually, mentally, and physically. You'll always be a part of my life; I'll always be there when ever you need me. We both made a lot of mistakes in our lives, Because of them, we'll never be together again. Just remember I'm always thinking of you, You'll always be in my heart. Doug, we were never ment to be; Long distance relationships never work out, You were too perfect and too good for me. Sorry, I couldn't be all that you wanted. You were the good one, the gentalman, the soldier. Why you cared for me, I'll never know. But, thank you for catching me in my fall; I'll forever be grateful to you. Tony, I love you. You ripped up my heart, and taped it back together, how many times, I'm not even sure anymore. I wish that you didn't have this hold over me like you do. We've been through so much together, You've opened my heart, my mind, my mouth. Through all the odds, we're still best of friends. How did all of this happen to us? How have we stayed together for so long? Through all the deceit, lies, and broken hearts, But look at us now, look were we are again; The most destructive drug to eachother, and yet we're still hanging on. Is this what love is supposed to be? All of you have helped to form who I am, The good and bad, dark and sweet. It's you I have to thank for all my experiences, for without you, they never would have happened. -11-28-98 Return Home