カモフラージュ
~ 竹内マリヤ

友達以上の気持ち     胸に閉じ込めてきたけれど
心がもう嘘をつけなくて     こんなに切ない

ふとした仕草に潜む     あなたの思いを確かめる
長い間言えずにいた事     もしかしたら私と同じだと

賑わう街の音がかすかに聞こえる     この部屋に今二人だけ
あなたの好きなコーヒーと煙草の香りに     秘められた淡い予感
優しいだけじゃ物足りなくて     本当の事を打ち明けたくなる

恋人と呼べる人を     お互いに持っていたけれど
心の奥分かり会えなくて     孤独に怯えた

秘かに抱えた傷を     何故かあなただけ癒せるの
遥か昔何処かで出会った     そんな記憶何度も甦る

瞳と瞳があ合って指が触れ合うその時     全ての謎は解けるのよ
黙ったままで早く唇奪って     やっと言える「好きだった」と
ずっと近くにいてくれたのに     欺いてきた私を許して

もしも世界が明日終り迎えても     あなたがいれば怖くない
昨日までの涙と偽りを捨てて     新しい私になる
あたためてきたこの絆こそ     隠せはしない愛の形なの

I've been looking for your love
So, we've found the way at last

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Camouflage

 ~  Takeuchi Mariya

　

tomodachi ijou no kimochi         mune ni tojikomete kita keredo

kokoro ga mou uso wo tsukenakute         konna ni setsunai

　

futoshita shigusa ni hisomu         anata no omoi wo tashikameru

nagai aida iezuniita koto         moshikashitara watashi to onaji dato

　

nigiwau machi no oto ga kasukani kikoeru         kono heya ni ima futari dake

anata no sukina ko-hi- to tabako no kaori ni         himerareta awai yokan

yasashii dake jya monotari nakute         hontou no koto wo uchiaketaku naru

　

koibito to yoberu hito wo         otagaini motteita keredo

kokoro no oku wakari aenakute         kodoku ni obieta

　

hisokani kakaeta kizu wo         nazeka anata dake iyaseruno

haruka mukashi dokoka de deatteta         sonna kioku nando mo yomigaeru

　

me to me ga atte yubi ga fureau sono toki         subete no nazo wa tokeruno yo

damatta mama de hayaku kuchibiru ubatte         yatto ieru "suki datta" to

zutto chikaku ni itekureta noni         azamuite kita watashi wo yurushite

　

moshimo sekai ga ashita owari mukaete mo        anata ga ireba kowakunai

kinou made no namida to itsuwari wo sutete        atarashii watashi ni naru

atatamete kita kono kizuna koso         kakuse wa shinai ai no katachi nano

　

I've been looking for your love

So, we've found the way at last

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Camouflage

 ~  Takeuchi Mariya

feelings of being more than just friends...are locked away inside me, but

my heart can no longer lie...this heartrending sorrow...

　

by chance in hidden gestures...I try to find memories of you...

for the longest time, things that were left unsaid...what if they're the same as mine...

　

the noise of the bustling town, I can vaguely hear...in this room where only the both of us are now...

in the coffee you love & the scent of your cigarette...a faint premonition lingers...

there's only gentleness but something's missing...want to be able to confess my real feelings...

　

people we can call lovers...both of us have had, but

deep in our hearts we could never understand each other...so frightened of being alone...

　

the wound I secretly hold...why is it only you can heal....

far away long ago we must have met somewhere...memories like these keep playing over & over...

　

eye to eye, our fingers touching, at that very moment...all the riddles will be solved...

silently, hurry, kiss me now...& at long last say "loved you"...

though you've always been by my side...deceiving you all this while, forgive me...

even if the world greets the end tomorrow...if you're with me I won't be afraid...

the tears of yesterday & lies I'll throw away...& become a new me...

these bonds of warmth that have come to me...is the kind of love we don't need to hide...

I've been looking for your love

So, we've found the way at last

　

(-= CJ =- well, that's my interpretation at any rate, hope it makes some sense.....better in nihongo...)