The
Forever Friends
by LadiSwan
Summary:
Evy's American penpal
arrives in Egypt with her young daughter and younger brother. But as she
sets foot on Egyptian soil, she becomes haunted by dreams of a past life, of a handsome
prince, a young concubine, and the concubine's best friend. . .a beautiful girl
named 'Anck-su-namun.' As an ancient evil arises once more, Anck-su-namun
finds herself in a Place-in-Between, and while there, she also discovers a
chance at redemption. . .if she can look past Ardeth Bey's Med-jai markings.
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There was silence at the dinner table after Celia Ferguson apologized to Evy
for the argument with her brother, a silence that lasted several moments.
Ardeth made no attempt to break that silence, as he was more concerned with
observing his companions. He knew O'Connell well enough to realize the
other man was getting annoyed with the Ferguson boy. He also knew that
Anatol was running out of patience. Ardeth had felt his younger brother
tensing up at the beginning of the argument.
He put his hand on Anatol's shoulder, squeezing it to remind the younger
Med-jai to remain calm. Celia seemed to have things under control,
especially after she mentioned their grandmother. Not their mother.
Interesting. He also found it interesting that she accepted the
possibility of things which others would call 'supernatural.' She wasn't
a spiritualist, and he wondered what had caused her accepting attitude.
After several moments of uncomfortable silence, while everyone ate and
pretended nothing had just happened, Alex finally piped up, "Ardeth has
been teaching me how to wield a sword. That's right, isn't it, Ardeth?
Wield?" Ardeth nodded with a smile, and the eight year old
continued, "Miranda was dead on when she told you that women can fight,
too, to defend their village. Mum can fight pretty good, with a sword,
and with tridents. . .do you know what they are?" Celia nodded with a
smile.
With that established, Alex continued, "Maybe he could teach you,
too. You're about as old as Mum and she learned real fast!
OW!" Ardeth hid a smile at the annoyed look Alex was giving his
father, over the light tap to the back of Alex's head. Then he looked at
Celia, who was turning bright red. Ardeth frowned at that. Why was
she embarrassed? Because Alex had made reference to her age? She
was younger than Ardeth was.
"That's very kind, Alex, but as patient as Ardeth seems to be, I'm sure I
would try that patience to the point of no return," Celia replied in
answer, "I'm dreadfully clumsy, for one thing." Ardeth merely
lifted his eyebrows at her answer. He had not yet lost patience with her
annoying brother. . .so he thought it a fairly reasonable assumption that he
could keep patience with her for a much longer amount of time.
"I would be honored to teach you to defend yourself, Celia. There
will be times when you will need to save yourself," he said. Inwardly,
he cursed himself, when he realized how he had sounded. However, there
was the faintest touch of a smile at the corners of her mouth, and a quick
glance told him that she looked more amused than insulted. Again, he was
aware he was inviting further intervention from Evy. . .to say nothing of
trouble from Jason Ferguson, but he would not retract his offer.
"My brother and I will be in Cairo for two weeks, Miss Ferguson. . .we
cannot teach you everything, but we can teach you much," Anatol
offered. Ardeth looked at his younger brother steadily, and Anatol
continued, "I mean, you and your daughter. Miranda is the same age
we are when we are first taught about combat." Ardeth winced, having
a guess how their guest would react to that suggestion. After all, most
Western women were appalled at the idea of their four year old daughter
learning even rudimentary self-defense.
Celia surprised him. She said thoughtfully, "That is a good
idea. Miranda will need to know how to defend herself against bullies when
I'm not around. Mind you, I don't want her starting fights, but she may
not have a choice at some point in her life. If you gentlemen are truly
certain about this. . .then I agree. You may have both of us as
pupils." Everyone was surprised by a happy cheer from little
Miranda.
Several smiling faces turned to her, and she said happily, "Goody! I
like Anatol and Ardeth, Mommy, they're pretty!" Ardeth almost choked
on the piece of bread he had just put into his mouth. Pretty?
Ardeth Bey had been called many things over the years. . .some complimentary
and some not so complimentary. Some were downright rude, by Med-jai
standards or by Western standards.
But never in his thirty-three years of life had he been described as 'pretty,'
much less by a child of four. And much to his embarrassment, Ardeth felt
a hot flush creeping up his throat, over his cheeks and continuing to his
ears. He resolutely told himself that he was not blushing, that Med-jai
didn't blush, least of all their leader. His traitorous body refused to
heed him. Especially when Evy said quite seriously (albeit with a
mischievous gleam in her dark eyes), "You are absolutely right, Miranda. .
.they are indeed pretty."
Now O'Connell was laughing at him, with his eyes, and Ardeth silently promised
his friend retribution. The other man returned a look which said, to use
an American phrase, 'bring it on.' Ardeth rather liked that phrase.
Short and to the point, just the way the Med-jai chieftain liked his
communications. Never mind. Ardeth would bide his time, and just
when O'Connell was least expecting it, Ardeth would strike back. He
allowed himself a bright, sinister grin, which resulted in a worried look from
O'Connell.
After dinner, the group moved back into the sitting room, where they stayed for
the next several hours. One by one, they dropped off, heading to
bed. First Miranda, then Alex, then Jason Ferguson. Anatol
followed, until the only people remaining were Ardeth, Jonathan, O'Connell and
Evy, and Celia. Ardeth was a little surprised that Jonathan remained, but
kept it to himself. Jonathan had changed after Ahm Shere, and Ardeth was
still figuring out the new aspects to his old friend.
Instead, as those last three bid him a sleepy 'good night,' Ardeth settled himself
a bit uncomfortably on the davenport where he would be taking his rest during
the next two weeks. Unfortunately or fortunately as the case may be,
Ardeth had long legs. . .which made resting on the davenport a bit on the
awkward side. However, he finally dropped off to sleep about twenty
minutes after the last person went to bed.
And that was when the dreams came back. He had been free of them for a
few nights, being too exhausted to dream, but now they returned with a
vengeance. The jungle of Ahm Shere where he faced his brother's murderer
for the last time. . .the desert sands where so many Med-jai boys died.
The onslaught of Anubis Warriors, hurtling toward Ardeth's own forces.
The mummy attack on the bus, the icy fingers of grief wrapping around his heart
when Horus was shot out of the sky. Despite the part of his mind which
knew this was only a dream, Ardeth was quickly lost to the memories, the
horrors, and the grief.
.
.
.
Miranda Ferguson had tried to sleep. She really, really tried. And
at first, she did sleep, until Mommy came back into the room to go to
bed. Miranda awoke then, as she always did when Mommy came into the
room. She lay very still, but Mommy knew she was awake anyhow, and called
softly, "Go back to sleep, honey. We've got a busy day ahead of us
tomorrow, especially if Ardeth meant what he said."
Well, of course he meant it! Honestly, Mommy could be just as silly as
Uncle Jason at times. But at least she wasn't mean like him.
Miranda knew she wasn't supposed to feel this way, but there were times when
she didn't like Uncle Jason very much. She knew she wasn't supposed to
feel that way, because she had been told that. Not by Mommy. Mainly
because Miranda never told Mommy that.
She didn't like to see her mommy sad, for any reason. She worked very
hard at being a good girl, because of that. Uncle Jason made Mommy sad
enough, so Miranda had to be extra good to make up for that. It was
tiring. . .but Miranda liked it when she made her mother smile. She liked
that a lot.
Miranda pretended to go back to sleep, but gave up when she heard her mother's
deep breathing. It meant Mommy was asleep. Miranda lay in bed, just
listening to her mother breathe. At least, until she heard a thud
downstairs, and the child's curiosity got the better of her. To say
nothing of her imagination, which was creating all sorts of scary things in her
mind. The little girl slipped from her bed and toddled out of the room,
then down the stairs, holding carefully to the banister. She didn't want
to fall down, after all.
At the bottom of the stairs, she stopped, suddenly afraid of a new noise she
heard. Then she heard a word. "La." La? La
what? La-la-la? It didn't sound like someone was singing. It
sounded like someone was hurting, and one thing Miranda could never resist was
trying to make someone feel better when they were hurting. She walked
into the room, to find Ardeth lying on his side. He had fallen on the floor.
Miranda frowned and padded to his side, her bare little feet making hardly any
noise at all against the lush carpeting. As she reached Ardeth's side, he
cried out suddenly, and Miranda backpedaled. But only for a moment.
Because a moment later, she heard soft sobs coming from the man on the
floor. Miranda quietly moved forward once more and sat beside Ardeth,
gently petting his black hair.
"Don't cry, Ardeth. . .please don't cry. It's okay," Miranda
whispered. Not only was Ardeth pretty, but his hair was soft too.
He moaned softly, then his eyes slowly opened. Miranda stopped petting
his hair, and now patted his cheeks, tracing the tattoos which had initially
scared her. She repeated, "It's okay, Ardeth, we won't let anybody
hurt you." His eyes cleared, but he didn't move.
After a moment, he whispered, "Miranda? What is wrong. . .wh. .
.oh." He looked around, muttering something under his breath.
Miranda didn't understand what he was saying, but he shifted slightly on the
floor, and Miranda pulled back. He took several deep breaths, wiping his
eyes with the back of his hand. The little girl watched him closely,
partly to make sure that he was all right and partly to see if he wiped any of
the tattoos off when he wiped away his tears. After a moment, he asked,
"Did I frighten you, little one?"
"A little," Miranda answered honestly, "I heard you go bump when
you fell out of bed, and that made me afraid. Uncle Jason said that some
people can't be trusted, and that someone would steal from us on the
boat. I thought someone mighta been breakin' in to steal something from
Mr. and Mrs. O'Connell. I was afraid you might be hurt. Ardeth,
what did Uncle Jason mean about 'some' people??" He just sighed and
rubbed his hands over his eyes.
"I am unhurt, little one," Ardeth replied. Miranda thought he
looked sad, and was on the point of saying so, when he continued, "I. .
.was having a nightmare. Remembering things that I wish to forget, but
cannot." Miranda didn't understand what he meant, but she did
understand that he looked even sadder. She put a tentative hand on his
shoulder, knowing that it made her mommy feel better when she did that.
Ardeth made a funny noise in his throat, and put his hand over hers. It
felt big and warm, then Ardeth put his arm around her, drawing her into his
lap. Miranda settled herself happily against his chest, her head resting
just under his chin. She could hear his heart beat. It was beating
really fast, the way Miranda's own heart beat when she had been running.
She tried to wrap her arms around his chest, but her arms wouldn't fit.
So, she wrapped her arms around his neck instead. Slowly, as Ardeth began
to breathe normally again, his heart began to slow down. The pair sat in
silence for several moments, then Miranda said softly, "You were crying,
Ardeth. How come you were crying? Mommy cries when she's sad or
scared. I don't like it when Mommy cries. It makes me
scared." Ardeth tightened his arms around her.
"I am sorry if I frightened you," he said again, "truly, there
is nothing to fear. I only have bad memories, and those cannot harm
you. I will not allow them to harm you." Miranda didn't say
anything to that, though she thought it was a funny thing to say. Why
would he be afraid that his memories would hurt her? Maybe he could make
other people see what he saw! There was another long silence, and Miranda
felt Ardeth slowly relaxing.
Then she said softly, "I'm not afraid of you, Ardeth. You scared me,
'cause you were mad at Uncle Jason. But after you smiled at me, I stopped
being scared. You're pretty and you smile nice, and I like you. You
don't make my mommy sad." She paused, then turned a little in his
arms until she could see his face. She put her hands on his cheeks, looking
into his eyes, and asked softly, "Can I tell you something, Ardeth?
A secret?"
"I am Med-jai, little Miranda. Keeping secrets is something at which
I am very good. I will keep your secret as well. . .and I will not think
poorly of you," Ardeth said solemnly. Miranda believed him.
She turned back around, snuggling against him until her head was once more
under his chin, and she could hear his heart beating against her ear. She
wrapped her arms around his neck once more, and didn't speak until she felt
safe once more.
"I don't always like Uncle Jason, Ardeth," Miranda said softly.
His arms tightened around her, and Miranda continued, "He makes Mommy
sad. He isn't nice to her. . .and he isn't nice to me. I'm supposed
to always like him, but I don't." She felt Ardeth sigh deeply, then
she felt herself being turned around on his lap, until her knees rested against
his chest. Ardeth put his hands on either side of her face.
"I told you, little one. . .you cannot make me think less of you.
Indeed, this makes me think better of you, because it means you wish to protect
your mama. . . as she protects you. I know that you do not like your
uncle. This does not mean that you are bad," Ardeth answered
softly. Miranda looked at him for a long time, until she was satisfied
that he was being honest and not just saying things.
Then she shifted forward and hugged him hard. She heard him grunt a
little, especially when one of her knees slid between his legs. Miranda
remembered Uncle Jason making the same kind of noise once when she accidentally
stepped between his legs, trying to get to something behind him. But
Ardeth returned the embrace fiercely, whispering something.
She didn't ask him what it meant, because it didn't really matter. The
only thing that mattered was the sound of his voice, and his arms around her
body. He made her feel safe. Uncle Jason made her feel scared a lot
of the time. She never knew what he would do, and that scared her.
This man, however. . .she knew this man would never hurt her. Miranda whispered,
"Ardeth? What does 'la' mean? I heard you say that, and I
didn't think you were singing."
"It is Arabic, my language. It means 'no.' You heard it while
I was asleep?" Ardeth asked. Miranda nodded, her cheek brushing his
hair. She needed to think about this a little more. She had never
heard people talking while they were asleep before. . .maybe she should ask her
mommy. There was another long silence, then Ardeth continued, sounding
very puzzled, "Miranda? What did you mean, you did not think I was
singing?"
Miranda again pulled back to look at him, answering, "You know,
singing. La-la-la?" Ardeth stared at her in amazement, then
his eyes lit up and he smiled. Miranda really liked it when he
smiled. He gave a soft little laugh, then hugged her again. The
little girl didn't protest. She liked his smiles, and she liked his hugs
too. She thought maybe she should ask again in the morning about marrying
him. Miranda was her mother's daughter. . .and she wasn't quite ready to
give up yet. Much less on someone who was as pretty as Ardeth was.
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.
Back when she first learned she was pregnant with her daughter, Celia Ferguson
had what was called a panic attack. To put it bluntly. . .she was
terrified out of her mind. Her mother had never been particularly
interested in either child, and the only mothering Celia ever received came
from her grandmother, Annabelle. But growing up, Celia only saw her
grandmother once a year. She was afraid she hadn't learned enough from
Annabelle during those visits.
Celia had forgotten that while Madeleine Ferguson rarely paid attention to her
and Jason, the mothering was often left to Celia herself. Caring for the
little boy felt to the older sister, who would often be awakened by the sound
of her younger brother crying. Without even realizing she was doing it,
the small girl slowly learned to sense when her brother needed her, before his
cries woke up the entire house.
It was an instinct which served her well as a mother. Celia woke up at
the slightest noise her daughter made. . .whether it was an infant cry for
nourishment or changing. . .or her now-four year old child leaving her
bed. Celia waited about ten minutes, thinking perhaps Miranda needed to
use the lavatory or get a drink of water. When her daughter didn't
return, Celia slipped on her robe and a pair of slippers, before heading
downstairs.
Contrary to what Miranda believed, Celia knew her daughter was uncomfortable
with Jason. As yet, Jason hadn't done anything to warrant Celia cutting
him out of her life. . .but she did watch him closely, and she had decided that
the first time Jason's vices got him into trouble, she would kick him
out. She didn't care about what happened to her, but there was no way she
would allow her brother to place Miranda in danger.
So, she knew Miranda hadn't gone to Jason's room. A quick check told her
that none of the other adults had the little girl in their rooms, not that
Celia really expected her to be there. If Miranda had a bad dream, she
would crawl into bed with Celia. Which left one other place.
Downstairs. The American woman made her way downstairs. . .and
stopped. She smiled faintly, seeing her daughter snuggling up to Ardeth
Bey.
A smile which slowly faded when she realized that the chieftain's face was wet
with tears. She remained in the shadows, unable to move forward or
back. One thing which she wouldn't have expected from Ardeth Bey was
tears, even with the unexpected look into his soul earlier. Celia
swallowed hard, unable to tear her eyes from her daughter and this unexpectedly
vulnerable man. She smiled to herself as she watched her little girl ease
the chieftain's hurts with that way which was Miranda's alone.
After several moments, Celia crept her way back upstairs. She knew beyond
any doubt that her daughter would be safe with Ardeth Bey. She knew, too,
that he needed the healing provided by a child. She didn't have to turn
around to know that her daughter would fall back to sleep in the arms of the
raven-haired young man. She knew, too, that he would fall asleep holding
her. However, something happened as she reached the top of the stairs. .
.she was met by Evy.
The other young woman whispered, "Is Ardeth all right? I heard him
cry out. . . ever since we came back, he's been struggling with
nightmares." Celia noticed that Evy didn't specify where they had
been, or what had happened. That made her wonder. . .what happened which
had caused these nightmares, and why Evy refused to talk about it in mixed
company. There was one other thing. When they were traveling from
the ship to the O'Connell house, she had heard mention of more pleasant
scorpions. . .including a scorpion they had just faced.
What in the name of Isis did that mean? However, Celia realized she
wouldn't get the answer, not right now. That was fine. She could
wait. She was the mother of a four year old, and children could be the
most maddening creatures of all. Instead, she replied, "He's all
right. . . Miranda is with him." Evy raised her eyebrows
questioningly, and Celia added, "She can heal whatever's hurting
him. She's one of those children who can make adults feel better.
Are you. . .never mind. You're not ready to talk about whatever happened
to him. To all of you."
Evy sighed, answering, "It isn't that I'm not ready to talk about
it. I just don't think you're ready to hear it, much less believe what I
tell you." It was Celia's turn to raise her eyebrows, and Evy added
hastily, "It isn't that I don't believe you're narrow-minded. Oh no,
quite the contrary. But. . .some of the things which have happened to us.
. .well, they must be seen to be believed. I lived through them myself,
and I have a hard time believing it." Celia smiled wryly as the two
women reversed course, moving silently back downstairs to the kitchen.
"My grandmother was taken by Indians when she was ten years old,
Evy. She lived with them until she was seventeen. The things she
saw and experienced, most people wouldn't believe. She taught me that the
logical and the rational have their place. But there is also a place for
what people call the supernatural, that which cannot be explained by logic or
reason. Maybe it's necessary for us to learn to trust each other first,"
Celia replied.
There was a long silence, then Evy said slowly, "I suppose. . .what if I
told you that the hom-dai is real?" Celia looked at her friend as
they found seats in the kitchen. She said nothing, though her mind was
racing. She thought back to the conversation at the dinner table that
night. But instead of concentrating on the words which had passed between
herself and her brother, she focused now on the reactions of the others.
It didn't take a Bembridge scholar to realize that neither Rick O'Connell nor
Ardeth liked her brother. If she was really honest with herself, she
would acknowledge that at the moment, she didn't like Jason very much,
either. And at the dinner table, their dislike of her brother seemed to
have grown exponentially. She closed her eyes, seeing their faces in her
mind's eye. They looked at each other several times, looking more and
more worried.
Worry which turned to contempt, in the blue-green eyes of Rick O'Connell, when
Jason denigrated anyone who believed the hom-dai was real. Coldness swept
over her. It was as if there was something Rick. . .and Ardeth. . .knew,
something which she and Jason didn't know. Celia acknowledged that
covered a lot of potential ground, as she had just scratched the surface of the
mystery that was Egypt.
But this something, whatever it was, indicated to her that the hom-dai was
real. She searched her memory, trying to remember if she had heard
anything about strange happenings in Egypt, during the last several
years. Evy had met Rick here, Evy told her that in her letters. And
again, she acknowledged that 'strange happenings' covered a lot of
ground. There were the mysterious deaths associated with Carter's
expedition into the Valley of the Kings in 1922.
At last, realizing that she would have to ask Evy, Celia said slowly, "I
thought the tension at the table was because of my argument with Jason.
There was more to it?" Evy nodded slowly, sitting down across the
table from Celia, and the American woman continued, "Tell me."
She wasn't sure if she meant she wanted to know whatever Evy knew about the
hom-dai. . .or what. She wasn't sure what she meant. She just knew
she wanted to know.
"The hom-dai was cast three thousand years ago. We still don't know
who cast the hom-dai. . .whether it was the pharaoh or the Med-jai
bodyguards. But it was cast on a high priest of Osiris named
Imhotep," Evy replied. Celia felt a sudden chill as the details of
her dream came back to her. The priest. . .the two young
concubines. Prince Rameses. Imhotep. The priest. Evy
said softly, "Celia? What is it?"
She debated whether she should tell her friend about the dream. Well, if
they were to really learn to trust each other. . .they had to start
somewhere. A trust had been built up between the two women, through their
letters. . .but this was different. Deeper. More risky.
The thing which the American now had to decide was if it was worth the
risk. It was. Evy had taken a risk, in trusting her with the truth
about the hom-dai. It was her turn now. Celia took a deep breath
and said slowly, "I had a dream. There were two young girls.
Concubines. About fourteen or fifteen years old, no more than that.
One of the girls injured herself, and her friend took her to this high
priest. She called him 'Imhotep.' Evy. . .I can't remember where I
heard that name before my dream, but I had to have."
"What were the names of the girls?" Evy asked, ignoring the last part
of Celia's statement. Her dark eyes were intent. Too intent, and
Celia started to get nervous. Evy reached over and took her hand, saying
softly, "Trust me again. Just trust me. Tell me the names of
the girls in your dream." Celia took a deep breath. At this
moment, it wasn't a matter of trust. She nodded slowly and Evy gave her
hand a gentle squeeze.
"Their names were. . .the one who was injured was 'Ardath.' She was
a foreign girl, raised by the Hebrew slaves, but she wasn't Hebrew or even
Jewish," Celia replied. She paused, thinking of the similarities
between 'Ardath' and 'Ardeth,' then continued, "The other girl was
Egyptian. . .raised in Thebes, the poorest section of town. Her name was.
. .Anck. That's what Ardath kept calling her." Evy turned
white.
"Celia," she said slowly, "I think you should tell me everything."
Celia looked at her friend, and Evy continued, "Imhotep. . .Imhotep was in
love with a concubine. A mistress to the pharaoh, who was later to become
his wife. Would have, rather. But. . .the important thing to us
was. . .her name was Anck-su-namun." Anck-su-namun.
Anck. Celia looked back at her friend, making the obvious connection in
her mind. Evy was right. This dream was definitely something Celia
needed to tell Evy. In detail.
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.
.
To say Evy was shocked would have been something of an understatement. As
Celia explained her dream, the Englishwoman was running through her memories of
being Nefertiri. While she was in the afterlife, after being stabbed by
Anck-su-namun, the rest of her memories returned. Including her memories
of her elder brother, Rameses, and his beloved concubine, Ardath. Evy
knew for a fact that Meela Nais had been the reincarnation of Anck-su-namun.
There were two possibilities for Celia's dream. First, that she had been
given the images to prepare her for something to come, just as Evy had
remembered being Nefertiri before the awakening of the Scorpion King. The
other possibility was that Celia was herself Ardath. Nefertiri hadn't
known Lady Ardath very well. . .she made it a practice not to get too close to
the Hebrew slaves. She had been proven right, when her brother lost the
woman he loved.
Still, that would explain why Evy hadn't sensed the other woman's previous
identity earlier. The first time she had seen Meela, in the crypt of the
British Museum, Evy had 'seen' Anck-su-namun as well. There was only one
way to be sure. Evy took a deep breath, still holding onto Celia's hand,
and opened her mind to Nefertiri's memories. It remained blank for several
moments, and Evy was on the point of giving up, when. . .
Nefertiri watched silently as her brother carefully guided his concubine to
a bench, easing her down. She was six months pregnant, and Rameses had
become even more protective of her, especially in light of her previous
miscarriage. Nefertiri felt herself start to choke on her jealousy.
It was so unfair. Rameses had his Ardath. Her father had
Anck-su-namun to warm his bed, if not his heart. Why did Nefertiri have
no one to love her?
Evy's eyes flew open, and she found Celia staring back at her. Oh dear
God. It really was her. She searched her friend's eyes for a
moment, seeking something, she didn't know what. Celia just looked at
her, puzzled, then asked, "Evy? Are you all right? You're
looking at me as if I've just grown two heads. Maybe the dream I had
didn't mean anything." Evy shook herself, realizing that Celia had
just given her one of the answers she had been seeking. Celia hadn't
actually remembered being Ardath. Not yet.
And it wasn't for Evy to remind her. However, she remembered how she had
felt, once her life settled down after Ahm-Shere, and she finally had to deal
with those memories. Once Celia did, indeed, remember that she had been
Lady Ardath, beloved concubine of Prince Rameses, she would need support.
She would need Evy. The Englishwoman said slowly, "Dreams always
mean something, Celia. It's just a matter of finding out what that
something means."
Celia gave a wry smile, asking, "I don't suppose you have much experience
with that, do you? Gramma always used to tell me that dreams meant
different things to different people. That I would probably have to
figure out what my dreams meant, on my own, because someone else would see
things differently. I just don't know how to figure this out."
Evy nodded, understanding that feeling entirely too well, as she remembered her
own struggles to understand her own dreams. . .memories. . .before finally
realizing she had been Nefertiri.
Encouraged, Celia continued, "I. . .all right, I know this will sound
stupid, but I thought about reincarnation. I have some friends back in
the States who are spiritualists, and they told me about it. But. . .why
would I hear the thoughts of both girls, see from both points of view. . .
.when I could only be one of them?" That was what was confusing to
Evy as well. Why would she be dreaming about Anck-su-namun's memories, as
well as her own?
Aloud, she replied, "It doesn't sound stupid at all, Celia. I. .
." Evy stopped. Should she tell Celia her own memories of
Nefertiri? Evy was concerned that if she did that, Celia would remember
before she was meant to remember. No. Best to be safe than sorry in
this situation, and Evy laughed at herself. Who would have ever thought
that she would ever think 'better safe than sorry,' but dying then coming back
to life tended to have that affect on someone. She said carefully,
"I have memories of my own past life. . .past lives. So it does not
sound foolish to me. I just don't understand why you would dream of both
girls."
She remembered that Ardath and Anck-su-namun had been friends, very good
friends. Anck-su-namun had been different in those days. Nefertiri
hadn't really paid much attention to Anck, either, but she had been different.
Less harsh. . .gentler even. It seemed to the young princess that any
softness or gentleness within Anck-su-namun vanished with the murder of her
best friend. Just as Nefertiri's own brother had changed, so had
Nefertiri's teacher.
All right. Celia was Ardath. That still left the question of who
Rameses was, in this lifetime. Evy knew from her own experience that past
loves and hatreds often carried over into the current time, just as past
relationships often did. Her own relationship with Rick. . .Ardeth's
assertion that Rick was destined to protect her. Meela's 'past history'
with Imhotep, as Anck-su-namun, and her hatred of Evy.
The odds were good that Jonathan had been Rameses in that past life, but for
some reason, Evy just couldn't see it. It was logical, it made
sense. But. . . something felt wrong. She couldn't pinpoint what
that something was. Well, yes. . . Ardath had sworn to Rameses, shortly
after their son was born, that she would always be with him. The labor
had been difficult, and Rameses feared he would lose her. Ardath promised
she would be with him, in this life and all others to follow. Which was
what troubled Evy now.
She just couldn't see Celia and Jonathan together. Evy loved her brother.
. .that was never in question. But she just. . .the image of her brother
and the quiet American woman just didn't want to form. For one thing,
Celia wasn't even remotely attracted to Jonathan. . .and he seemed to view her
as another little sister. So. . . who else was there? Evy shook her
head, turning her attention back to her friend.
Celia had been lost in her own thoughts, it seemed. She stared into
space, an unbearably sad expression on her face. Evy squeezed her hand,
bringing her back to the here and now, and said once Celia's eyes were focused
on her, "We'll figure it out. I promise you. Now. . .we both
need to get some sleep. How does some hot tea sound?" Celia
managed a weak smile and she nodded, and Evy continued briskly, "Very
good! If you would be so kind as to check on Ardeth and your little
miracle worker for me?"
Celia's eyebrows raised, and Evy explained with a smile as she rose to her
feet, "The effect she has on Ardeth is nothing short of miraculous.
I've never seen him this relaxed before, and I know Miranda had something to do
with it." Celia grinned at that, her dark eyes lighting up with
laughter, but she nodded and rose to her feet. Evy smiled back, turning
her attention to the all-important business of making tea. She had just
started the water when she heard Celia stifle a giggle. Rather than call
out to her friend, Evy joined Celia. . .and smiled.
She hadn't had a chance to look at them properly on the way back downstairs,
but now, Evy could see Ardeth lying on his side on the davenport, little
Miranda snuggled against him. Her hand rested on his cheek. . .and they
were both sound asleep. For the first time in several nights, Ardeth
wasn't haunted by nightmares. It was as she had told Celia, just a few
moments earlier. Miranda's effect on Ardeth was a miracle in and of
itself. She wished, very briefly, that Rick could see how peaceful their
friend seemed at the moment.
And then she was glad he couldn't. Rick, no doubt, would tease Ardeth
unmercifully about falling asleep, holding a four year old girl in his
arms. Still. . .the picture before her was breathtakingly sweet, and Evy
found herself thinking that Ardeth was both protecting, and being protected by,
Miranda as he held her. The little girl's head rested gently on the
warrior's chest, and Evy imagined the little girl could even hear the beat of
the valiant heart.
She scolded herself for being so flighty. . .but it was a thought which stayed
with her as she and Miranda's mother returned to the kitchen for their
tea. It occurred to Evy that perhaps she was behaving strangely. . .this
was, after all, her first pregnancy. A lump formed in her throat.
Her first pregnancy. How many times had she wished she could have been
the one who had carried Alex in her womb for nine months, and then given birth
to him?
In that instant, Evy felt a sudden, powerful jealousy of her friend.
Jealousy which quickly gave way to something else. She had never been
through a pregnancy. . .but Celia had. Perhaps her American friend could
act as her guide during the next several months? Evy knew none of the men
realized this, but Celia had lost her job at the museum, due to the
Depression. Her job was given to a man, who had a family to provide
for. Evy wondered how hard it would be, to convince Celia to remain in
Egypt until the baby was born. . .
.
.
.
"She knows."
Mathayus, the Scorpion King, looked at his young companion. Anck-su-namun
had only been twenty-five years old when she died. To a man who had
betrayed everything he had ever believed in, by striking that dark bargain with
Anubis, she seemed just a child. A foolish child, at that. Not that
Mathayus had any room to talk. . .he had made his share of stupid mistakes.
Not the least of which had been that bargain with Anubis.
Mathayus moved slowly to the former concubine's side, saying simply,
"Yes." They both watched the tentative bonds of friendship,
forged in missives, were strengthened with that cup of tea in a Cairo
kitchen. In that previous life, as Ardath and Nefertiri, the pair had
barely known each other. Nefertiri had feared allowing herself to care
for her brother's beloved, and despite the pranks she and Anck-su-namun had
pulled on Nefertiri, Ardath had feared going too far. It was enough for
her, that she had the love of Rameses.
Mathayus smiled faintly, as he read the thoughts of his companion. She,
too, was thinking about the pranks which the two young concubines had played on
the princess. Anck-su-namun had bitterly resented Nefertiri, for having a
father who loved her. Among other reasons.
It was in this case that Anck's love for Ardath often came into play. The
pranks pulled on the princess would have been far more malicious. . .dangerous,
even. . .if Ardath hadn't counseled her friend against them. As if
hearing his thoughts (wasn't that frightening), Anck said softly, "She did
not wish to harm anyone. She once told me. . .she once told me that she
only wanted to see Nefertiri laugh more."
"She has changed little," Mathayus observed and Anck nodded sadly,
reaching out to gently trace Celia's face with the tip of her finger.
Mathayus swallowed hard, seeing the love in the gesture, and continued,
"It surprises you. . .how little time it required, for Evelyn O'Connell to
realize Celia Ferguson's previous connection to her. Why? Because
of the time it took Meela Nais to remember being you?"
Anck glared at him, hissing, "Do not mention the name of that. . .that. .
.that. . . doxy to me! She is nothing! Nothing of me was in
her! I wanted not. . .I had no wish for her to kill Evelyn
O'Connell. I wanted to face Nefertiri." Mathayus raised his eyebrows
at that. In the words of the Americans, Anck-su-namun had gotten her ass
kicked when she faced off with Nefertiri/Evelyn.
However, he didn't say so, instead choosing to look back at the mortals below
them. Celia Ferguson was sipping tea in the kitchen with Evelyn
O'Connell, while Ardeth Bey slept peacefully. Contrary to what the
mortals believed, there was no magic contained within the small body of Miranda
Ferguson. No magic save love, and that, Mathayus believed, was quite
possibly the most powerful magic of all.
Or was that the magic to which Miranda's mother referred? It had been so
long since Mathayus had walked amongst the mortals, he no longer could tell
what they meant at times. And, much to his surprise, he realized he
missed that human connection. Perhaps that was why he hadn't argued. .
.much. . .when Ma'at told him that Anck would be joining him. One of the
reasons why, of course.
The other being, he really did NOT want to find himself on the wrong side of
the goddess. Somehow, in a way that Mathayus did not understand, Ma'at
had taken his soul from Anubis. She had reminded him. . .live free and
die well. When he lost control of his life, he had betrayed both halves
of that. He had not lived free, in the last few years of his life, and he
most assuredly not died well. Neither time.
Mathayus forced himself to concentrate on the mortals, on what he had been
thinking about only a few minutes earlier. About the magic that was
love. Such a mundane little word, for something that had the potential to
change lives, to change the world, to turn that world upside down. Just as
its counterpart, hate. But in some ways, hate was just another facet of
love, which would provoke an entirely new headache.
For now, he would concentrate on the mortals, and the changes wrought in them
by love. He wanted to remember what that was like, to love. To be
loved. He wanted to remember what could be accomplished with love.
Three thousand years had not broken the bonds between the souls of Lady Ardath
and Prince Rameses. Love had given little Alex O'Connell the strength and
the vision to guide his parents to Ahm Shere, and later to bring his wrongly
murdered mother back to life. Love had given Rick O'Connell the necessary
fury to destroy the corrupted body and soul of Mathayus, the Scorpion King, and
in a strange sort of way, had set him free.
Love had guided the actions and decisions of Ardeth Bey for the last sixteen
years. Perhaps they were not always the right decisions. . .but always,
the choices he made were out of love for his people. Mathayus was quite
fascinated by Ardeth Bey. In his own lifetime, the young chieftain would
have been a worthy ally. . .or equally worthy opponent. Perhaps a touch
too softhearted, but that was part of the fascination. He was a
magnificent warrior, with a tender heart.
He seemed to find a way to balance the two halves of him, though he was
struggling at the moment. That balance was something Mathayus had lost in
his later years, and the Scorpion King wanted to watch Ardeth, to see if he
managed to regain his balance. He could hear the chieftain's thoughts,
and felt a lump in what would have been his throat, if he had still been alive,
when he saw the memories of the battle at Ahm Shere.
Memories. That reminded Mathayus. What would happen when Celia
Ferguson remembered the rest of her life as Lady Ardath? Would she, as
Evelyn O'Connell had, also remember her fighting skills? Lady Ardath had
never been as skilled as Anck-su-namun in the fighting arts, nor had she been
as skilled as Nefertiri, but she had been competent. If Khaldun had the
courage to attack Rameses and Ardath in a face-to-face confrontation, Ardath
would have survived. But not even the strongest of men could have
survived the dose of poison in the wine. Not Rameses. Not Mathayus
himself, who had the blood of scorpions in his veins.
Much less a young woman who was still recovering from childbirth. The
royal physician had warned Rameses not to attempt for any more children at
least for another two years, to give Ardath's small body time to heal from the
birth of their infant son. And much as it grieved Mathayus, he had seen
into the mind of Rameses, and knew the prince had no intention of touching his
beloved until her body finished healing.
It had grieved Mathayus, because he had seen himself in the grief-stricken
prince. After the loss of Cassandra, in the tenth year of his reign,
Mathayus had spun out of control. Just as Rameses spun out of control,
following the death of his own concubine. The Scorpion King had sought
revenge for Cassandra's murder, and it snowballed. First one enemy, and
then another, until he became no better than the one who had preceded
him. And until he lost all sense of whom he had been, and from whence he
had come.
Was that why he admired Ardeth Bey? Because the determined chieftain
reminded Mathayus of whom he had been? At least in some ways.
Mathayus had more of a chance to exercise his sense of humor than the Med-jai
chieftain did. So strange. Two very different men, separated by
millennia, both of whom were mirrors to the soul of the Scorpion King.
One, a grieving prince, devastated by the loss of the queen of his heart.
The other, a solemn king of his people and a visionary.
Mathayus did not know much about Ardeth Bey's destiny. He knew it was his
fate to face the evil which had resided at Hamunaptra for thousands upon
thousands of years. It had infected Khaldun, then so many others
since. What Mathayus could not see was who would emerge the victor.
Long ago, he had boasted to Cassandra that he made his own destiny. And
to a degree, that was true. But there were some things which could not be
avoided.
He only prayed that Khaldun's defeat was among those things that could not be
avoided. For if the ancient spirit, which had merged with the jealous
prince's soul, was fully awakened in the world, then the resulting chaos would
make both the hom-dai and the Scorpion King's wrath look like child's play in
comparison. Mathayus smiled to himself, as something occurred to
him. He was barely aware that Anck was still staring at her forever friend
sadly. She would be all right for now. There was something he
needed to discover.
.
.
.
Celia and Evy stayed in the kitchen a little longer. . .just long enough for
the tea to start to work. Celia was already exhausted from everything
that had occurred during her first day in Egypt, and Evy realized as they left
the kitchen that she would need to help her friend up the stairs. She
glanced over at the sleeping Med-jai, and the little girl still tucked protectively
against his chest and swallowed hard. She would come back down in a few
minutes, first, however, she had to get Celia back to bed.
It took a few minutes, as Evy was only a few inches taller than Celia, but the
two women eventually made it to Celia's room, where the American collapsed
gratefully into her bed. Evy said softly, covering Celia up with her
blanket, "You have no need to worry for Miranda. . .I shall retrieve
her." Celia nodded, drifting off to sleep with a sleepy smile and a
faint sigh, as her body finally gave into its exhaustion.
Evy patted her friend's shoulder, then went back downstairs. She gently
removed Miranda from Ardeth's protective grasp, placing her on the table beside
the davenport. Evy shuddered, thinking she really should have moved it
before they all headed to bed. Luckily, it seemed as if Ardeth didn't hit
his head when he fell. The Med-jai opened his eyes sleepily, reminding
Evy of an overly tired little boy.
She smiled, leaning over him as she covered him with the blanket, and
whispered, "Go back to sleep, Ardeth. . .I'm merely taking Miranda back to
bed." The brown eyes regarded her for a moment, then slowly slid
shut once more. Evy gently smoothed his black hair back from his
forehead, then turned back to Miranda, scooping her into her arms and carrying
her upstairs to the bedroom she shared with her mother.
Once Miranda was safely back in her own bed and covered up, Evy realized she
wasn't tired. Sighing, she went back downstairs to the library. She
wanted to do some research into Rameses, and possibly Lady Ardath as
well. Her memories told her that Nefertiri's almost sister-in-law had
died shortly after giving birth, but not what happened to the child. Evy
supposed it was possible Rameses had killed the child, but she didn't think it
likely. That would have been a betrayal of his beloved Ardath, and
immediately after her death, he had still been reasonable.
Aside from torturing Khaldun to death, of course. Evy shuddered, as the
memory of that particular conversation returned to her mind. Like her
brother, Nefertiri had little use for their cousin Khaldun. He was a. .
.well, now that she thought about it, he was a great deal like that nasty
little fellow, Beni. In spite of herself, Nefertiri had pitied Khaldun as
he died very slowly. . .and painfully. Knowing, however, that he brought
it on himself.
It had been her brother's intention only to kill him, for taking the life of
Ardath. Unfortunately, when Khaldun mocked Rameses about the death of his
concubine, mocked the young girl herself, he had sealed his fate. Rameses
snapped and tortured his cousin to death himself. That had been the
beginning. After torturing Khaldun to death, Rameses had been sickened by
the blood on his hands, and gave his infant son to one of the Med-jai.
Nefertiri had protested. . .she could take care of the baby. Rameses
didn't listen, however; and Nefertiri watched her nephew grow up as a
Med-jai. She knew why he had done it, of course. The Med-jai had
loved Ardath for the courage she had shown at her first meeting with Rameses,
when she placed her own life in danger to protect a Med-jai child. Evy
stopped short, remembering that day.
Nefertiri hadn't been present at the time, but she heard about it from
Rameses. Khaldun had never been one of their favored cousins. In
terms of physical appearance, he was very pleasing to the eye. But he had
always been jealous of Rameses, often seeking to undercut him with Nefertiri
herself and with their father Seti. Nefertiri, however, quickly learned
after a few wise words from Imhotep, who had been one of Rameses' best friends.
'Tiri,' he had told her, using the family nickname for her, 'Khaldun cares
nothing for you. He was not always so. . .but people change. Hatred
and jealousy has overridden the love he once felt for you and your
brother. He cares nothing for you now, only for the pain he can inflict
upon Rameses through you. So have a care, my princess. Have a care
that you do not betray your brother, in the name of your cousin.'
Looking back, she had to wonder now. . .was he warning her about himself, as
well as Khaldun? This was actually before her brother's first meeting
with Ardath. . . before Imhotep's own first meeting with Anck-su-namun.
Evy sighed, closing her eyes, and the images of that previous life faded
away. But the memories remained of the light dying in her brother's eyes,
as Ardath died in his arms.
Well, the past was past, and the future would play out in its own time.
Evy knew this, just as she knew the child she now carried in her womb was a
baby girl.
How was it that Ardeth had put it? Only the journey is written, not the
destination. Events were preordained, but not how the story would
end. Or, as her father often put it. . .everything happens for a
reason. Evy wondered, as she put the dishes in the sink, about this
latest series of events. Right now, Rick was being very accommodating,
but what would happen when he found out that Celia was the reincarnation of
another concubine?
Evy knew her husband was protective of her and Alex, sometimes
overprotective. Sometimes lashing out at people who had only tried to
help. Jonathan had told her about his less than warm reception of Ardeth,
after she was kidnapped. Evy remembered the bus ride back to the house,
holding Ardeth's trembling body in her arms, and listening intently as Jonathan
explained what had happened. And Ardeth kept whispering, "Not his
fault. Not his fault. Was afraid for you."
Well, yes, Evy knew that. But that didn't excuse Rick's behavior.
Ardeth's arrival in England had saved her life and Alex's. He had helped
them save Alex a second time. And while he hadn't told them about the
bracelet killing Alex, Evy knew it could only be because Ardeth himself hadn't
known that part. She smiled to herself as she finished rinsing the
dishes, and headed back upstairs. No, when he knew something like that,
Ardeth made sure they knew.
So yes, Evy was concerned about how her husband would react when he learned
they had the reincarnation of another concubine from Seti's court, here under
their roof. Ardath had never done anything to harm Nefertiri. In
fact, now that Evy thought about it, she often aided Anck in rather playful
practical jokes on Nefertiri. . .thought Evy had no doubt the playful nature
was Ardath's input, rather than Anck-su-namun.
Still, that didn't answer the questions she knew Rick would ask. First
and foremost, what was Celia's ultimate fate, her celestial purpose here in
Egypt? As the reincarnation of Lady Ardath, she had unfinished
business. Evy knew Ardath had to find Rameses again, that she would honor
the promise made three thousand years earlier. The trouble was, in this
family, things were rarely that simple, especially when it came to past lives.
Rick was still struggling with the knowledge he had been a Med-jai. And,
they just found out that Ardeth didn't remember ANY of his own past
lives. Something Evy found very curious.
She had learned tonight that Ardeth was half-Greek. In Greek legend,
there was the River Lethe, which held the waters of forgetting and
healing. He served the ancient Egyptian gods (Evy couldn't remember if
the Med-jai belonged to Osiris or his son Horus), but perhaps the Greek gods
felt that he belonged to them as well. That troubled her. . .Ardeth, of
all people, should remember his own past lives. He told them he thought
he had always been a Med-jai. Evy wasn't so sure of that. And she
wasn't sure why. . .it just. . .felt wrong.
It was important. She knew it was important, his identity in Seti's
court, and she knew it was important, why he didn't remember. Of all
people, the Med-jai chieftain, the keeper of Hamunaptra, would need to remember
his past lives. Why didn't he? Unless. . . Evy stopped on the
stairs. Unless the memories of those previous lives. . .one in
particular. . .were so terrible, the gods sought to protect him from those
memories?
Perhaps as a Med-jai chieftain, he would NEED to be protected from those
memories, as he had far too many horrific memories of his own lifetime.
The men he had to kill, in order to protect Hamunaptra. Evy had come to
know Ardeth well enough to realize that despite his fierce appearance, he had a
gentle heart. And if his duty in this life weighed heavily, what might
the memories of his past lives do?
Evy backtracked and gazed at her sleeping friend, for once, not tormented by
nightmares. She whispered, "I don't know whom you were,
Ardeth. But I do know this. Whatever happened, it will not make me
love you less, or think less of you. Ardeth Bey did not do those
things. And I will not leave you to face those memories alone.
Sleep well, my friend. You will never have to face your nightmares alone
again."