The individual soul is feminine, in its intrinsic nature. When the soul is approaching Sri Krishna, the first conception she will have will be of the Name of Krishna, the sound aspect. Then, engaging in proper production of the Divine Name, she will get realization of Krishna's Form. The sound will show His Figure, Colour and Beauty. Afterwards she will be able to come in contact with His Qualities. Next she will find that there are so many servitors around Him. Then, with all these mixed together, she will find that the pastimes are revealed, and she will find she has a particular place in those pastimes. The soul will find herself living in the harmonious movement of pastimes, the playful life. In that dynamic harmony your innermost soul will have a part to play, and you will find your heart is filled with joy. You will find yourself overjoyed.
Any vision, any hearing, any experience of the transcendental Lord, is independent of our physical body. But when the Lord descends in the plane of our consciousness we feel as if "with this hand I am touching Him, with this ear I am hearing Him, with this eye I am seeing Him." Dhruva was sitting in the forest, absorbed in silent meditation, when the Lord first came to him. In his meditation, Dhruva had a vision of the Lord's form and figure. But when that vision was intensified Dhruva opened his eyes and found that very figure of the Lord standing before him. The Lord descends from above and appears within our consciousness. Krishna comes from above to our soul, to reason, to mind. Krishna comes down, and He is not a product of the external world.
Why have souls come into this world of selfish exploitation and not to the world of dedication to Sri Krishna? That should be attributed to their innate nature, which is endowed with free will. It is because of our free choice that we have been born in this world of birth and death. This is substantiated in the Bhagavad gita.
"Due to their tendency towards ignorance since immeasurable time, the living beings act, considering themselves the doers or inaugurators of action. The Supreme Lord does not generate their misconceptions of considering themselves doers, nor does He generate their actions or their attachments to the fruits of those actions.
"The fully self-satisfied Supreme Lord accepts neither the sin nor the piety of anyone. Cognizance is the intrinsic nature of the living beings, but the living beings are infatuated by the material body, thinking it to be themselves, on account of their original spiritual nature being enveloped by the deluding potency (Maya) of the Lord."
- Bhagavad gita 5:14-15
Krishna says that the soul's innate free will is responsible for its entanglement in the material world. The responsibility is with the individual soul, otherwise the Lord would be responsible for the soul's distressed condition. The soul has come to live in this world in a mortal body, in a place where there is suffering, disease and death.
The soul is a particle of consciousness and since it is consciousness it is endowed with freedom. "Consciousness" means endowed with free will, for without free will no consciousness can be conceived of. The soul has freedom of thought and the capacity to act upon those thoughts and ideas. But the freedom the conscious soul possesses does not guarantee the soul will always act in the right way. Freedom has its value independent of "right" and "wrong". Because the soul is atomic in size its free will is imperfect and vulnerable. The possibility of committing a mistake is there. An atomic pinpoint of consciousness has very meager free will, and by misuse of their free will some souls have taken their chance in the material world. They refused to submit to the supreme authority. They wanted to dominate. So, with this germinal idea of domination, the soul enters into this world of exploitation.
The first position of a soul in the material world will be like that of Brahma, the creator. Then his karma may take him to the body of a beast like a tiger where he is surrounded by a tigerish mentality, or to the body of a tree or creeper, where different impressions may surround him.
It is the soul who gives light to the world, who creates an understanding of the environment, the world of perception. Here "soul" means individual soul. The individual soul is the cause of his own world. The philosopher Berkeley said similarly, that the world is in the mind. It is not that the mind is in the world but that the world is in the mind.
Thought is coming from the thinker, and if there is "thought" then there must be space and there must be time. Time and space are factors of thought. The whole world has sprung up from ether, from space; and the ether, that substance itself is coming from mind. In the Bhagavad gita, 15th chapter, it is mentioned that just as a tree's branches spring up, sprout up from a seed, the objects of our sense experience are coming from within to out. All our sense experience, of that which we take to be external, has evolved from within ourselves.
I am a particle of consciousness and consciousness is the original substance. Deviation from that sort of spiritual consciousness to some other consciousness must be considered delirium. We have deviated so far, thinking this flesh is our self. My home is in the conscious world where there is proper existence (Sat), pure consciousness (Chit) and ecstasy and fulfillment (Ananda).
This is the teaching of Gaudiya Vaisnavism, or Bengal Vaishnavism, the religion and philosophy of Sri Krishna Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. Sri Chaitanya is the Great Master Who came into the world to teach about the glories of the Holy Name of Sri Krishna.
In the beginning Krishna consciousness is a hazy thing. But if devotee consciousness attracts us, if we come into contact with a proper devotee and develop some consciousess of the nature and character of a proper devotee, then that will be more tangible, helpful and encouraging for us.
So Krishna says, " To serve My devotee is better than to serve Me." In ordinary consciousness we do not like the idea of service to a devotee. We may think "He is a man, I am searching for God, why should I waste my time following the advice given by this man. Why should I spend my time in the service of some man? He may have some devotion to the Lord but still he is not the highest." But when we really want to make progress then we must understand that attraction for a devotee is more helpful for us. My energy is utilized in a more concrete way under his guidance.
I am going to some unknown place, I am captured by the charm of that goal. If I can get some good company on the way, a good companion who has more knowledge about the goal than myself, then the journey becomes a very easy and happy journey. Attraction towards God is a more or less abstract thing, but service of a devotee is more concrete and therefore one can raise more faith towards Krishna.
These teachings have come down to us in the present generation, through this succession of Spiritual Masters:
His Divine Grace
Srila B S Govinda Maharaj
Paramahamsa
Srila B R Sridhar Maharaj
Om Visnupad
Srila Saraswati Thakur
Final note by Muralidhar das...
Sri Rupa Goswami wrote:
abhivyakta mattah prakrti-laghu-rupad api budha
vidhatri siddharthan hari-gunamayi vah krtir iyam
pulindenapy agnih kim u samidham unmathya janito
hiranya-sreninam apaharati nantah kalusatam
"O learned personalities, this treatise, composed of the divine qualities of Lord Hari, will fulfill your cherished wishes despite the fact that it is presented by me, a very insignificant person. Does not the fire ignited from pieces of wood rubbed together by a low-born barbarian dissipate the impurities in gold?"