* Friendz *
Somewhere
between
the *procrastination*
and the
homework..
and the
incessant forwards
and the
friendships
and the calls
to each
other complaining about
CrUsHeS
and
BF/GF!!
Somewhere
between
the
phone calls to
old
friends
and the "I miss you's", the "
the
"What
are we doing tonight's?"
And somewhere
between
all of
the
changing
and
growing...
somewhere
between
the
classes
and the
skipping
classes...and
the
StUdYiNg
for
teStS...And
the
PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS...
And the
downright
NOT
StUdYiNg for TeStS...
I forgot--I forgot what ScHooL was all about.
Somewhere
between
all the
appointments,
starbuck
coffee,
and
McDonald's...
paying
bills
and then
not paying
Making plans
then
breaking plans...
Appearing,
Disappearing,
then
reappearing...
I forgot--I forgot what it was like to
cry.
I forgot that
pretending
to be
happy doesn't
make you
happy... And that
pretending
to
be
SmArT
doesn't make
you
smart ..
I forgot
that you can't just
forget
the
past
in
can't control falling
in
LoVe..
And that you can't make yourself fall in
*LoVe*
.... I
learned that
I can
LOVE...
I
learned that
it's okay to
MEsS UP....
And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's
okay to
feel like
crap...
I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiN
and wHINe to all your friends for a whole day........
I learned that sometimes the things you
want
most you
just can't
have and the things that
you look for
are
right in front of you.
I
learned that the
greatest
thing
about
HiGh
ScHOoL and
CoLLeGe
and the
working world
isn't
about the parties or the
DRiNKiNG
or the Hookups
...
It's the
*FrIeNdShIpS*,
which means taking
chances.
I learned that
sometimes the
things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to
talk about...
I learned that TIME and
LOVE
can
heal
all things...
I learned that just when you think
it can't get
worse - it does! ...
but with the love and support of friends - you survive...
I've learned that when you start feeling
BaD
about L O
S I N G touch and about those that you've
lost!
They too, are
feeling the same
way....
I
learned that
letters
from friends are the
most
important things.
And that
sending cards to your
friends makes
you feel better! But, basically, I just learned
that my friends........ Both
old and
new.....
are the most important
people to me in the world AND.......without
them, I
wouldn't
be who
I am today.....
** I want to send shout outs to all my friends! Love you all to pieces **
* Morgan .C