Amat – love
Amat wyn – my love
Adorata – adored
Adorata wyn – my adored one
Adorata coeurawyn – adored of my heart
Igisadonis - Beloved
Carusawyn – my dearest one
Et Aevum – into/for eternity
Coeurawyn – my heart
<Speech> -
Telepathic communication
Daughters of the Queen
Chapter
Twenty Five
First
Contact
As she reached Daniel, they could
easily overhear and understand his words, even as quickly as they were
spoken. “Sam, there’s an underwater,
well, resonance system, for lack of a better word. If I translated the panel correctly, and I’m
pretty darn sure that I did, then once we find the device, we can manipulate it
to release a series of tones into the water at different frequencies. The thing is, there’s
more than one of them. They’re set up in
different places around this continent.
We’ll have to go get Teal’c and Stevenson, maybe another SG team or some
Furling Warriors. We’ll have to comb
this entire continent, and we have no idea how big it is. I’m hoping that as I get farther into the
translation that it’ll give us some specific directions.”
“It seems that these devices have to be
set off in sequence, and in the exact same pattern, which, luckily, is supposed
to be written on the device in this
He sat back on his heels and looked
around at the group staring at him and Sam as they now crouched on the floor in
front of the panel with the writing. “I
think that I can plan on translating every thing in the
“But all of that aside, there’s
invaluable information here, if we go slowly, carefully, and learn as we go
instead of rushing.” He saw Jack enter
the
“Jack.
We’ve made quite a few discoveries, but it means that this mission is
going to extend for several days, and we need backup, well, searchers. It seems that we need to search for devices
that are hidden all over the continent that have to be turned on to alert
Egeria’s children that the Great Battle is over, and that their siblings have
arrived to take them to their heart-home.”
Jack rubbed his neck. “I don’t know, Daniel. The general might not want to send another
team here. That’s that many more people
that find out what we’re doing.”
“You’re right. I hadn’t thought of that. Damn.”
“If I might make a suggestion,
Colonel?” Merdwin’s voice, as
smoky-smooth as brandy and as rich as liquid gold, slid across them, as always,
when he forgot to take care, causing little pricks of excitement in the women
and flashes of envy in the men. His eyes
locked with Kat’s, and hers were filled with sardonic amusement.
Mentally chiding himself for his lapse,
nevertheless, he reined in his voice and continued, “I believe that the best
solution would be to request backup in the form of the Furling Warriors that
are at the SGC. There would be little
speculation, if they were suddenly recalled to Cadwaellon, and what there was,
would not even be close to the truth. Lanwin, Taesha, Colwyn, and Stephynara
are still helping to train the teams to work together, so they should be
available at once. There is little, or
no, reason that they cannot come, and I believe that would suffice. Nor is there
any reason that Janet cannot remain, as well as myself. I will contact George and explain the
situation.”
“Furthermore, I would suggest that
since there is very little true threat besides broken bones from climbing or
tripping, that the first, say, twenty or so, volunteer hosts come through as
well. They can be paired with a soldier,
a Warrior, or a Tok’Ra. That way our own
people are not on their own in case of accident, and neither are they with only
another non-military person. It is still
quite early in the day and much can yet be accomplished, if we make haste.”
Jack nodded. “So, are we headed back to the
Kataya nodded her head. “Yes, and I believe that Daniel and I will
stay here. If someone would be so kind as
to gather what we will need for several days, we will set up a camp. We brought enough supplies for one night,
assuming that this project could well take longer than anticipated. It appears that we may have been overly
optimistic of a timely ending.”
Sam nodded, “I think most of us have
enough for one night. If a few of us
went back and packed up enough supplies for several days - food, water, just
whatever we might need, we’d be fine here in the Temple for an extended stay,
if need be.”
“I agree. Jack?”
“Sure Mer,
why not? How about those of us that feel
like trekking back get lists from those staying and working on the translations
for a while, and then whoever feels like spending the night here can bring
their stuff back.”
“I must go back and contact General
Hammond. I wish to bring my Janet back
with me to experience the purple of the night in the
He was startled to see Kataya get up
and walk to a far door and gaze out toward the forest and to the east, before
shaking her head.
He moved to her as the others began to
decide who else wanted to return.
“Kataya, is something bothering you?”
“Merdwin. I am not sure, and yet, I am. You will return tonight?”
“Yes.
Of course. Well, as soon as I can
gather this rather gigantic list of supplies.”
She nodded her agreement. Glancing over her shoulder to be sure that
they were unobserved, she turned back to him.
“Come, I will walk out with you before you leave.” Once away from the
“What do you sense, Kataya? I have seldom known you to be wrong in these
things. Is there a threat that comes
here only at night?”
She shook her head. “To be completely honest, I do not believe
that the greater threat is here at all, and I do not believe that we will need
our weapons here, either. However, I
want it to become second nature for each of us who are warriors, to become
Warriors, first and foremost, once again, searchers and explorers second. I, at least, have let that slide, to become a
mate and lover. And while I will
continue to be so, my other abilities must come to the forefront again.”
“As for this world and the time that we
will spend here, no. No, Merdwin, this
danger is not of this world, yet I am not at ease. Something broods on the horizon in the mirror
recently, but it is not clear. That it
is attached to the search for the
She turned her head and closed her eyes
as if trying to focus on something, but shook her head in the end. “It will not come into focus. “I feel
there is blood, much blood and death; battle, fierce and brutal, and, I believe, treachery, deep and decaying in
the heart of the Tok’Ra. There will be
chaos before the light breaks through and shines for them again. It may be very dark at times, Merdwin, but we
can do much to mitigate it, else I would not be shown the images, as you
know. But Merdwin, the images are coming to me only in flashes. The mirror shows only the building and
brooding on the horizon. That I am
seeing images so far in advance of the mirror showing any images at all
disturbs me greatly.” Merdwin nodded,
respecting her abilities. “Yes. I can see that it would.”
“As for now, even though there is no
threat at the moment, I will return as soon as possible. But, Kataya, we will talk of this privately
with Artereos, as well as your mother. Gwinnyvar’s power is greater even than yours; as a seeress she has no peer.
What you are saying concerns the highest echelons of the Tok’Ra
ranks.”
“Perhaps, and perhaps not. Sometimes trust is misplaced by the most
intelligent of us.” She looked at him,
until he sighed, agreeing silently.
Someone high in the ranks of the Tok’Ra
could be doing too much pillow talk.
Once they learned of the
They must keep them secret as long as
possible. Somehow, Artereos would have
to come up with a plan to bring a few more Tok’Ra here to start training the
new host/symbiotes in battle tactics and combat. Or the Furlings could train them with Brialek
and Daur’rin. He would find out if there
were any more that Selmak would trust with his life. As well as the ones that he would not close
his eyes to sleep, if he was alone with them.
Kat’s gentle shake brought him out of
his reverie. “Enough, now. Go, so that
you will return the soonest, but do not rush.
There is no great threat to us here.”
She frowned, "At least, not at the moment. I must admit,
Merdwin, that something is teasing me. It pertains to all of this in
some way, but it is not of the greater danger. All I see is rocks and the
moon shining on water. It is very peaceful, but the undercurrent, the
feeling is...foreboding." She shook her head. "Until or
unless it comes in with more information, I can do nothing about it. There
are not even enough rocks to pinpoint where it might be."
Leaning down, he kissed her cheek. “All right, adorata. Kat, we will
safeguard them this time, I promise you.
Them and the Tau’ri that are so dear to us. You have lived with enough pain. I will not see you have to deal with more,
you or Samantha. We will prevail. They
are strong, these Tok’Ra and Tau’ri, and we have proven once to be a formidable
force. We will do so again. Remember from which lineages you, Samantha,
and Daniel spring.” Turning, he strode
toward the Chaappa’ai without waiting for her response.
Kat did occasionally have feelings that
did not turn into anything, and he could always hope this would be one of those
times, but they were rarely this deep and ominous. He, himself, was seeing darkness building in
the distance. Evidently, Kataya was
already seeing it closer than he. Not an
unusual occurrence, but one that was often unsettling. For now, they would have to wait until their
sight cleared enough to see more clearly just what enemy they faced.
His lips tightened. He had work to do. He opened a link to Artereos. He might as well get things started before he
even got back to the
“Malek, I wish to stay. Do you wish to go back and retrieve things
for us?”
“I see no need. Colonel O’Neill, Selmak, and Brialek are
going. They can bring our things back
with them. You need to make out a list
of things that you need. I have given
them mine.”
“I will. So we are all staying, then?”
“Yes, they will all return with Janet,
and possibly, Lanwin and Taesha. I do
not know about Colwyn and Stephynara.
They will try to bring the hosts with them as well. It is many hours before nightfall, so we
should be able to get much work done on translating these walls to see if there
is any other information that will help us.”
Kataya answered, calmly.
“How are you feeling, Gwennetha? I haven’t seen you to ask since you
returned,” Sam asked, as she bent to look behind a panel that Daniel had
managed to figure out how to remove.
“Last night wasn’t exactly the time for social chit-chat.” She grinned at her as they both remembered
the night before.
“I feel fine now. I am not even feeling nauseated much
anymore.”
Sam looked up and smiled. “I know what you mean. Mine seems to have calmed down to a couple of
time a day and if I sip the tea, it passes quickly. I’m glad that we remembered to bring it.”
“Samantha, there is no way that Lantash
and I could leave the house without it.
It was only by having them brew up enough for Malek and I both, for
several days, that we felt safe enough to come.” Martouf looked disgruntled for a moment
before continuing, “I do not understand why it is not bothering you as much as
it is us.” His voice was becoming
petulant, as it did every time that he dwelled upon the unfairness of the
situation.
“I’ve told you, Martouf, that I believe
it’s because my body is already used to having some of the hormones and
chemicals in it. So only the
fluctuations affect Gwennetha and me, whereas you, Lantash, Malek, and Dev
aren’t used to having any of them so they affect you simply by being in your
system. The longer they’re there, the
sooner that your body will adjust.
You’re both much better already.
I can see a big difference in just the last few days.”
He sighed deeply, and Malek grunted,
saying, “That may well be, but it is still very uncomfortable most of the
time. I cannot go for more than fifteen
minutes without a sip of the tea without becoming nauseated and ill.”
Sam smiled. “A few days ago, it was only ten. So, you’re getting better. It’s slow, but it’s better. It’ll soon be thirty minutes, then sixty, and
before you know it, you’ll hardly be drinking it at all. You’ll see.”
He tilted his head, and then finally
smiled at her. “I believe that you are
correct, Samantha, and even if you are not, it does not matter. When the babes are here, it will be worth it. I have discovered that I am as anxious as
Devlin for them to be born.”
“I am anxious, as well, Malek. Lantash says that we will be nervous and
terrified when the time comes. I am
afraid that he is correct, so I try not to think about it.”
“I have often had those thoughts
myself, Martouf. Dev assures me that it
will be over before we know it. He does
not remember when his wife had their children, though, because they did not
tell him until afterwards. I believe
that it will be different this time for him.”
“From what Lantash has imparted to me,
I can assure you that it will most assuredly be very different. He tells me that the labor can begin with
what they call…”
“Sam, can you come here? I want you to see this.”
Sam gratefully rose to leave behind the
men discussing the different aspects of childbirth, and walked quickly to him,
saying, “Oh, wow, Daniel. That looks
like a control panel of some sort. I
hope that there are instructions.”
Daniel nodded. “There are.
I think that this is them. He
drew out a stone tablet with the usual stone page changing object. “It gives me the willies every time I come
across one of these things. All I can
think of is that damned white room that I was incarcerated in.”
Sam’s eyes immediately filled with tears,
“Oh, Daniel.”
“Hey! None of that. It was a long time ago, and a lot of really
nasty other stuff has since taken place, so let’s just forget it, okay? Don’t cry, adorata coeurawyn.”
Sam smiled and touched his arm. “Okay.
I just feel so guilty every time I think of that, Daniel. We were at fault. We should have suspected an alien entity, not
that it was your mind. We knew you. We loved you.
I’ll never forget, and I’ll never forgive myself for not thinking
outside of the box and accepting that idiot Mckenzie’s
ideas without questioning them.”
Daniel’s heart melted, and then
overflowed with all the love that he felt for this woman. His Heartmate. The mate of his heart, now and forever; he
would hold her within his, and her tears scalded him. “Stop it, Sam. We had no reason to suspect outside
influence. I went nuts with that thing
in there. I was locked away for my own
protection as much as anything. And I
don’t blame any of you, except maybe McKenzie, who was a little too eager to
drug me instead of trying to let me think my way through it. Okay?”
Sam sniffed and nodded. Hormones were a pain in the butt. She had no idea how Lantash and Martouf were
handling this kind of reaction to things.
She hadn’t seen them cry, but if things affected them in the same way
they did her, well, maybe that’s why they would suddenly walk off
sometimes. She hadn’t thought of
that. How sweet and how terrible for
them. She’d have to talk to them
later. But for now – Daniel, – and the
page turner. “Okay. So, how about you go and see if Kat has any
way that she can determine if there are any critters in that thing? Find out if it’s safe before you go waving it
around.”
“Good idea.”
Daniel got up and walked over to Kat
where she sat to one side, in one of the open window seats, staring across the
horizon. “Hey, sweetheart, are you all
right? You seem a little strung out.”
“I am fine, beloved, just admiring the
view and wondering how many symbiotes Egeria left here. The lake appears to be immense.” She gave him a soft, sultry look before
leaning forward to give him a kiss, “The others should return soon now.” The purring of her voice distracted him until
her deep chuckle brought him back.
He grinned at her. “You don’t play fair, Igisadonis, and if they return soon, then they’ll be just in
time. I think that I’ve found one of the
control panels and the instructions.
However, it has one of those stone page turner thingies. Can you check to see if it’s been tampered
with? Ma’chello,
remember me telling you about him and his Goa’uld devices? Well, he had this one that had these little
bug-like things that got into you and killed the Goa’uld, unless you didn’t
have one. Then they made you go
crazy. I got to do that.”
“Yes, love, I remember you telling me
about them, so let us go see. I do not
know if I can determine anything by touching or sensing, but I will try for
you. On the other hand, did you not tell
me that once you had the Goa’uld marker, it left your body? So even if one made its way in, it would not
stay. It would simply retreat and die.”
Daniel stopped and stared at her. “You’re right. I’d forgotten that. I guess I don’t need you to do anything after
all.”
“I will come, Daniel, for there are
others here who might not have the marker, and if there are several, they could
escape and enter them, at which point, we would have some ill people to rush to
the gate.”
“True.”
Having reached the device, he leaned over and picked it up from the
floor. Kataya took it out of his hand,
surveyed it critically, attempted to sense anything in it, and then handed it
back to him. “I feel nothing. If there is anything in there, I do not know
what it is.”
Daniel shrugged, “In that case, I’m
going to use it on this, and see if we can get this thing figured out. Hopefully, there are explicit directions to
each of the resonators and the exact tone that will bring them in close enough
to hear the songs and invitations.”
“I hope that you’re right, Daniel. We’re all on pins and needles here.”
Daniel said nothing in reply. He was already writing in his notebook. Kataya smiled and shrugged before wandering
away, knowing that she was no longer needed.
Sam watched from his side and as soon as he began writing down numbers,
she got up and grabbed her own equipment.
They sure looked like some sort of coordinates to her.
After finishing the first page, Daniel
stopped and looked at Sam. “I think that
this one contains the directions to the farthest of the resonators. It’s on the farthest point of the continent,
if you can call it a continent. Hardly
more than a large island, actually.
Well, a really, really big island.”
He frowned at the figures. “It looks
like it would be about a third of the size of
“See what you can make out of this,
Sam. I’ve included the numbers with the
instructions for finding the exact spots that the devices will be.”
He handed her the notebook and started
on the second page of the tablet. They
were simple, once he figured out the first one.
Later, as the others began to return,
he looked up. Sam had drawn maps, using
the
They still had a chance to get a few blendings done, if it continued to be this simple to figure
out. They had eight of the outlying
devices pinpointed. They needed three
more. Exactly how many he had left in
this tablet. Then there was the next
tablet. He had no idea what it was
about, but he hoped that it wasn’t cautions on things about what was in this
one. Sighing, he bent to his
translations.
The teams set out as soon as Daniel
finished and Sam charted the co-ordinates.
They were transported by the Furlings.
While the continent wasn’t exactly large by many standards, it was wide
enough across it that it would take weeks of hiking to reach the far side. This was a concern when it came to the
symbiotes as well. It meant that teams
would have to remain behind for several months.
Just to be sure that some symbiotes did not turn up long
afterwards. A message would also be left
for them, once they finally left for good.
Even then, someone would check weekly.
They would leave no symbiote without a host and alone on this piece of
rock and water.
Once transported, the teams searched
and found their devices almost immediately.
None of the devices had been disturbed in the nearly two thousand years
that they had been here. It was, indeed,
an untouched world. Egeria had chosen
well as far as her sites for the devices.
She had placed them near the water, of course, but not near any large
rock outcroppings or trees that might fall on them. They were well-protected by shields that
responded to the codes at once and dropped, giving those attempting to access
them complete ease of use.
“What do we have out there,
people? Everyone check in, starting with
team one and give your condition and readiness.” Selmak ordered as they began
to coordinate the exercise.
Those still at the
“Stop!
Don’t start yet!” Daniel called
from across the room. “Merdwin, Kat,
come read this section again, to be sure that you still translate it the same
way that you did before we found all of this other information.”
“It appears to be the same except for
this part. We do not initiate the
farthest first. It should be the one to
the left first, and then around.”
“I agree.” Kat walked back to Sam with the tablet and
handed it to her. Looking at it, Sam was
able to make out what they were talking about.
Moaning, she went back to her calculations. Fifteen minutes later she handed the paper to
Selmak.
“The first number is the device that is
to be turned on first, counting the
“According to what Daniel has
translated, as soon as they are all turned on, they should be left on for no
more than fifteen minutes. Then, they
should be turned off, and whatever invitation songs or poems that you know
should be spoken or sung.” She smiled at
Lantash, “That’s where you get to entertain us all, carusawyn. I’m going to let
Daniel tell you the rest, because he can read it easier.”
Daniel pushed his glasses up his nose
and stood, saying, “After the devices are shut off and the invitations are
sung, the leader of the clutch will approach and make contact with whoever
comes forward as the liaison. He has
never been so far away from the
“Then he will await the approach of the
first possible host. He will examine all
possible hosts, but will only choose the one that is his exact match. If there are none in the hosts that are
offered, he is to be placed in a tank and given his choice first of all the
hosts that are offered before all others.”
“Egeria is very specific and emphatic
about this. She states it
repeatedly. There must be something
about this one particular symbiote that’s special. I don’t know if they can have just one and
give those special memories or something, but it almost sounds like that might
be what has happened here.”
“As for the devices, they simply turn
it on and press the indentations in order left to right as they face it. As soon as the first one is finished, they
should contact us so that we can give the go-ahead for the next one to turn
theirs on. The fifteen minutes is
counted only after all twelve are on and working.”
Selmak nodded and spoke into his
headset. Team-One, you are to turn the
device on by placing the blue crystal into the corresponding opening. Then you will press the indentations from
left to right, as you face the device.
Step back when you have finished until we contact you to turn the device
off.”
They had ten more minutes before the
resonators were stopped, so Daniel walked along the white sand beaches with
Kataya. It was a pretty beach. The water was actually a beautiful blue; it
was too bad that the land wasn’t capable of supporting life. It was peaceful here. He wasn’t sure why, but he felt that he
should mark this day and enjoy it to the fullest. This one and any other day of peace and joy
that came his way.
The woman he loved more than life
itself was by his side, there was a warm sun shining, and a soft, warm breeze
was lifting her glorious gold and silver hair up, across, and around him. She stood still, staring into the horizon for
a moment, before turning to him and smiling.
The love shining in her eyes stole his
breath. Never again would he choose to
delay his return to this woman. He felt
that, at last, he was no longer the boy to whom the wonders of the universe were
more fascinating than anything else. His
universe stood before him, a quizzical look in her eyes. Stepping forward, he grabbed her and swung
her high in the air in a wide circle, laughing up at her. “I love you, Kataya. For Eternity.”
Her eyes softened, and as her feet once
again touched the sand, she leaned into him, “As I love you, my Daniel. Et
Aevum.”
The fifteen minutes passed and the
devices were shut off. The teams were transported
back, and the prospective hosts sat, talking with the Tok’Ra that were not
immediately involved in the proceedings at the moment, absorbing all that they
could of the way of life that could someday be theirs.
Eyes shone brightly. There were shy smiles, and bright smiles,
nervous smiles, and charming smiles, but all held obvious longing. They had been raised longing for this day,
anticipating it, hoping, wishing, and praying for this day. To finally have it arrive, well, it was so
exciting that they could hardly believe it.
They wanted this. It was their
life’s ambition. To have a symbiote of
one’s own, in one’s family, was an honor of such magnitude.
They found the calm acceptance of the
Tok’Ra hosts hard to understand. They
would understand when they became one with their own symbiote, they were
told. They could barely wait. Sitting quietly was difficult, to say the
least. Many paced the area around the
temple, or returned inside to once again look at the place where they would become
a different being, a newborn being.
Lantash stood at the edge of the water
and, once again, sang the love songs that he knew so well. This time though, his eyes did not search for
startling violet orbs, but those that were a bright and sparkling blue. He sang for them now. And they smiled back at him, telling him that
they understood.
Selmak and Daniel stood in the water’s
edge by Lantash, watching for the symbiote that they had been told would come
first. Twenty minutes after the devices
had been shut off, a large, lone, golden symbiote swam slowly up to them and
stopped.
Merdwin walked up to Selmak. “Do you want to try First Contact, Sel? Or do you want Kataya or I to try to link
first?”
Selmak took a deep breath and shook his
head. “I want to do it. Damn it, Mer, I
cannot believe this; I am shaking like a leaf in a wind storm.”
“It is a momentous occasion,
Selmak. You are entitled to a few shaky
moments. Come, perhaps Jacob would be
calmer.”
“Yes, yes, he would, and I can take
over when he has allowed me to become calmer.”
As Jacob took control, he knelt in the
sand and water, “Well, buddy, I don’t know if you can hear me or not. I don’t know if you can understand me, even
if you can hear me. I’m gonna stick my hand in the water and offer to, ah, shake,
err, your fin, I guess. So, try not to
bite me, okay? It’s not nice to bite
your brother.”
Jacob pulled his sleeve up and slowly
placed his hand in the water, palm up.
Leaning out, he let his arm down until he was leaning out and offering
his lower arm and palm. The symbiote
came forward slowly, obviously suspicious.
Selmak took control from Jacob at the
first touch of the symbiote. With his
other hand he reached in and lightly pressed a very sensitive, pleasure-giving
spot, stroking it gently.
Then he closed his eyes and allowed his
senses to communicate with the other symbiote.
It wasn’t as easy as it would have been if they were both completely
immersed in the water, but enough came through for him to be fairly certain. These were Egeria’s children. And there could very well be a couple
thousand, perhaps more, in this lake. He
pulled away and turned to Kat.
“I think that he will allow you to
handle him.”
Kat nodded and going forward, she knelt
in the water deeply enough that he could swim into her lap and she could wrap
her arms around him. Her head snapped
back and she gasped, but pulled herself together at once, to concentrate on
what he was saying, not on the emotions that he was stirring in her. Nor would she dwell on the fact that he had mind-linked with her. Not a common trait in the Tok’Ra, and unless
she was very much mistaken, something that he did not do with Selmak a moment
ago, when they communicated.
<The one on the sand beside you and
the Tok’Ra commander. By what name is he
called?>
<He is called Daniel.>
<He is my lifemate. It is meant to be. You know this. I can feel it in you.>
<Daniel may never blend. You cannot wait for him to become your
lifemate.>
<I will wait. If it is meant to be, it will happen. If it is not, then I shall remain
unblended.>
Kataya sighed deciding, to give up on
convincing him for now.
<How are you called?>
<I am Darkyn. Darkyn-Threnn. Daniel is your mate. Do you not wish him to become my lifemate
because you find me repulsive?>
Kataya sighed. <I am Furling. We strive to find beauty in all creatures
that are not evil by nature. You are
Tok’Ra, so no, I do not find you repulsive.
My Heartmate is Tok’Ra. We are not here to talk of me; we are here
to explain the events which led us to discover you.>
<Yes, of course, however, finding my
host is also a very important part of this day for me. You will tell Daniel that I have chosen
him. At least allow him to think about
it. Please. And you may call me Darkyn. It is the name of familiarity.>
<Very well, Darkyn. I will tell him of you and your request. Now,
do you not wish to know about who we are, and why we have come now?>
<Yes, of course, my lady, I wish to know
all of the pertinent details. You have
already, with our link, shared enough that I know that we should begin with the
Great Battle and the discovery of Egeria’s legacy. And while you are telling me the history
leading up to this momentous occasion, I will call the children forward so that
they may begin to interact with the prospective hosts. You are sure that the prospective lifemates truly wish to have a symbiote? They must not be forced.>
Kataya smiled and showed him the
smiling faces of those waiting to become hosts.
How anxious and proud they seemed.
<No, Darkyn, no one is being forced, of that, you may be sure. To each person that is here, it is considered
a great honor to be chosen to host a symbiote.
I will explain that as we go through everything as well.>
Sam stood next to the young woman as
she sat on the sand with her hand in the water.
There had been many symbiotes swimming by, but none had stopped at her
to do more than touch her finger-tips.
“Why are they only swimming by us? I do not understand.”
“From the way the information in the
“It seems that they are somehow sensing
you in the water, so only the symbiotes that sense an attraction to you will
approach you. The others will stay away
completely, allowing those that might possibly be your new lifemate to approach
you. And, it is possible for you to not
be attracted to one of them as well, as we explained to you. The ones approaching you are already having
some response to you, something pulling them to come closer, to move nearer to
you, but so far, none of the attractions have been strong enough for them to
claim a true match.”
“Please don’t get discouraged. They’re probably as disappointed as you are
when they don’t feel whatever it is that they expect to feel when they meet
their lifemate.”
“I did not think of that. After all these years, it must be very
disappointing for them.”
“Yes, I’m sure it is. This will not be a quick process, I’m
afraid. But, at least you’ll know that,
when you do join with your symbiote there’s a very good chance that it’ll be a
very compatible blending.”
“It must be wonderful to have a friend
always near. To never be lonely or lack
someone to give another opinion when you have to make a decision. I have often envied my friend’s mother, who
has a symbiote. She never becomes upset
or panicked. She is always calm, and she
always knows exactly what to do. I so
look forward to having that peace of mind.
There are so many times that I wonder what to do when one of my children
have done their best to kill themselves.”
“How many children do you have?”
“Four.
Two girls and two boys. They are
very… oh! She is nudging my
fingers. Does that mean she thinks that
she likes me?”
“I believe so. Let’s see, I want to make sure that I have
the instructions right. Okay, she may
not make any real moves yet, because some other symbiote might claim you,
too. But you’re encouraged to touch and
caress her to see if you feel comfortable – or uncomfortable - with her. If your feelings seem mutual, she may go
ahead and claim you, especially if her feelings are very strong. If you feel any disquiet or discomfort at
all, you should remove your hand.”
“No, no, I do not feel any thing but
awe. She is so soft. Oh, she wrapped around my wrist. What does that mean?”
“It means that if you accept her, she
accepts you. Now you have to make the
promises. She is promising to never
shackle your body by letting go of your wrist.
Next she’ll lift your hand to show that she will support you…”
“Now, we’ll go into the
“Hello.
Come into the Blending Chamber.
The water flows through here, and soon your new lifemate will be
here. See? Here she comes.”
“Now, Aglade,
I will help the symbiote to shed her outer body skin, so that she will be
smaller and softer as she enters to join with you. After I have finished that, she will swim to
you. If you still wish to consummate the
blending, pick her up and caress her, place her back in the water and lie down
on the platform.”
“Very good. Now, close your eyes and open your
mouth. Your symbiote will do the rest.”
Martouf and Sam held their breath as
they waited for the symbiote to leap. As
she disappeared into Aglade’s open mouth, they let it
out slightly, but still waited to see how traumatic it had been. Would she lose consciousness?
Apparently not. “She is called Suianth.” Aglade smiled
brightly as she sat up. Oh, my. My head is so full of things that I never
knew before.” She laughed suddenly. “She says that hers is, too. And she wants to see everything. Colors, flowers, trees, people, animals,
everything. Then,” her smile wavered,
“then she wants to fight the Goa’uld.” Aglade nodded. “We
will, too. My children were raised
knowing that we might have to go to war, and we have had good years
together. I am ready. It is what I have waited for.”
She smiled again. “But, before we do that she wants to see
everything else. Are we free to go?”
“You are free to leave the
“No, we do not mind at all. We will go look at trees and rocks. Rocks on dry ground. Suz insists that
she knows what wet rocks look like.”
Smiling brightly, she left them waiting for the next prospective
host. They didn’t have more than a
minute or so to wait. It had started.
By evening, they would have close to a
hundred blended, if it continued at the present rate. It was going much more quickly than they had
anticipated. But even so, from what Kataya had learned from Darkyn-Threnn, there
were more than two thousand Tok’Ra in the lake.
When he found out that there were more than sufficient hosts, he had
been overwhelmed. Egeria had left the
memory of hosts being hard to find.
Valynara had been contacted by Merdwin,
and she came through with another two hundred and fifty people, leaving newly
made hosts to continue contacting people to inform them that the time had come
for their blending. They would be
blending throughout the night in the
And so far, only five had needed a link
to assure the blending would be a success.
In three, it proved to be a good thing that they asked; they would have
been compatible only in a shallow superficial way. Their interests were different and in the
end, they would have been bored and unhappy with one another. The other two had proven to be simply
nervous. They were good matches, and
once they had the confidence of their choice backed up with a third opinion,
they blended and were excitedly happy once they did.
When Kataya mentioned to Darkyn that
Valynara had joined them, he requested a link with her. She came at once, happy to link with any of
Egeria’s children that wished to do so.
<I am Valynara. Your mother was very dear to me, and I loved
her well.>
<Her love of you was deep and
true. She passed on both the concept of
deep and abiding love and the ability to feel it deeply ingrained into our very
being. We love quickly and
passionately. She also ingrained in us
that the human body that we would inhabit was just that; a human’s body. One which, under certain conditions, they
would willingly share with us.>
<And they would care about us,
perhaps even come to love us as deeply as we would love them. She stringently stressed that it is not our
body and that fact should constantly be upper most in our minds, for it is the
most obvious way in which we differ from the Goa’uld. That, and our lack of desire for power or
worship.>
He paused for a moment before
continuing, <She was quite adamant that our brethren would come for us, but
many gave up hoping long ago. I, too,
had begun to doubt the day would ever dawn.>
<Your mother was wonderful, and you
have much to be proud of both in her and in being her offspring. She overcame much to become what she did, for
she was born and bred a Goa’uld. It took
great determination and courage to change and become a beacon of hope in the
universe for humanity. She is remembered
and loved by her children and others.
The people of Valdellon hold her in great reverence and admiration, and
they consider that it is the greatest of honors to be given a symbiote. You will never lack for hosts.>
<Yes, and I understand that you did
that for us over the years. We owe you
much for that. If there is ever any way
in which we can be of service to you, you have only to ask, and we will do
whatever is within our power to do.>
<Thank you, Darkyn. I hope nothing that terrible ever happens,
though.> she smiled at him softly.
<Valynara, Egeria left a message for
you, should I ever be lucky enough to meet you.
I was to tell you that Egeria gave birth to me alone. She named me Darkyn-Threnn, and I was to tell you to remember the legends of Elvenia
and the name of Drakon-Thronn.
She said that it might bring a memory to you. If it did, you were
to tell me what you remembered, and if not, then in the end, it had not
mattered anyway. >
<She also asked that I tell you that
everything that happened to her was worth the time that she spent with
you. You gave her more than she could
ever tell you. She wanted you to know
that still, after all these years, her love for you lives on in us, her
children, for we love you as well.
Through her children, her love for you will live forever. Et Aevum.>
It was an emotional talk for them. She stroked him for quite some time, while
they talked of the Tok’Ra and the Tau’ri.
Then he learned of Sam and Martouf/Lantash, Malek/Devlin and
Gwennetha, Jacob/Selmak and Jocasta/Daur’rin, Merdwin and Janet, Artereos, and
Gwynnivar, O’Neill, Teal’c, and anyone at all that happened to wander by,
catching their eye and causing questions to be asked. And so at last Kataya …and Daniel.
“Well, that’s over, at least for us. I think that the new Tok’Ra can handle the remainder,
and they can contact someone if something happens, and they need help.”
“I agree, Selmak. I see no reason for us to remain now. There are enough of the new Tok’Ra that we
can go back to our search for the little
“Absolutely. As exciting as this is, I believe that we
would be of more use there than here,” Lantash replied.
“Well, we’re packed up and ready to
head out as soon as you guys are done yammering,” Sam said briskly, as she
hefted her pack and watched Martouf frown.
She laughed and turned toward the gate.
Kat, Gwennetha, L’Tasha, and several other women waited patiently for
her. As she strode toward them, she was
aware of the silence behind her, followed by swift footsteps and rapid
scrambling as the men hastily gathered the remainder of their belongings and
camping gear. They were on their way
back to Valdellon.
“Another excellent meal, Val. I have to say that as interesting as the last
few days have been, they have made me more anxious than ever to continue the
hunt for the
“Selmak, if you are truly interested in
those ancient wars, Artereos has tomes of legends and histories. I will be happy to obtain some of them for
you, if you wish,” Merdwin replied.
Selmak
nodded his agreement. “I would appreciate it, thank you. I will use them for
light reading at night, before I go to sleep. I do not know why but there
is something about them that keeps calling to me, almost insistently.”
"Truly,
Selmak? How strange. When Darkyn and I talked the day we met, he
told me that Egeria left a message for me. I can't remember the name
right now, but it had something to do with the legends of Elvenia.
I remember the name sounded almost familiar and, for some reason, it seemed
similar to Darkyn's. If I remember it, I will tell you so that you can
look for it during your reading. Or, if it see Darkyn, I will ask
him to repeat the name again."
"I
would be happy to look for it, Valynara. It would be a small price to pay
for your help and hospitality."
Val smiled
at him and shook her head as if to say she was not going down the road of
thanks and counter thanks yet again.
“I believe that I am going to retire to
the library and look through some of the material that we have. I am not yet terribly tired, and, perhaps, it
will help me to become sleepy,” Kataya said quietly.
As the group generally agreed on what
to do with the remainder of the evening, they drifted off in different
directions. A few hours later in the
library, Kataya, Merdwin, and Val talked quietly. The hour was late, the night quiet and
beautiful, when they decided that bed was where they should all probably
be.
“That sounds like a good idea,
Val. I am looking forward to sleeping in
a bed after these last few days, but I do not think that I can sleep well
anymore without my Daniel by my side.”
“Hopefully, you will only have to do so
for tonight at most, carusawyn. He will be here by tomorrow night.” Merdwin held her, stroking her hair.
Kataya leaned into his body enjoying
the feel of him, as she always did. It
was a familiar, comforting feeling.
“Yes, he will be here soon, amat,
and Janet is waiting for you. Daniel
will not stay on the planet any longer than necessary to finish the last of the
translations. Once he found that
treasure trove of information hidden behind that panel, he had to finish
it. And, as close as he was to
completing it, there was no point in him dragging it back here. He will be back by tomorrow night.”
“Come, let us part tonight on a light
note. The time will soon come when we
may not feel so light of heart. We know
that there is darkness approaching, and that we must be prepared to meet and
defeat it.”
“What you say is true, coeurawyn. So, we will keep watch and be prepared, but
tonight we will not think of that. We
will, instead, dwell on the goodness that has happened in the last few days and
that continues as we speak.”
“I am off to bed, as well, Kataya. I will be around tomorrow, but I will also be
going back to check on our new hosts.
Sleep as well as you can without your Daniel for one night.”
“Good-night, Val. Thank you for everything.”
“You are most welcome, amat.
Night.
“I will bid you good’even,
as well. But, Kataya, adorata coeurawyn, I will return
tomorrow, and as I promised earlier, I will be remaining until this has been
resolved.”
“I wish that I did not think that it
was necessary, Merdwin. I hate having to
take you from Janet any more than I already have. It is not fair to you. However, no matter that it is not, still, I
will accept it gratefully, for I do believe that it will become necessary, and
unfortunately, I do not know when.”
“So, though I am not sure it is
necessary yet, we will enjoy your company and help. This time, you will be able to help more than
you could before. And, I am very glad
that the situation between our daughter and our sons-in-law was resolved
happily.”
“I could not agree more, Kataya. Now, you should go to bed and rest. Whatever the future brings concerning the
Legacy of Queen Egeria, will wait upon tomorrow.”
“Yes, you are right, and it will. I will rest.
Go to Janet. Good’even,
Merdwin, Lord of Werllockian.” Kataya
smiled cheekily up at him.
Merdwin kissed her gently, and then
bowed low with old world elegance and grace, before saying, his voice at its
most seductive, “And may you find your rest filled with peace and beauty,
Kataya, Lady of Cadwaellon,” just before he disappeared. Kataya laughed. It had been many centuries since Merdwin had
attempted to do that. She wondered where
he ended up this time. Hopefully, he had
been practicing. Shaking her head, she
decided to take the stairs instead of the transporter.
“Hello, love, how are you holding
up? Have you rested at all? I tried to hurry, but Malek and I began
discussing the way the blendings were
accomplished. He was very taken with the
manner in which it was done. I must
admit that I was, as well.”
“Yes, I was, too. The fact that it’s actually done with
observers is very different from the way the Tok’Ra normally do it. I was impressed with the acceptance of both
the host and the symbiote at all stages of the blending, or birthing, as many
called it.” She smiled at him in the
soft light coming through the open windows.
“I’ve been waiting for you to come to
bed, Martouf. Why would you think that
I’d go to sleep without you?”
“I did not believe that you would; I
only hoped that you might get some extra sleep.
As excited as we were to find our siblings, I must admit that I am glad
to be back here to begin our search again.
I am also glad that I have you in a bed at last.”
“I’ve been in bed every night. You should know, you’ve been sharing it with
me,” Sam whispered softly.
“Samantha, you know that is not what I
meant. I am glad that I now have you in
a real bed instead of on the floor of a temple, or in a tent on the
ground. I have been worrying, from the
day that we went, that you would come to harm, or the situation that we found
ourselves in would be too hard on your delicate condition.”
Sam laughed at him, but gently, as she
caressed his face, loving him despite, or perhaps, because of, his sweet,
caring ways. His fear for her was so
stark, and yet, he made no effort to hide it from her. He wasn’t afraid to allow her to see how very
much he cared, how much it would hurt him, if something happened to her.
She sighed as his lips hovered over
hers, and then softly settled to caress them gently. She felt the change from Martouf to Lantash
as the kiss deepened. He would let his
actions speak first, then after the passion, he would whisper of his care for
her welfare. They were so different and
yet so alike in so many ways. And she
loved them both with a love without end.
The kiss ended, and his arm loosened around her, surprising her for a
moment, but he pulled her up onto his chest and cradled her there.
“Samantha, you know that we only wish
to care for you and protect you. Caring
for you is all that we can do at this time.
Do not attempt to take that from us by making light of our fears for you
and the kits.”
“No, I won’t, Lantash. I think that I understand, and it’s okay with
me, really. I was just thinking a little
bit ago how wonderful it is that the two of you show me how much you care and
worry. How really special it is that
you don’t try to hide that fear from me, but allow me to see how much these
babies and I mean to you.” She sighed
softly, as she stroked his chest.
“You know, I remember the day that you
walked through the Stargate with my dad, and I looked up and knew that I loved you. I was so astounded and thrilled. And I promised myself that if it proved to be
true, and it was me, Samantha Carter, that loved you, I would tell you, and
never look back. And I haven’t. I love you more today than I did that day,
and I will love you more tomorrow than I do today. Clichéd, but it’s the honest truth,
nonetheless.”
“Yet, a lot has happened since that
day, Lantash. You and Martouf have both
given me the unconditional love that I thought I’d never have. You’ve stood by me through mind-links,
finding my sister, a bonding ceremony, a wedding ceremony, becoming a
Katteri-enti Warrior, and changing into the Dragon of the Star, fighting a
Dragon Sorceress, and leaving you, for heaven’s sake.”
“And after all of that, here the two of
you are, still standing by my side, still loving me, still caring for me, and
already, I’ve managed to drag you into a Furling mating ritual that you weren’t
prepared for. Now you’re going to become
fathers, and are living through horrible morning sickness, food cravings, and
emotional mood swings that probably drive you both crazy. I don’t know how I got so lucky, but I’ll
never stop being thankful for the day that I seduced you into my bed and my
body. I want to do that from now into
eternity. So, don’t ever stop caring,
fearing, and being there for me. It
makes me very, very happy.”
He rolled her onto her back and levered
himself over her, settling between her thighs to lie cradled there. “We will never forget that day, my
Samantha. Nor will we ever forget any of
the other things that you have mentioned, for each one of them brings a memory
that will be with us for all time. Some
are wonderful, and some are not, but all are aspects of our relationship with you.”
“But the sickness, the food cravings,
and the mood swings, a trial that I find especially hard to deal with, I assure
you, those things, in the end, will be cherished as will the others. Those final three memories will be special in
a different way as well, because they will also pertain to our children. And as uncomfortable as all of these things
are, I would not change sharing this experience with you for anything in this
world or any other. Please, believe
that, Samantha, for it is quite true.”
He caressed her cheeks and hair before
continuing, “We do not know where the search for the little
“Lantash, there’s something that I need
to tell you. I should have told you and
Martouf before, but I hoped that we’d know more by now. It’s not happening though, the images aren’t
any clearer now than they were a week ago, so it was decided that we’d start
preparing you now.”
“I have sensed that you, Kataya, and
Merdwin, are holding something back.
What is it?”
Sam sighed and kissed him. “We’re seeing a darkness on the horizon of
the Mirror of the Mysts. But, there’s
more than that. Kataya has been having
“flashes,” images that are very out of focus.
She can’t tell exactly what they are, but she’s getting feelings with
them. They concern the
She felt the tension leave him. “Thank the All. I was afraid.
Never mind; it does not matter.
What does she suggest, and why did she not tell me?”
“She didn’t tell you because she felt
that it was my place as your lover and your wife. She couldn’t comfort and take your mind off
of it the same way that I can. And she
suggests that we don’t do anything right now.
Merdwin’s staying here and will assist us, like he did before.”
“We could ask for no better than he,
Samantha.”
“I know. Without him, I might not have returned yet,
and Kataya might never have recovered. I
don’t want to think of that.”
“That’s all I really wanted to tell you
about that, and I wanted to get it out of the way before we made love, so I
didn’t have to bring it up afterwards.”
She ran her fingers down his chest.
“There really isn’t anything that we can do now, beloved.”
“Whatever the future holds is wrapped
in the same mystery as Egeria’s legacy, and it’ll become clearer as time passes
and we uncover more information, just as her legacy will. We’ll find them. It’s just a matter of when now, not if. Now.
But for now let’s forget all about Egeria for awhile.”
“The only thing that I want to look for
and discover tonight is how wonderful you look in the starlit sky and the
washes of color that are streaming through the windows. And I want to feel your lips on mine. Yes, Lantash, just like that. Mm.
Yes, Martouf, just like that as well.
Come my lovers, and take me to the places that only you can.”
“We will be happy to do so, Samantha, amat.
We will take you to the heavens, and visit the stars, and when we return
with stardust in your hair, we will kiss it away, and then begin the journey
again. Would that please you?”
“Yes.
Yes, Martouf. That would please
me very much.”
Darkyn swam slowly and silently along
the shore of the lake. It was a
beautiful night. Much like the night
that he was born. He remembered his
mother quite well. She had returned
often to give birth to small clutches of symbiotes at first, and then as time
went on, the clutches became larger.
She had known then that her time was
becoming shorter. It had been a long
period of time between the last two times that he had seen her. She had been placing her offspring in
different places. And she had given
birth to several daughters. But not even
to him would she divulge their whereabouts.
She would often talk to him when she
came, but it was not until her last appearance there that she had told him
anything of significance pertaining to himself.
That time, she had told him about his human father. Only, he was
not human at all. At least, he was, but he was also something other.
She had told him that he had a special
path in life and that when the time came, the minute he came anywhere near his
lifemate, he would know him. And he
had. The moment Daniel had walked into
the water, he had been sure. He thought
he felt it before, but once Daniel entered the water, he was sure. And his lifemate did not intend to
blend. Well, he could not force him, but
fate had a way of making things work out as they were meant to, so he would be
patient. Sometimes, destiny changes our
paths for us.
As for his human-other DNA-donor
father, he knew very little about him.
She had meant to tell him more, but she never returned, and Valynara did
not know who he was from what he had managed to find out in their link
today. The link was something that he
could do with little or no trouble. An
odd ability in a symbiote, no, a Tok’Ra, as he must become used to calling
himself, to have to such a great extent.
No matter.
What had he been thinking about? Ah, yes, his father. A man long dead, no doubt. All his mother had ever told him was that he
was the handsomest man, human, other, or as he was, both, that she had ever
seen. Hair black as a raven’s wing, eyes
as blue as a sorcerer’s jewel, skin the color of pale golden honey and a voice
that could seduce a woman just by saying hello.
Very tall, muscular, but slender, with a grace when he walked that few
men could equal.
He was a master of seduction, with a
manner that could charm, entice, and enthrall, but which never lent itself to
breaking women’s hearts. And he was a
lover such as she had never known before or since, a true master of a woman’s
body. As he never claimed a woman’s
heart, he never gave his heart away. He
never gave his because the woman that he worshipped loved another.
Ah, and there was one more important
fact that she had let fall. He was a
powerful, important, and well respected man among his people, a sorcerer, or
perhaps a wizard, of great power. She
had sworn that his coloring was from his father’s DNA, for he was a golden
color rather than the darker shade of his siblings. Perhaps she was right. He had never really seen himself, so he could
not know.
When he blended with Daniel, he would
find out if he had inherited any of his father’s traits. Whether he did or not was really irrelevant,
but they were all he had to go on to try to find out about him. She seemed to believe that he would be known
forever. A man who was considered a
wizard or sorcerer two thousand years ago, no doubt, went down in legend. Exploits of that kind would have been written
into myths, stories to tell to children.
Surely, he would have made some of the history books.
And his interest in history and
Daniel’s should make searching tomes of history for mentions of men with those
traits and features easier. But that was
not for tonight. Tonight, he would rest
among the rocks by the shining pool, so named for the way that both the sun and
the stars reflected from its surface.
Yes, he would go to the shining
pool. Sometimes, Daniel came there to
sit and think. Kataya often joined him,
but Kataya would be gone this night, back to Valdellon, so Daniel would be
sitting on the rocks and contemplating what they found during the day. He would go and keep him company for a short
while. Perhaps link with him and begin
to become acquainted. He knew that
Kataya had told him that Darkyn believed that they were lifemates,
as she had said that she would. So, she
did not break her word. Honorable, then,
as was Daniel, and Daniel had said that he would consider it, though he had not
planned on blending just yet. Someday,
yes, but not just yet. Which was more
than he had expected.
They were highly compatible, though
Daniel did not yet know it. Darkyn had
fallen in love the moment that Kataya had touched him. Much as he had with Daniel, when he stepped
into the water. Both events had
surprised him with the depth of the feelings that they engendered.
He and Daniel were both interested in
history and languages. He was not sure,
since his experience was limited, but he felt, from his links with Kataya and
Valynara, that he would enjoy the same things that Daniel did. In fact, he was quite sure of it. He was already very curious about the things
that he studied. He was perhaps more of
a warrior than Daniel, but that was to be expected, and Daniel was no longer a
complete pacifist. He believed that they
would find many more things in common.
He really hoped that fate stepped in soon. He had been alone now for two thousand years,
and he was more than ready for his lifemate, his Soulmate and his
Heartmate. He had been ready for years,
centuries.
He swam on toward the shining pool, contemplating the future as he went. No one knew what the future held in store, but it was sure to have some tie to the quest for the Legacy of the Queen. Of that, they could all be sure.
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Chapter Twenty-four Home Table of Contents
Daughters of the Queen is Book III in The Tok’Ra Legacy Series. I
have started on the fourth and (hopefully, but not holding my breath) last of
the series, Legacy of the Queen. Blood of My Heart, Beloved of My Soul is
Book I of the Series, Malek’s Story is Book II in the Series.