| Chapter 1: Where We Left Off |

 

It’s been one week since you looked at me

 

“Get the presses going!”

 

Cocked your head to the side and said, “I’m angry.”

Five days since you laughed at me, sayin’

 

“Few more words to go!”

 

“Get that together, come back, and see me.”

 

“Move your ass! We’ve got a deadline. Need a definition?”

 

Three days since the living room

I realized it’s all my fault, but couldn’t tell you

 

“Hey! Language. We’re civilized people here.”

 

Yesterday you’d forgiven me

 

“Since when?”

 

But it’ll still be two days till I say I’m sorry

 

“’Ey, now. What’s that supposed to mean?”

 

Hold it now and watch the hoodwink

As I make you stop, think

 

“Exactly what you want it to. Now stop running your mouth and get to typin’.”

 

You’ll think you’re looking at Aquaman

I summon fish to the dish, although I like the Chalet Suisse

 

“Hold your bleedin’ horses.”

 

I like sushi cause it’s never touched a frying pan

Hot like wasabe when I bust rhymes

Big like Leanne Rimes

Because I’m all about value

 

“Too many horses to hold. I’m serious! Tick-tock, man! Take a look at your Rolaax!”

 

Bert Kaemfert’s got the mad hits

You try to match wits, you try to hold me but I bust through

 

“Like I’d wear it to work.”

 

Like Andrew Lloyd I’ve got a big show

Mine’s about a Back-Hoe

There’ll be a big sound from the pavement

 

“Ya coupla’ girls done chattering? Some of us work here.”

 

Gonna make a break and take a fake

I’d like a stinkin’ achin shake

 

“Yeah, I know. ‘Ts why  you being here still baffles me.”

 

I like vanilla, it’s the finest of the flavors

Gotta see the show, cause then you’ll know

The Vertigo is gonna grow

Cause it’s so dangerous, you’ll have to sign a waiver

 

“Funny, princess.”

 

How can I help it if I think you’re funny when you’re mad?

Tryin’ hard not to smile though I feel bad

 

“Damn straight. Get. To. Work. Both of you.”

 

I’m the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral

Can’t understand what I mean? Well, you soon will

 

“Bossy chit.”

 

I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve

I have a history of taking off my shirt

 

“Hey, isn’t that what that one critic called you?”

 

It’s been one week since you looked at me

Threw your arms in the air and said, “You’re crazy!”

 

“Finished.”

 

Five days since you tackled me

I’ve still got the rug burns on both my knees

It’s been three days since the afternoon

You realized it’s not my fault not a moment too soon

 

“Oh, it’s about time!”

 

Yesterday you’d forgiven me

And now I sit back and wait till you say you’re sorry

 

“Enter…and save. There, all done, O Bossy One,” Spike drawled, pointing at his battered laptop. Man, he’d been meaning to get a new one, but this one was like a safety blanket. It was, what, like eight years old? Never died on him either. “Go give these disks to that wonderful editor of mine.”

 

“You’re going to start paying me for being your personal assistant, you know. I come out here for a visit and I end up carrying all your crap for you from one office to the next,” the brown-haired female replied half-heartedly, smirking at the mock-hurt expression on her best friend’s face. “Don’t give me that face…”

 

“My crap?” Spike exclaimed, uttering the words with unbelievable anguish. “That…hurts.”

 

The brunette smirked and shook her head as she set off to the said editor’s office. ‘Ah, my good old drama queen, Spike,’ she thought happily. ‘Count on him always.’

 

Knocking on the door panel at the office, Dawn Summers poked her head into the office swiftly. She disregaurded the half-shut door  as a sign of a hectic work schedule and stepped in, holding out a couple of disks to the office’s occupant.

 

“Blondie finally finished his last chapter. As his personal slave slash assistant,” Dawn paused, accentuating the word ‘slave’, then continued, “I’ve come here to deliver it to you.”

 

The editor’s ever-existent, genuine grin on her face and spark in her eye never ceased to amaze Dawn as she discarded the disks on cluttered desk in front of her. After everything that had happened, she didn’t understand how Spike and the whole gang had healed themselves and moved on from the shadows of their past. Well…almost everyone.

 

“I think I should just promote you to my job, Dawnie. He listens to you more than does me,” the redhead at the desk suggested jokingly as she picked up the delivered disks and popped one into her computer. “I should have had these days ago.”

 

“Don’t sweat it, Will. If you don’t meet the deadline for some reason, just blame it on Spike,” Dawn suggested lightly as she grinned. “This is his ass you’re trying to save because he wouldn’t get up this morning.”

 

“Or any morning,” Willow Rosenberg added half-heartedly, scanning the contents of the disk. Her brow furrowed as she brought her fingers to the keyboard and punched in some keys. Her determination and thoroughness also amazed Dawn to a full extent. No one thought that this was how their futures would pan out, yet Willow seemed to be taking it the best of the whole gang. With her charming attitude and infectious grins and dedication, Dawn honestly thought she looked like she’d wanted to do this all her life. Like it was some dream she’d accomplished.

 

After Sunnydale, no one thought they’d accomplish their dreams anymore. That place, in Dawn’s opinion, killed hope. It almost got to her, to Spike, to Willow…

 

Tearing her thoughts away from the past Dawn thought she’d buried deep in her mind, she looked at Willow’s frustrated face. Through all those complicated thoughts piled up on top of each other, the brunette could tell that everything had worked out for the best. Willow was happy. They were happy. That’s all that mattered.

 

“Spike, I’m going to kill you,” Willow’s voice sounded through Dawn’s building thoughts. The brunette tucked her shoulder-length hair behind her ear and smirked at the editor’s threatening tone.

 

“Ooh, death threats,” Dawn replied with fake giddiness. “What did he do now?”

 

Willow rolled her eyes and popped the disk out of her computer. Stretching out her hand in Dawn’s direction, she shook her head.

 

“Sweetie, sorry, but could you take this back to His Bleachiness?” Willow requested sourly. “He replaced my corrections for chapter 13 with his original writing and used some weird word processor for the the last two chapters that my computer can’t read. Again.

 

“Sure,” Dawn said, giggling as she plucked the disk from Willow’s hand and grinned wider as the redhead winked at her. Ah, how no one ever imagined Willow and Spike to have a friendship like the one they have now. It was like Spike and Dawn reunited, red hair included.

 

Dawn sighed in annoyance as she once again got stuck at Spike’s delivery girl, but calmed as she thought about Willow and Spike’s relationship. Since she was away at college and only visited occasionally, she was happy to see that the redhead and vampire developed the same bickering and loving relationship she’d had with Spike before she’d started college. Before what happened…

 

“Hey, Spike!” Dawn called out to the slim form who was now reclined back in his easy chair, engrossed in a magazine. Off Spike’s ignorant mode, Dawn rolled her eyes and approached Spike only to snatch the magazine out of his grasp. Looking at the cover, she raised an eyebrow and snorted.

 

“Sports Illustrated Swimsuit issue?” she asked incredulously, then shook her head. “What am I going to do with you? You’re such a guy!”

 

Spike raised his own eyebrow at that statement and retrieved his magazine from Dawn’s unsuspecting hold. “May I rule out a sex change?” he joked.

 

“Possibly,” Dawn warned, then threw the disks in hand at him. “Willow says you’re being moron again.” Off Spike’s questioning look, Dawn shrugged and pulled up her innocent face.

 

“What? It’s the shortened version,” she explained meekly.

 

“Right, Bit. Just like you,” Spike retorted half-heartedly. Dawn rolled her eyes and folded her arms over her chest huffily as Spike referred to her lack of growth spurt for the second year in a row. Looks like she’d be inheriting Buffy’s shortness after all…

 

“Spike, I wouldn’t go there. You leave my height alone,” Dawn cautioned as she got a gleam in her eye. “Or I’ll tell Alexis that you were looking at Carmen Electra in a thong bikini. Closely.

 

Spike’s eyes shot up to look at his surrogate kid sister in panic, but then calmed. “That’s where you’re wrong, Bit. Lexi and I have a mature relationship. She wouldn’t care if I was looking at the swimsuit issue of a magazine.”

 

Dawn giggled and pulled out her cell phone. “Mmm-hmm,” she patronized as she pulled up Alexis’ number on her memory. “Let’s just see, shall we?”

 

Spike darted out of his seat and pounced on Dawn before she knew what was going on. ‘Damn vampire speed,’ she thought as she tried to fight him off all the while giggling uncontrollably.

 

“Mercy! Mercy, mercy, mercy, mercy,” she yelled incessantly. “Stop! No tickling, that’s not fair!”

 

“I’m a vampire, luv,” Spike said, getting a playful gleam in his eyes as he watched Dawn retreat towards the door quickly, trying to catch her breath. “I don’t do fair.”

 

* * *

Tucking back a loose strand of dirty-blonde hair behind her ear, the woman lazily stretched to the ancient-looking coffee table in search of an interesting magazine. God help her, she couldn’t stand reading one more Teen Beat or her head would explode. It seemed that public waiting rooms really lacked some…quality in keeping people entertained.

 

Finally deciding on a People Weekly, the blonde sat back in her cushiony chair and crossed her legs, bobbing one foot up and down. Scanning the magazine, the woman’s eyes fell on an article about a book signing New York that happened a couple of weeks ago. Suddenly interested, she glanced at the name of the author and her eyes widened a fraction before putting the magazine back on the coffee table.

 

She didn’t need to have read the author’s name to know it was William Walthrop’s book signing. For the life of her, she didn’t know why she always seemed to ‘run across’ that man’s name in magazines and newspapers. She knew why she’d be drawn to him, but that was part of the past now. Pushing her thoughts of the sudden hit author in the book world, the blonde decided to divert her mind to something else that wouldn’t sting to think about.

 

It seemed nowadays that being reminded of everything in her past stung.

 

Rubbing her face slowly with her hands, the woman almost missed her name being called as a tall, slim auburn-haired man stepped out of his office.

 

“Buffy Summers?”

 

Buffy’s head shot up as she stopped rubbing her face and she immediately drew herself to her feet. Grabbing her handbag shakily, she made her way over to the middle-aged brunette who had requested her attention.

 

“Yes? Is it serious?”

 

The brunette in the starched, white coat looked down at his clipboard once for good measure, then back up at Buffy.

 

“No, Mrs. Summers – “

 

“Miss,” Buffy corrected him, her voice never wavering.

 

“Ms. Summers,” the doctor obliged, “your daughter is fine. There’s nothing to worry about. She has a simple case of the chicken pox with a nasty temperature. Now, it’s a good thing you brought her in, but this isn’t a critical condition. Just put some chamomile lotion on her and prevent her from scratching and everything should be just fine.”

 

Buffy’s relief was evident on her face as offered a slight smile to the doctor. “Thank you, Dr. Burns.”

 

The doctor nodded at her warmly and motioned for her to follow him. “Now, I’ll give you some anti-biotics for her feverish symptoms, but they should really clear up on their own. Just make sure to give her lots of fluids,” the doctor instructed as he led his patient’s mother down a blank, white hallway and rounded the corner. “Your daughter is right through there, to your left.”

 

Buffy smiled at the doctor gratefully and offered another round of ‘thank you’s.

 

“It’s my pleasure, Ms. Summers,” Dr. Burns replied kindly. “Oh, and if the symptoms worsen or there is no change in the condition within a week, I suggest you bring her back here and we’ll see what we can do.”

 

“Alright,” Buffy agreed, a tad impatient to go in and see her daughter. “Thank you.”

 

Dr. Burns nodded at her and left.

 

The blonde followed Dr. Burns’ directions and found herself in a tight, almost-cramped patient room with her daughter propped up on a bed covered with a layer of wax paper. That always annoyed her for some reason. Something about sitting on a fresh sheet of wax paper in the doctor’s office still didn’t make it as sanitary as the doctors believed it to be, in Buffy’s opinion.

 

Staring at the short, little blonde girl with pinkish cheeks and curly hair up in pig tails, Buffy burst into tears. She didn’t know why. It was so abrupt and out of the blue that the little girl looked up, her eyes glazed from her fever yet still penetrated with worry.

 

“Mommy? Mommy, what’s wrong?” she asked, her high-pitched voice ringing in Buffy’s ears. Buffy quickly wiped her eyes and questioned what in the made her so emotional. She wasn’t even pregnant and still she was having mood swings out of nowhere?

 

Picking up her child by the armpits and situating her on her hip, Buffy shook her head and brushed a loose bang out of the girl’s face.

 

“Nothing, Emmi. Nothing’s wrong, honey,” Buffy assured her daughter, planting a big kiss on her cheek. “Let’s go home, okay?”

 

“Okay,” Emily Summers answered softly, her fever causing her to close her eyes occasionally. “Ice Skweem at home?”

 

Buffy chuckled lightly and looked at Emily. “Maybe. We’ll see how you’re doing, okay? Maybe we can get Uncle Xander to pick it up. How does that sound?”

 

“Soun’s good,” Emily replied tiredly and rested her head on Buffy’s shoulder.  Within a minute, Emily settled into a peaceful sleep on her mother’s shoulders, allowing Buffy to move out of the doctor’s office and to her car.

 

She stared at the vehicle with contempt. She actually knew how to drive a car know, compliments of Xander, but she still never liked it. Supposing it could ever feel ‘free’ to just drive down the highway, Buffy first had to learn how to drive without being as tense as a salted pretzel. The whole experience was nerve-racking for her and was avoided at all costs. Except for health of her child.

 

Strapping Emily down in her car seat, Buffy moved to the driver’s seat and sat down behind the wheel. She stared for a few long minutes straight ahead of her, heedless of the lack of scenery that was the parking garage. After putting in one last stare, she sighed deeply and put the car in drive, immediately tensing up. ‘God, driving sucks,’ she complained, and pulled into the on-coming traffic. ‘Demons aren’t this annoying.’

 

Finally rounding the corner of Caster Avenue, Buffy turned off the engine and unfastened her seat belt. After she removed a still motionless Emily from her car seat, she locked the doors and stepped onto the front stoop of the old, brick apartment building she was gazing at. The Casper Steps apartment complex was all too familiar for the blonde and she smiled to herself unconsciously as she buzzed in for the door to open.

 

“Yeah?” the voice sounded through the muffled speaker at the door.

 

“Guess who?” Buffy replied quizzically.

 

“Al Pacino? I’ll buzz you right up, man,” Xander Harris deadpanned, already imagining Buffy’s eyeroll as he spoke.

 

“Can’t even tell Robert DeNiro apart from Al Pacino,” Buffy scolded, pushing open the front door to the complex as she got buzzed in. “Tsk tsk.”

 

“Well, what can I say. I’m too in demand.”

 

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