A
glimpse of long blue hair
Author:
Kuroyume Akira a.k.a Kireta
Band:
Dir-en-grey, X-Japan
Genre:
Yaoi and fluff! ^__^ >I am so happy!<
Pairings:
Kaoru X Toshiya
Rating:
PG-13
Disclaimer:
the chara’s here are not mine…they’re belongs to their recording company.
Dedicated to: me^^, Myo Niimura, Aya Takarai, Kao X Tocchi lovers and DEG fans! ^__^
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Kaoru
was now in his favorite café, drowning in his works, his job and his
responsibility as a leader of an indies band. Maybe he doesn’t know that his
band will be as famous as now…and it’s all because of his hard work! Get
back to the story, the purple haired man was now in confusion. He must
find someone to be his bassist until the end of the day otherwise his
‘oh-so-called’ producer will kindly give him his choice and maybe the
producer’s choice will be not fit with Kaoru. He studied the data of his
candidate over and over again…but none of them that fit with him. the other
band mates were sometimes scolded him for being too picky.
You’re
too picky, Kao…let Yoyo-chan give us his choice! I bet it’ll be good…Kyo
said. Screw him…and since where the hell did he found that silly nickname for
the producer?
Picky
is not good for you, Kao…look at Shinya! He’s picky and you can see how
skinny is he right now! And I can see you’re now almost as skinny as him! Thank
god Shinya’s there and hurriedly give that redhead a punch. Well…if Kaoru is
picky, so what? That’s his business…
The
others are right, Kaoru-san…but…maybe…you can make a deal with
Yoshiki-san? Shinya…since
he is Yoshiki’s favorite member, he does anything the younger drummer asks. If
Kyo know about it, maybe they won’t see Yoshiki for a while. Well, Shinya’s
the one who asked the deal to Yoshiki…and that producer agreed everything he
says. Okay…that’s why I’m here, Kaoru thought.
“Sumimasen…here’s
your order, sir…”a soft voice called him out from the daydreaming. He looked
up and found a cute young waitress in maid clothes was standing before him with
a tray of coffee and a croissant. The purple head turned around and bowed
politely.
“Eh…but
I don’t remember I ordered this…”he saw the waitress kept smiling.
“It’s
not you…I know, but somebody ordered this for you. She said you looks so tired
and she ordered this for you!” she smiled cutely. Kaoru smiled back, puzzled.
A
‘she’…? Who is this ‘she’?
he bowed quietly, his mind filled with many thoughts.
“Thank
you…”the waitress put the tray on the table carefully and bowed again before
she left. The guitarist sighed heavily but he felt a little relaxed when the
relaxing aroma of the coffee filled his lungs. Curiously he took the cup and
sipped it a little, tasted it carefully when the liquid thing filled his a half
of his mouth. He chuckled.
When
he was about to continue his work, suddenly his eyes caught a glimpse of
something. He saw someone with a long, beautiful blue hair at the outside of the
café. He saw the person was standing in front of the café’s front
window…and he cannot help himself when he realized that the person is actually
watching him. curiously he stood from his seat and walked closer to the window.
The person at the outside watched him so carefully… Kaoru loved the way the
person watching him. Like mother watching her children…so warm and careful. He
touched the window with his palm and smiled as the person did so. Now he could
see the person clearly and he gasped in sudden.
The
person…is unmistakably a beautiful blue-haired girl. She wore a thin-hooded
white jacket and tight jeans. Her eyes were so beautiful and almost perfect even
if they’re in lenses, they colored purple on the right and light blue on the
other. Her lips were so full and perfect, temptingly kissable in Kaoru’s eyes.
Her height is actually good…but what made the guitarist feel so small is the
girl is higher than him. He looked straightly into the eyes and once again
sighed to see the beauty in front of him. gorgeous. She is just utterly
gorgeous!
“Eh…un…”Kaoru
suddenly felt nervous. He saw the girl beckoned him something and he didn’t
understand. Girl’s stuffs. He beckoned back and mouthed “I don’t
understand” to the girl. The girl rolled her eyes and mouthed something that
looks like,
“Can
I sit with you?” the purple head hurriedly nodded. He saw the person in front
of him smiled and walked towards the café’s entrance. He sat back on his
place and saw the girl was walking towards him casually. She smiled sweetly and
Kaoru smiled back. the girl sat in front of him and crossed her long and slender
arms in front of her—somehow—flat chest and bent forward a little.
“Hi,
purple…can you tell me your name?” one simple greeting that already made
Kaoru receive the biggest shock in his life. The voice was so masculine,
low…and sexy…unmistakably male’s!
“Err…purple?”
the guitarist lost his word. The beauty in front of him chuckled.
“So,
purple…your name’s Purple?”
“N…no!
Boku wa Kaoru…Nikkura Kaoru desu…”he finally found his voice back. The
blue haired guy giggled cutely as he heard the nervous one. Kaoru pouted and
forgot about his nervousness to the other man.
“Quit
it, blue…what’s your name?” he mentioned the other’s hair color, caught
the other’s attention.
“Boku?
E to…Toshiya desu! Yoroshiku nee…!” he smiled so sweetly until the purple
head felt like he was floating in the air. This Toshiya guy is really so
attractive. “By the way, Kao-kao…”
Huh?
Nickname at the first time? The
guy in front of him reminds him to Kyo who called their producer “Yoyo-chan”
from the first place. Well, they ended up as a couple…but how about him and
Toshiya?
“Yes,
Toshi-“
“Ohh…don’t
call me that…”Toshiya frowned cutely, “Call me Tocchi, Kao-kao…I loved
being called by that…I like the name…a friend gave it to me…it makes me
feel so small and cute!” he smiled cutely, he cupped his own face in his
palms. Made him looked cute so much. Kaoru’s heart beat faster and faster.
Deep in his heart he keep praising Toshiya as much as he could.
Oh,
gosh…yeah, Tocchi…you’re cute! You’re irresistible, you’re
pretty…you’re small and cuddly…he
smiled happily to himself as he praised the other quietly.
“Anyway,
what’re you doing, Kao? Young men like us were should be out there, hang out
with girls and stuffs like that…you know…”the blue-haired pretty grinned
mischievously. A crimson color flushed over the cheeks of the older man. Toshiya
chuckled a little, silently admired the other purple haired man.
This
Kao-kao guy is interesting! Hee…hee…
“I
can ask you the same thing!…I’m studying these folders…baka
…actually,” he crossed his arms on the table and faced Toshiya, “I’m a
guitarist of a band…well, an indies band…and my producer said that I must
find the new bassist…but if I don’t find him until the sunset, he’ll give
me his choice…”he saw the other man’s beautiful shimmering eyes opened
wider.
“Wow!
What a coincidence! I’m an ex-bassist of an indies visual band!” Kaoru’s
face went excited.
“You
do???” now he found out why does the other guy looked so pretty…cute…and
sexy. Kaoru blushed in the thought but he hid it with another folder, acted like
he read it.
“Yeah!
I do love to be in a visual band…it’s fun, you know? I loved being a bassist
too…” he smiled prettily. The other guy melted to see the smile but suddenly
straightened his body again.
“Nee,
Tocchi…why don’t…”his heart beat faster and faster as he gained his
brave to say what he wants to say, “Err…I mean…ano…why…”
“Yes,
Kao-chan?” Toshiya bent forward more, made his face and Kaoru’s separated
just in a close distance. Kaoru blushed furiously but tried to hid it as hard as
he could.
“A…no…eto…hmm…why
don’t you…why don’t you join my band, nee?” he finally looked up into
Toshiya’s eyes…and finally realized how close were their faces actually. So
close…with a little move their lips could meet by ‘accident’. Both of them
blushed like lovebirds, they straightened their back and looked away, avoided
each other’s stare.
“Eh…your…band,
nee…Kao-kao-chan…?” the bassist asked him shyly.
“Uh-huh…”the
other replied, and once again; shyly. Toshiya looked into the older man’s face
bravely, made the other one turned his face. From his place Toshiya could see
into the handsome face in front of him clearly. He could saw…how handsome the
other one is. Kaoru’s jawbone was actually so strong and shaped his face
perfectly. His neck…long and slender, his eyes…hypnotized the blue haired
one. Reluctantly he realized that the older one was actually hypnotizing with
all of his appearance.
“Err…ano…”now
is Toshiya’s turn for being shy, “I…I-I-I…”he stopped for a little
sigh, “I’m sorry, Kao-chan…I’ve been asked for another band…”
suddenly Kaoru felt a big heavy hand hit his back so hard until he felt
something hurt, not physically…but inside of him. he felt so upset and
regretting everything. Sacrificed his taste over Yoshiki’s already bad enough
and now, Toshiya has been asked to be in another band! Whoever the producer of
the band is, whatever the band is…he decided to hate the band that stole his
Toshiya away from him.
Err…’his’…?
Since when?
Since
I met him this evening and since…since…since he looks so kawaii…he continued in his mind silently. He really upset about this and
Toshiya could barely see this. He placed one of his hands on Kaoru’s shoulder,
tapped him apologetically.
“Nee…gomen?
I’m really sorry…I know…I…actually I…”he muttered, “I…want to be
in your band too…”he continued shyly. Kaoru startled…is he actually drunk
or…no, he drank coffee before…and he needs it now! He reached the cup and
placed it to his lips…but it’s empty. He cursed silently and called the
waitress. The same waitress came to him and smiled cutely.
“Miss…another
cup of cappuccino, please…” the waitress smiled cutely.
“Okay,
sir…ah!” she suddenly gasped, “So…she’s actually your girlfriend,
sir?” she asked Kaoru while pointed at Toshiya. Both of them blushed
furiously.
“H…hey!
What’d you mean?” Kaoru asked half-shyly-half-eagerly. He saw Toshiya
covered his beautiful face with his hands, shy. The waitress giggled cutely.
“She’s
who ordered the meal for you, sir…hey miss!” she nudged Toshiya, made the
blue-haired man looked up to her. Halfheartedly smiled at her. “You and this
mister will make a good couple! Ganbatte nee!” she giggled cutely and left the
table with the tray covered her excited face. Now the both of Kaoru and Toshiya
were avoiding each other’s stare. Too shy to say something in the condition.
Silence…
“Err…”Kaoru
started the conversation again, “So…you’re…that ‘miss’ who ordered
me the meal?” he shyly looked into Toshiya’s face. The face looked so pretty
and shy. The other one shyly nodded.
“Yes…I…I
saw you…and I…I think…maybe you’re tired…and…then—then…”Kaoru
chuckled. It’s so cute to see Toshiya gave him an explanation so nervously yet
so shy! The blue haired man just too shy and too cute!
“Well…Tocchi…tell
me?” suddenly the guitarist feels like to tease the younger. Toshiya looked up
into his face and blushed even more.
“I…I
saw you…sat here…so often…since last week…”
“So…you
saw me since the time when me and my producer made a deal…since the first day
I’m here?” he asked. The younger one nodded shyly.
“Yes…I
saw you since you’re here…and…I don’t know since when…I…I watched
you so often…”
“Why?”
“I
don’t know…I found you…interesting to watch…”he admitted so shyly like
a little kid that caught by his mother steal chocolate. Kaoru was now found the
younger is so interesting. He bent forward, moved closer.
“Am
I that interesting…?” the younger one startled.
“Eh—eh—err…well…yeah…”the
blue haired beauty shrugged nervously.
“Well…actually…I
realized your gaze, Tocchi!” Kaoru chuckled right when the other man’s face
turned.
“Whaaa…???
And you don’t tell me??? Oh…great, now I feel like an idiot!” the bassist
buried his face in his arms, too shy to look into the other’s face.
“Actually…you
know why I don’t tell you?” Kaoru bent forward. Toshiya raised his face from
his arms. The guitarist could see how cute the other musician is.
“Why?”
the older man gave him one of his charming smiles and looked straightly into
Toshiya’s beautiful deep eyes.
“I
like the way you watching at me…make me feel warm and safe…”he exclaimed
softly, just to make the other gaped and blushed in the same time. Toshiya
straightened his back and looked away, his mouth gaped but nothing came out.
“Tocchi…just one thing I want to ask you…”it caught the younger man’s
attention, made him looked up to Kaoru’s face. He saw the older man’s
handsome face…just made him gasped again. “Why…did you watch me that
way?” the younger gaped again, his jaw dropped and his eyes looked away. Light
pink color rose over the chubby cheeks of the bassist.
“Eh…I…err…ano…argh!
Kao-kao! Please! Let’s get back to your band!” he changed the subject.
“Aww…but
I want to know more!” he teased. The younger one just pouted cutely, Kaoru
laughed to see the cute figure in front of him pouting. “Okay…okay…my
band…”
“Nee…how’s
your producer? Is he strict…hentai…or what?” he asked curiously. When the
‘producer’ subject came up again, the older man frowned.
“Well…in
front of him I act like an obedient kid…but actually we had many differences!
He’s too ‘old’…I’m ‘young’…you know what I mean? The ways we
think…and our tastes are different. He has his own taste and me, my taste is
definitely same as Hide-sama’s taste!” he exclaimed. The younger joined his
eyebrows. What could Hide do with this all?
“Wait…who
is your producer?” Toshiya asked. The other pouted more to hear the question.
“Yoshiki…”the
younger gaped and nodded a little. “What’s up, Tocchi?”
“No…just…wow!
He’s one of that X-Japan, you know!” he laughed. Kaoru laughed
bitterly.
“Yeah
right…none is greater than Hide-sama…”
“What’s
the name of your band, anyway?” Toshiya cut his sentence off.
“My
former band is…maybe you’ve heard it, La Sadies…but after our bassist,
Kisaki, left…we made a new band called…Dir-en-grey…”Kaoru replied so
proudly. Toshiya’s jaw dropped a little and nodded again.
“Souka…
wakatta, yo…”a strange smile appeared over his beautiful lips. Kaoru tilted
his head to the left side, puzzled but he delayed the puzzled-session when he
caught a sight of his wristwatch.
“Oh,
man! It’s over now???” he yelled at his watch and hurriedly took his
folders. Toshiya waked from his daydreaming and looked up to the purple head.
“Kao?
What’s the matter? Something bad?”
“Really
bad…I must accept what’ll Yoshiki give to me tomorrow and I’ll have to be
an obedient boy again!” he locked his bag and turned to Toshiya sadly. The
bassist could see the sadness in the other’s face.
“Kao-kao…?”
“Tocchi,
maybe you can’t watch me anymore…”the younger one gasped.
“Nani?!
Why??? You won’t allow me? Or…maybe I won’t watch you…at least…can I
meet you again?” he asked pleadingly with his cute-watery puppy eyes. Kaoru
feels so sorry for him.
“Tomorrow…Yoshiki
will introduce me his choice and…I must go to Tokyo…”he replied sadly.
Toshiya suddenly frowned and he sat back.
“So…just
because you’re going to go to Tokyo you think you’re not gonna meet me
again? Baka-Kao…”Kaoru felt like babysitting a brat.
“No…just…just…”
“Well,
Kao…”Toshiya smiled and looked up to him. he looks so cute in the older
man’s eyes, “I think…you must go now…maybe your producer is now looking
for you…just hear me…don’t let him to laugh at you!” he winked at the
guitarist.
“Nee…thanks…”
he smiled and walked towards the entrance. He sighed heavily and closed his
eyes.
Okay,
Kaoru…this is the last time you’ll see that beauty…he
tilted up his face and looked at Toshiya who smiled so sweetly at him.
“Sayonara,
Tocchi!” he waved to the pretty looking man. Toshiya smiled and waved back,
“Ja
mata, Kao-kao-chan…aishiteru…”
Kaoru’s
heartbeat stopped.
Is
this just a daydream or…Toshiya is really said ‘Aishiteru’…?
Hastily
he turned his face and he saw the pretty blue haired man smiled at him, his
smile was the real one. So pure, no sin…just an angelic smile. He gulped
nervously. Is that just a daydream or…Toshiya really said ‘Aishiteru’ to
him? Is that…?
But
the smile of the blue haired man explained it all…just…he just cannot answer
that one in the time. He just smiled back, nodded a little and walked away.
Toshiya…Tocchi…you’re the most gorgeous man I’ve ever seen…aishiteru…aishiteru mo, Tocchi…daisuki da.
You’ll have no idea how much I like you…how much I loved you…maybe you don’t know but I realized those beautiful eyes of yours…keep staring at me. Followed me wherever I go, watched me so carefully…I loved that.
Thank you, Toshiya…you’ve filled my heart now…
I love you too, Tocchi…
***
And
again, the next morning his band mates scolded him again (minus Shinya), once
again about that ‘picky’ thingy. Kyo and Die kept on telling him about that
thingy. It’s sucks, but he didn’t put any attention to it anyway…his mind
filled with Toshiya, Toshiya and Toshiya. His Toshiya. His precious little
Tocchi…
“Kaoru!
I told you…if you weren’t too picky, I’m sure you’ll laugh at Yoyo-chan
now! Not him laugh at you!” it’s Kyo.
“You
hear that, ratty? If you weren’t too picky, you’ll be healthy and won’t be
something to be laugh at…look Shinya! He’s picky and now-OUCH!” Shinya
threw one of his ‘deadly (drum) sticks’ at the redhead and sent him a
dagger. Die winced and moved away with Kyo. Shinya turned his face to his
leader…who was in his usual daydreaming with Toshiya. Well, that’s not a
usual thing for his band mates to found their leader in daydream.
“Err…Kao-san…?”
the drummer waved his hand in front of the leader’s face. Die and Kyo turned
their attention to the other guitarist.
“Hey…don’t
say that’s just because Yoyo-chan…”
“Screw
your ‘Yoyo-chan’! Look what he have done to Kaoru!” Die scolded Kyo. The
vocalist growled and they went into another fight. Shinya looked at his leader
sympathetically. He tapped Kaoru’s shoulder to get his attention. The purple
head turned his face and saw his drummer smiled sweetly. Of course Shinya is
pretty…but Toshiya was now filled his mind, so none that could compare with
that blue haired pretty.
“Nee,
Kao-san…you know what? I’ve met with the new bassist…Yoshiki-san
introduced him to me…”he said sweetly with a calm soothing voice. The leader
nodded a little.
“So…how’s
he?” Shinya gasped excitedly and gripped his leader’s hand.
“He’s
gorgeous, Kao-san…he’s funny, cute…and I like him! And he let me to give
him a little cute nickname that suits him! Actually I’m so happy that he’ll
be our bassist…”but he hurriedly added, “But I don’t mean anything,
Kao-san…”the leader smiled weakly and nodded.
“Tell
me more…and how could you ask Yoshiki to introduce you the new guy?” he
asked again. He saw the younger shrugged.
“Well…it
cost me a candlelight dinner in his condominium at LA…don’t tell Die,
okay?” he whispered. The next thing Kaoru wanted to do is tell Die and Kyo
about this so his little innocent Shinya could safe his purify and virginity
from that hungry wolf.
“Okay…and
this guy?”
“Hmm…his
name is Hara Toshimasa…he’s the ultimate cute guy! I like him so
much…he’s sweet and nice…we were talked together, he brushed my hair…I
brushed his…he’s cool! And his bass is hypnotizing, you know? Aitsu wa
kakkoi desu…”he finished his story but Kaoru seems wasn’t really
interested.
“Hmm…and
now, where the hell is Yoshiki?!” he mumbled and looked at his watch. In the
same time Yoshiki burst into the studio.
“Ohayo,
minna-san!” a big smile of proud spread all over his face. Made him looks like
someone who won a game…and yes, he won something. Kaoru frowned and hid his
face. “Minna-san, I brought your new bassist! I bet you’ll like him so much,
come in, Hara-san!” he called the new bassist. The purple head buried his face
into his arms and mumbled about something that could kill the producer. He heard
someone steps into the room, he could saw the long slender legs clad in blue
tight. He just frowned even more and looked away.
“Ohayo
minna-san, Hara Toshimasa desu…yoroshiku!”
Kaoru
was frozen suddenly.
Voice…that voice…?
“My
friends usually call me Toshiya…”
The
leader hurriedly snapped up his face.
It’s impossible!
“But
just a few days ago…”the new bassist smiled, “Shin-chan gave me a
nickname…Tocchi…” Kaoru eyes went wide. Right in front of him Toshiya
stood. He wore blue tights, his blue hair was tied up into a ponytail and a few
pigtails…so cute! Shinya rose from the seat and walked towards him.
“Tocchi!
It’s good to see you again!” he hugged the taller man. The other man replied
his hug. The rest of them started to greet Toshiya nicely, introduced each
other…except Kaoru. he just sat there, surprised. Die leered at him then
called him out.
“Kao!
That’s so not nice to treat our new band mate like that! Come here, buddy!”
he moved aside so Toshiya could see the purple-haired leader. Kaoru startled and
grinned like idiot while Toshiya smiled so sexily at him.
“H…hi…”casually
the blue haired buddy walked towards him and kneed in front of him. their faces
were so close.
“Ohayo,
Kao-kao-chan…”
“O…hayo…”Kaoru
replied nervously. The rest of them watched them so curiously. The blue haired
one smiled and asked him.
“Nee…I’m
still waiting…for your answer…”he looked away shyly. Now Kaoru feels so
weird to see Toshiya in such sexy suits blushed and looks so shy. The purple
haired man bent forward to the new guy and trapped his chin between his fingers
lovingly.
“The
answer is…”he was about to continue but he stopped, grinned naughtily,
“But I think I’ll let you know it yourself…”Toshiya was about to protest
when…Kaoru’s lips caught his and locked it with his lips. The rest of the
band plus Yoshiki gasped. Ignored the others they deepened the kiss deeper and
deeper. The bassist wrapped his arms around Kaoru’s neck as they deepened the
kiss. The leader replied eagerly, he slid his tongue into the blue-haired
man’s mouth and sucked the other’s mouth passionately. They broke the kiss
and stared at each other. Suddenly the younger man smiled.
“What
does it mean, Kaoru…?” he gasped for the air and felt relieved when the
oxygen filled his lungs. Kaoru smiled and gave him a simple kiss on his lips.
“Come
on…young man like you must have a better brains than me!” he chuckled.
“So…if
my young brains don’t make any mistake, it means that you’re now my old
man…?” he grinned mischievously. The older man beneath him gasped again when
Toshiya pressed his lips with his again, and without they acknowledge the rest
of the band and Yoshiki has left the room.
***
At
the outside, the rest of them were in silent. A little shocked as they saw their
leader’s act.
“You
know what?” Kyo suddenly spoke up and faced Yoshiki. The rest of them turned
their attention to the small vocalist, “Yoyo-chan…I think both of you and
Kaoru won’t laugh at each others…you’ve made my leader happy…arigato!”
he smiled cutely and hugged the producer tightly. The older man blushed
furiously, he started to laugh nervously.
“A-ha,
ha, ha…ano…it was nothing!” he wrapped his arms around the smaller man. He
loved the sensation when the vocalist hug him…feels like a huge and cute teddy
bear was hugging him. Shinya watched them, smiled…but suddenly a pair of hands
pulled him away from the place. He looked to the owner of the hands and gasped.
“Die…???
What…what’re you…”the older man just put his point finger on his lips
and winked attractively. The drummer blushed.
“Well…I
don’t want to disturb those love birdies…aren’t you? Come on!” he pulled
Shinya into the pantry close to the rehearsal room. The younger startled when
Die closed the door of the room.
“Die…what
will we do here? The rehearsal will be attended soon and…”in a sudden move
Die has pinned him onto the wall and smiled sexily. the auburn haired beauty
blushed under his gaze.
“Hee…hee…we’ll
have our share of those romantic moment here, Shin-chan…” and when the
younger was about to protest, the redhead has his lips locked on his young
little lover’s lips…
***
~OWARI~
Author:
O_O;;; I wrote THIS??? Omigod…okay then…C&C’s are surely appreciated
>hands out J-rockers plushie dolls<! How do you feel after read this one?
Maybe you’re happy? Or maybe you got thought like “Must kill this Kireta”
or something like that? Kya! Just don’t kill me…just lemme’ know how’d
you think! The reason why do I write this is just because…I want to tell
everybody that Toshiya and Shinya are NOT sluts!!!!! They’re just too cute and
pretty…I wonder, why does everybody thought they’re sluts? T_T*
but…actually, sometimes I like when they act like the one ^^;;;. Well…feel
free to mail me at aniki_niji@yahoo.com !
The
main idea is originally popped out from somewhere in my mind, please do not copy
this fic or put it into any archive without my permission! >Or at least
lemme’ knew it!< >ps: dun mind the grammar, okay? I have no time to
check it…-_-;;<
Akira
Kuroyume®2004
Finished: Tuesday, October 26, 2004.