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Hello Good-bye  by Michael W. Smith

Where’s the navigator of your destiny?
Where is the dealer of this hand?
Who can explain
Life and it’s brevity
‘Cause there is nothing here
That I can understand,
You and I
Have barely met
And I just don’t want to let go of you yet.

Noah, hello, good-bye
I’ll see you on the other side,
Noah, hello, good-bye
I’ll see you on the other side,

And so I hold your tiny hand in mine,
For the hardest thing I’ve ever had to face
Heaven calls for you
Before it calls for me,
When you get there save me a place,
A place where I can share your smile
And I can hold you for more than just awhile.

Written for Noah, who only lived 2-1/2 days.
Music ~Hello Goodbye~
I am Her Mother By: Joan Vander Male
(A Time to Decide, A Time to Heal – 4th edition)
By: Molly A Minnick, Kathleen J. Delp, and Mary C. Ciotti

Do not judge me for what I have done
For you have not walked in my shoes
She was not your daughter
You did not love her and long for her
As I did and do and always will

You did not feel her and play for her
And know her and promise her that
You would always take care of her as I did
She was my daughter,

You did not hear the doctors say
That she would be sick
That she already was sick
And that she would be sick until
The day she died

You did not pray to God that the
Second ultrasound would confirm
Your hopes that she would be healthy
You did not see the tear
In the doctor’s eye when he
Confirmed the diagnosis

You did not pray to God for
Her to never have to suffer
For him to take her to Heaven
Where there is no pain
You did not feel her pain, I did
I am her Mother

When you simply said to me
That I don’t have the right
To take her life
I know you did not feel my struggle
When you simply said to me
That I (don’t) have to take her life
For her to (be) happy
I know you did not feel my struggle

I do not know what God wanted for her
I do not have His wisdom
And neither do you
I do know that He loves me
I felt His love through the people He gave me
I know that God did feel my struggle
All I ask from you now
Is that you pray for my daughter
And do not judge me for what I have done
I am her mother!