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Last night I went to bed mad at the world. Today I woke up with the same attitude.
I know my attitude can affect others, so today I woke up and just wanted to hide from the world until my stormy mood disappears. However I am a student with a guilty conscious and cannot miss classes.
Have you ever had a day when you felt like no one REALLY cared about your life; no one REALLY cared what you are saying? If not then maybe you think my mood is crazy.
Why is it that movies seem to be so fake, so much a fairytale? Why can't life have similar happy endings? Why do I feel like I get the short end of the stick. Why can't I have a fairytale come true?
I feel like I have no real friends right now. No one that REALLY cares. Well, maybe people care, but the people that might care, are people who with whom I can't share my deepest thoughts. Every now and then one needs a special friend to poor out her life to; someone who is truly interested in what she has to say, and how she feels.
There are so many people in this world... why do I feel so alone!!
There is but hope... the hope of a new day, a new attitude, a new outlook on life.
"And these three remain: faith, hope and love. The greatest of these is love" ~Bible