Genre: fluff, extra-mild and yaoi…a little foul language. What’d ya expect? ^__^

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: don’t own anybody here…>sobs hysterically< I just…I just owned a few of their CDs! ^__^ That’s enough for me…

Dedicated to: me^^, Die (?), Shinya (?!!), DEG fans, Myo, Ruicchi who ‘accidentally’ read this before I post it^^ and Die X Shinya lovers!!!

I am Terachi Shinya, the drummer of Dir-en-grey…but I think I don’t need to tell you. I’m sure you know us well…I mean, I’m sure enough that Dir-en-grey has many fans out there…but I’m not saying ‘fans of mine’. Kyo…he’s cute and kawaii >Shin-chan! You won’t want Kyo hear what you were saying! >_<;;;<, everybody of course adore him so much…and Kaoru. He’s the best leader I’ve ever met… so kind and…I cannot help it, he’s hot. But I won’t talk about him too much…Toshiya will surely will scream like a bitch and crack me into pieces so easily…but Toshiya is nice too. He’s pretty…I shall say “sinful prettiness”…well…I cannot help it…he’s a professional slut. (>_<) Hmm…? Am I missed someone…oh-! No way…not that useless imbecile!…Die…

Gah! Die drove me crazy! Not ‘that’ I mean! He…totally…made me…angry. Those nasty shimmering eyes…those mischievous smiles of him! I want to get rid of it all!!!!! I hate Ando Daisuke…I H_A_T_E Die!!!! I don’t know what makes fans gone crazy when he sway his body through the music at the live! >Oooh…!! *o*< And I don’t know why did Toshiya always praised Die as the sexiest redhead he had ever seen! (it makes Kaoru fumes a lot…) what’s on the eye?! What happened with everybody??? I know Toshiya have to use glasses, but it’s still…I can’t accept the fact that everybody adore Die a lot! That’s not because I am jealous!…or…maybe there’s something about Die that I don’t know? Because…what I know and what can I see in Die are: fool, jerk, dummy, big amount of muscles, no brains, just a big amount of muscles without brains.

And somehow…I used to hate him now. He always flirts me a lot, tease me…and lately it gained! When we have practices, my drumming is usually good…but when he stared at me…with those piercing dark eyes. I know they’re usually nasty, shimmering eyes, but this one’s different! I see something in those eyes…lust…passion…love? I don’t know…but it makes me uncomfortable…and it seems he won’t stop! Keep staring at me along the rehearsal…I cannot belief it didn’t disturb his guitar…but it DID disturb me! Kyo cries out in many times because I cannot drumming nicely, Toshiya cheer me and babysitting him…and the worst, Kaoru. Did I mention that he’s the best leader I’ve ever met? And now I know that he’s also the best—angry-leader I’ve ever met…and Die? I cannot belief that he and his eyes were still following me! Aaaaaaaaaaaaahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I H A T E A N D O D A I S U K E !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“Hajimeru sa, minna! Yurameki!!!!!!” the little vocalist screamed into the mike. I started to beat the drums for the beginning and Kyo started to sing. The song sounds good…Kyo’s voice is so fit with the song…sounds husky. It going so well until my eyes met Die’s. No way…he’s staring at me like THAT again! Oh no…no…it’s not gonna’ be good! Kya!

“No, no! that’s nothing! I’m just wondering,”Kaoru sat on the sofa, Toshiya follow him to sit. Kyo jumped onto the couch while…that redheaded moron sat on the arm of the sofa. I cannot find my place to rest my ass, so I decided to stay still.

“Hmm…Shin-chan…”Toshiya started, “Kao-kao is thinking…maybe you need rest…”

“No…but Kaoru-san…I’m fine…just…a little dizzy after yesterday drink session…heheh…”

“No, Shin-kun. You such a terrible liar…Die, you take Shinya home.” What? I cannot belief my own ears…Die? Take me home??? Die stood up and smirked naughtily…but I won’t! he could make everything worse! I’m not surprise if tomorrow I cannot go to practice and stayed at home gulping all of his teases towards me!

And now…I was in Die’s new precious sport car…why the hell am I here??? With that jerk…listening to his bad-taste of music! Hmm…well…not too bad, actually…but…it’s Die. The most un-precious human as long as I know him. Big, dumb, jackass…what can I expect from a “Die”? I’m just sat here, nibbled on my lower lip and grumbled. I hate Die.

“Shin-chan…”that naughty mouth! I swear I’ll beat him up if he called me that again!

“Mou~…Shin-chan is so cold!” he whined playfully, staring at me from the mirror. “But you’re cute when you’re like that…”

“…” Die stopped at the red traffic lamp and turned his face on me. Ignore him, Shinya…just ignore him. Silently, yet surprisingly he placed his big and warm hand on my thigh. Shit! I cannot ignore this one. I slapped that naughty hand away and looked up to him, give him my well-known deadly glare.

“No. Touchy.” He smirked and started to drive again when the lamp turned green >or blue? What color is it in Japan? >_<;;;<

“Wow…why, may I ask?” he giggled a bit, grinning like an idiot as usual, “I just cannot help it, Shin-chan…you’re cute!” he…he laughed at me! NO!

We’re arrived…thank god! I don’t know what to say…I just want to leave the friggin’ car and say a short goodbyes to the redhead….HA-HA-HA! I AM FREE!!!!!!!

“Wait…”no way…. I turned my face to him…and I saw he was gripping my wrist. I cannot move! Now what will he do to me???

“What is it, Die-kun…?” I looked up towards Die and…there’re no nasty eyes or mischievous grin. There’re…beautiful dark shimmering eyes and perfect lip that shaped into a perfect smile. The eyes…there’re no lust…no mischievous…it’s soft…warm…could it be…love?

“I noticed it…as your new way to tease me…”I stated coldly. I don’t think it means something else…

Oh gosh…now I sensed something’s different. The way he called me this time…sounds so husky…yet so demanding. I cannot belief this…

Die pulled me by my wrist slowly and easily placed me on his lap. Warm…and the smells good…he nuzzled into my neck and purred cutely like a cat.

“Shin-chan…”there he goes again…I could feel his lip’s movements on my neck…just…feels so right…even when he flicked out his red-strawberry-like tongue over my skin…oh gosh…

“Nnn…Die-kun…stop please…I don’t know what’re you talking about…and I don’t know anything about your feelings upon me…”I sobbed quietly, but I think he knew. He stopped and wiped my tears off smoothly. He smiled so warmly to me…I hope that smile is only for me.

“…I though…everything’s clear now, Shin-chan…”he wrapped his arms around my waist protectively. Somehow in the time I didn’t mind to be so close to him…

“What’s clear…”I thought he’ll yell at me because of my careless habit but he just laughed softly and pushed the back of my head into his chest. Feels so…warm…

“My dearest little innocent Shin-chan…”he sighed, “I am always in love with you…since the first time we met…”

Die? The big silly-head who always makes me the biggest walking joke? That Ando Daisuke is actually in love with me???

“Die…tell me…this is…this is your new way to tease me, right…?” I forced myself to smile but…damn it…my tears started to spill out of the place. “Where’s the tape recorder? I know you hide it somewhere…”I started to get nervous…and the tears won’t stop. Die laughed softly and wiped the tears off of my face. He smiled and kissed me on my lip…a quick kiss but enough to warm me up. He tightened his arms around me…now I feel so safe.

“No, Shin-chan…there’s no tape recorder or stuffs like that, say... maybe now I’m being honest and won’t tease you too much today, honey-bun. That’s what I feel to you, Shinya…”he sighed a little after the revelation and kissed me on my cheek.

I cannot help it…my tears flow freely all over my face…I’m so…I’m too thrilled…happy…I…I…

“I love you too, bastard…”I smiled. Die looked surprised but happy. He pulled me softly and in a swift move, his lips were on mine. We’re kissing again…he slipped his strawberry-like tongue into my mouth and I do the same thing. Tastes so sweet…I want this to be forever…no, Die, don't leave me alone. I want you…beside me…be with me…forever…

Hug me as much as you want…kiss me as much as you want…because I want it too…

Toshiya: >swaying his hip sexily towards Kao< come on, Kao…I’m sure they’re busy now…why don’t we busying ourselves? >Wrapped his arms around Kaoru’s neck and put a little kiss< Nee, darling…?

Author: sucks ending…so…how’d you feel after you read this…? Hate it? like it? O_O~*>curious shimmering eyes^^< I know this IS sucks…ridiculous…too much fluff and looks yucky…^_^;;; lemme know, okay? Just tell me…C&C’s are appreciated!!! And…oh, yeah…feel free to send me a mail at aniki_niji@yahoo.com ! ^^v and maybe there’s somebody who would kindly send me some DEG downloads…? O_O >hopefully<

The main idea is originally come from Akicchi’s overjoyed heart and brain, please do not copy and put it into any archive without my permission!