Where Destiny Leads
Chapter
13
Hidden
Depths, Ancient Secrets
Lantash moved silently through the
rooms, Malek at his side, Selmak taking their six. They were taking a long, oblique path to
reach the chamber that they suspected would be Ria’ta’s ultimate destination. Their senses were tuned to interpret the
least sound around them for any sign of a threat.
The servants that had been told to help
search for them had become less diligent, since the fighting began, obviously
deciding that they would remain safer by keeping a distance from both
sides. Their absence was appreciated,
and it could only be hoped that they would continue to remain hidden away,
hearing nothing and seeing less.
As the Tok’Ra continued to move
stealthily down the halls, their minds dwelled on the scenarios that they could
face when they finally arrived at their destination. At best, Ria’ta, Samantha, and Egeria would
be alone, fine, and just setting out to find them. At worst, the women would all be captured, or
dead, and the three of them would be captured along with them when they
arrived, or follow in their fate, and their mission would once again have been
a failure.
/There are many scenarios that may
await us, Martouf, not all of them completely good or bad. Therefore, we must be prepared for any
contingency. Furthermore, our teammates
will not be able to keep this reality’s Teal’c penned down for long. He will soon manage to remove himself from the
fighting in the grand entrance hall and begin searching for Ria’ta. I am sure that you are as aware as I am that
there was an undertone of deep emotion in his voice when he ordered his
/So you heard the emotion as well. I believed that I did, but I was not sure./
Martouf sighed tiredly. /If we are
correct, then the situation between them could seriously complicate matters,
however, I do not believe that Ria’ta would betray us, no matter what feelings
she has for him in return./ He paused,
contemplating their possible relationship before continuing, /And, perhaps her
feelings for him are what makes us wish to finish our mission with as little
bloodshed as possible./
/I agree. I also agree that she would not betray us,
and from the same depths of character, Teal’c will not be so easily swayed from
his purpose, if he believes that he must capture or kill us, regardless of his
feelings for her. He is
/Yes.
It is too bad, for his change of allegiance in our reality has proven to
be of great benefit in the battle to defeat the Goa’uld. Even without the Tok’Ra, the
/I believe that there are defining
moments in history that determine the outcome events. I believe that Teal’c’s decision to join the Tau’ri
is one of those defining moments. I am
not saying that the Goa’uld cannot be defeated, if he does not join the Tau’ri,
only that it was his decision to become ‘sholva’
and start a movement for the freedom of all Jaffa that set in motion the
turning of their own warriors against them.
It was simply one more of those defining moments in our new reality that
has made it possible for the war against the System Lords to move forward
instead of remaining almost deadlocked as it has for so many centuries./
Lantash paused, his silence thoughtful,
before continuing, /As for your comments about the
/I believe that there would have been
messengers sent into the grand entrance hall to inform Teal’c, if she had been
found and Egeria and Samantha were with her.
Since no
/Do not begin to breath so easily yet,
Martouf. We have yet to enter and
determine the situation completely. For
all we know, the
/Quiet!
Listen! I believe that I hear
voices inside, Lantash. Get as close to
the door as you can, and try to see if it is latched./ Martouf held his breath as they inched nearer
to one side of the chamber door. Lantash
motioned Malek to the other side of the doorway and indicated that Selmak
should maintain their guard, before slowly reaching out to touch it very
slightly. It was unlatched and opened
minutely, barely enough for them to hear the low conversation taking place
inside the room.
“Ria’ta, I have long known that your
capture and subsequent admittance into Apophis’s personal household servants
was not as unfortunate, unexpected, or unappealing to you as one would
expect. The others who were captured
with you have either escaped, or become household servants as well, though not
as highly placed as you. I know that
there were only a few of you, but I know, too, that you speak rarely to one
another and, for only a very limited time when you do, as if you do not want
anyone to associate you to one another.
You have been absent for some time now, while our
She paused for a moment before
continuing sadly, “I did not consider you a threat to us and had no wish to see
you harmed. I felt that you were exactly
what Teal’c needed in his life, for his wife has been gone for a long time and
he has been much alone, too much alone, for far too long. But now, I find myself wondering, if I have
misjudged you. I cannot allow you to
betray or harm Teal’c in any way,” the voice was still soft and low, but the
steel in it indicated the depth of the intent in the speaker. “I do not wish harm to come to either of
you. You are both dear to my heart.”
Ria’ta sighed deeply and then smiled
slightly, before saying gently, “It is not my intention to hurt or betray
Teal’c, nor, I believe, do any of those he is hunting so earnestly wish to do
so, Nal’ka. So long as he does not
betray them to Apophis, or anyone else, they will leave him in peace and go
their own way. Those that he hunts would
help him, if only he would finally put aside his disbelief in himself, his
abilities, and his dreams. I cannot tell
you more, but I can assure you that I will never betray or hurt him as long as
I have a choice. However, I will also be
honest and tell you that I cannot allow him to harm those that he hunts, nor
can I allow him to attempt to stop them in their quest, for to do so would be
to kill a dream, which we all hold dear, whether we actively admit it or not.”
“You are speaking of the Gods and
things better left unsaid aloud within their very walls, Ria’ta.”
“Yes, I suppose that I am, but I am not
afraid to speak, for I know that they are not the Gods and Goddesses that they
wish us to believe they are, and saying it aloud will not bring their wrath
down upon our heads, for they cannot hear us.
Truly, Nal’ka, do not fear them so, for their power comes not from the
divine, but from chemical reactions of their bodies with certain elements that
they have learned to use. They have no
powers granted to them that are other-worldly, I promise you.”
“So I have heard. Teal’c, also, has declared it to be so, and
we have trusted and followed him for a very long time. He has never led us astray, and we have given
him our faith about these things as well.
As for talking about these things, it is simply that it is safer to
believe that the Gods have ears, as we all know that the walls can certainly
have them. What you are saying is no
great shock to me. But, it makes no
difference, for their power is still greater than ours to combat them.”
Ria’ta shook her head. “You are wrong, Nal’ka, and so is
Teal’c. There are those who would help
us. It is being accomplished in other
universes even as we speak, and it could happen here as well. Teal’c is the key to our success, Nal’ka. He has always been the key to success in our
worlds. He has the strength, the following,
and the respect of many
“It is too late for that, Ria’ta, for
they have perished from our worlds. I
will tell you a secret that I have locked in my heart. I was so saddened when I heard that they were
indeed gone from us. They saved so many,
yet we could not save them in the end.”
She stopped and bowed her head for a moment and when she looked back up
at Ria’ta, tears threatened to fall and she whispered, “I feel so guilty. They saved my little sister and young
brother. They are on a safe world. I wish that I had done more, tried harder to
help them. I allowed my fear of Apophis
to hold me back and I should not have. I
have manipulated him for several years, and I could have helped them more. If I had it to do over again, I believe that
I would stand with them, help them in the many small ways that those of us in
service to the System Lords have access to.
I should have helped them to escape, but I was too afraid. I was wrong not to act.”
“Would you truly do so now,
Nal’ka? Would you risk your life to
help, to save the worlds of our universe?”
She was quiet for a long time, staring
blankly into the distance, lost in thought, before turning back toward
Ria’ta. “Yes, I would. Eventually, you are going to tell me something
about the Tok’Ra. Perhaps that they have
not perished from our universe, and that you have found proof of their
existence.”
“I sensed something in you when the
last of the Tok’Ra attempted to escape, you know. You were desolate when Teal’c told you that
all of them had been killed. But then
something made you doubt it, and now, you have found out something more. I do not believe your original reason for
being captured, and that becoming a member of Apophis’s household had anything
to do with the Tok’Ra, but I believe that they became involved with your
mission. Yes. That is the word. Your mission.”
“Yes.”
The agreement was spoken quietly and the two women fell silent as they
each contemplated their own thoughts.
Suddenly, Nal’ka seemed to realize that
she was sitting on the floor next to a sarcophagus. “Ria’ta, why are you sitting in this room
next to that thing? Why have you not
gone back to reassure Teal’c that you are all right and that nothing has
happened to you? What exactly is occurring
here? Do you know what is happening and
who these intruders are? Did you know
before we arrived that they would be here?”
“I believe that I can answer those
questions for you, Nal’ka, starting with the last one first. Ria’ta had no foreknowledge of our presence,
and she did not know that we had survived, until she came upon us in one of the
ante-chambers.”
“As for why she is still sitting in
this chamber, I believe that she is awaiting our arrival, and the rising, if I
am not mistaken, of our mate from the sarcophagus,” Lantash said softly, as he
stepped silently into the room, zat gun held at the ready, but not in an
aggressive position. Nal’ka gasped, and
leaped swiftly to her feet, whirling to face him. She recognized him at once, and she stumbled
backward into Ria’ta.
“Lantash. Martouf.
So, you did not die after all.”
Looking beyond him to Jacob, Selmak, Devlin, and Malek, she noticeably
paled. “But, Teal’c said that he saw you
both disintegrated. He saw it with his
own eyes, and he would not lie about something like that to us. He would not have lied to Apophis about that,
if it were not true.” She was visibly
shaking, and Ria’ta quickly put her arm around her, reassuring her with her
touch.
Her voice low and soothing, she said
softly, “These men are not from our reality, Nal’ka. Only Martouf and Lantash survived from our
reality. I do not know how he survived,
but I have always sensed that Teal’c was not sure if he actually died or
not. He would never admit as much, but I
have always known that he was not telling me the truth about that day when it
came to Martouf’s death, regardless what he told Apophis.”
“And, as you can see, he did not, in
fact, die. Devlin, Malek, Selmak, and
Jacob, however, did die, and they will tell you themselves that they do not
belong here; that they have come only to retrieve something, before returning
to their own time and space.”
“She is speaking the truth, Nal’ka,”
Selmak assured her firmly. “We are not
of this universe in this reality, but from one in a reality that is parallel to
yours. We are not here to stay, or to interfere
with your lives. We came only to
retrieve something of the Tok’Ra’s, since you no longer have need of it in your
reality. In our reality, we do need it,
desperately. When Lantash arrived in our
time and space, and he realized that he could not viably return here, we
decided to come and retrieve it, if at all possible. All we wish, now that we have found it, is to
take it and return to our own reality.
We will not be returning, I give you my word.”
“Ria’ta said that you would help
Teal’c. I am not sure what she meant by
that, or why she believes that Teal’c needs your help, but are you saying that
you will leave him, if he needs you and your help, even though you would be
able to leave without hindrance, if you gave it?
“Like you, I am not sure how we could
help him, or why he would ask our help.
From what I understand, they were not exactly on friendly terms the last
time any Tok’Ra were alive here in your reality. If you mean as a bargaining chip for an
uncomplicated and unencumbered return to our own universe and reality? Then, certainly, we would not be adverse
to…discussing it.”
“There are things that you do not yet
know, Selmak. Lantash does not know,
either, but this is not the time to go into long discussions. I am sure that Egeria will explain when she
awakens.” Ria’ta wished that she could
share Egeria’s ancient secrets with them, but knew that it was not her place to
tell them. Egeria would explain what she
left behind in her old reality when she felt that the time was right to do so,
and not before.
“I perhaps misspoke to Nal’ka. The help that you give to Teal’c will benefit
both sides. And, the truth is that much
of how the remainder of this plays out will, perhaps, remain between Teal’c and
myself.”
“Samantha will explain it to you once
you are back in your own reality, unless, that is, we are unlucky enough to
have the
Teal’c sighed to himself as he made his
way quickly down the hallways and through the rooms, a few
He stopped dead in his tracks, and the
He knew that her family had been burned
out. Their farm was destroyed in a
Goa’uld attack many years ago, and they were no longer living on the world
where she was born. She never mentioned
where they lived now, though, which seemed odd, as he thought about it. She had a brother in service in one of Lord
Yu’s households and a cousin in Bastet’s.
She had been desperate to get work in
Apophis’s household. Evidently, wherever
her family was, they could not help her, and her alternative to Apophis’s household
would have been prostitution on a mining world. Mining planets were not good
places to go into that line of “work.” She had preferred being, hopefully, one rich
man’s whore over being one whore to many poor men. An obviously sensible choice, in his
opinion. Managing to be “captured” was the only way that she had
to bring herself to Apophis’s attention.
With her looks, it had worked.
He knew her age, her eye color, and
that she was a natural blonde. She loved
children and animals. She took in
strays, fed them, cared for them, and she sang when she worked. Her eyes sparkled when she laughed and her
smile would light the room. Her body was
luscious and could drive a man wild with desire.
And, soon, she would become Apophis’s
Queen. No matter what he did not know
about her, he must retrieve her for that reason, if for no other. But the knowledge that she was not what she
appeared to be, that there were hidden depths and buried secrets that he did not
know, made him uneasy.
He frowned more fiercely than
before. He had always suspected that she
had helped the Tok’Ra escape, had suspected that at the very least, she was a
Tok’Ra sympathizer, but now he was beginning to wonder if she had become Apophis’s
lover for a more sinister reason.
Why was she really in his bed and with
him day and night? What was she
learning, and was she reporting it to anyone?
Could she be part of a resistance group?
He groaned to himself. She would
never allow herself to become Apophis’s Queen, if that were so, for she could
not allow the Goa’uld to have access to her memories, her knowledge.
Furthermore, where did these people,
these imposters, who were so obviously unafraid of being caught here, fit into
all of his speculations? Had she known
that they would be here? Perhaps even
made arrangements to meet them here? No,
that made no sense. If she had made
arrangements to meet someone, it would not be done in such an obvious way. He would not believe that she knew of these
people before her arrival here, though he could believe that she might have
recognized them, just as he thought that he had recognized them.
But, that, too, he refused to delve too
deeply into, for the people that he thought he had seen running through the
demi-hall were both dead. He sighed
again. They were supposed to be dead,
but he had seen neither of their bodies with his own eyes and had only rumor
about the woman’s death. The other, he
had thought he saw after he was blown to pieces, and so, he could not be
sure.
He mentally shrugged his
shoulders. He must find Ria’ta and this
woman. He would get his answers, and
then he would know what he should do. He
let his mind wander to the past, even though it was pointless to wonder about
might-have-beens.
It seemed that since meeting and coming
to love Ria’ta, he had been dwelling more and more on the past. What might have transpired, if the Tok’Ra had
not been defeated? What if he had found
the courage to defy convention and gone against Apophis? Many opportunities had come his way, and he
had thrown them all away. What if he had
at last said yes and taken a chance?
Would Apophis have become the Supreme System Lord, or would he have
fallen instead? Would the Tau’ri have
failed, if he had been there to steer them through some of the mistakes that
they made? Why had he never found the
courage to free himself from Lord Apophis?
He sighed yet again. It did not matter now. The past was just that, the past, and he had
work to do for his Lord. He had already made
his decisions, and it was too late to change them now. Therefore, he would do whatever he had to do
to protect those that he had sworn to protect.
And these imposters, whoever they were, and whatever they wanted, could
very well pose a threat to all of them as well as to Apophis. They must be found, questioned, and then
eliminated.
After that, he might pursue these
questions that plagued him. And
Ria’ta. He would definitely speak
seriously to Ria’ta, for if she was not what she said she was, then she must
get as far away from Apophis as possible.
And helping her to escape, well, that was something that could cost him
his life and he was not really prepared to do that, was he? There was little point in thinking of those
things. Until he talked to Ria’ta, his
thoughts were nothing but speculation and any planning he did could very well
be for naught.
Stopping again, he turned to the
“What of Ria’ta, Teal’c? Do you wish us to bring her to you along with
the woman she took?”
“I believe that the woman is dead and
that Ria’ta is probably very much shaken.
She may even be hiding behind something, or in a small
ante-chamber. If you find her, then see
to it that she is taken to Nal’ka and that I am apprised at once. If the woman is still with her and is alive,
see to it that she is given medical care at once. I wish her alive for questioning, if at all
possible.”
Bowing their heads in understanding,
the
Now that he’d had time to think, he was
almost sure he would find her there, and he did not wish the other
If the woman was Samantha Carter of the Tau’ri come back to life, well, then,
his life had suddenly become, not only more complicated, but very much more
confusing. That meant that he had
probably also seen Martouf and Lantash of the Tok’Ra. He hoped that he found the sarcophagus room
before very much more time elapsed. He
must find them before the imposters managed to find them. He needed answers; he needed answers, soon,
before his thoughts and questions drove him insane.
The five people in the room continued
to stand and watch one another for a short time. The Tok’Ra patiently, and Ria’ta warmly,
while Nal’ka’s gaze was guarded and suspicious, yet hopeful.
As they became more comfortable with
one another the three men shifted their attention to the sarcophagus. “How badly was she injured, Ria’ta?” Lantash murmured evenly, his voice low and
smooth, no hint of his anxiety being allowed to show through either his
demeanor or his tone. He could have been
asking about the weather, or so one would have thought, unless you listened
closely and heard the minutest tremor and the merest waver hovering there.
Ria’ta paused, holding her breath for a
moment before saying, quietly, “She did not survive, Lantash. I am sorry.
I tried to get her to the sarcophagus as quickly as I could, but she was
very badly injured. She passed just as I
was ready to lift her inside. I believe
that is why it is taking so long.”
He nodded abruptly, before managing to
say, “Yes, of course, that would be the reason.
It will take some time for her to both revive and heal.” He again paused to gather himself, before
asking, “How many injuries did she have?”
“As far as I could tell, only one that
was serious, but it was quite severe.
The others were all minor, but there were many of them. There was quite a bit of blood loss,” she
stopped to wave her hand toward the floor and the streaks of blood that she had
not yet wiped up, “as you can see. I did
try to make sure that we left no trail in the hallways and rooms, but I did not
bother in here. By the time someone
traces us here, it no longer matters if they are attempting to follow a
trail.”
Lantash smiled slightly, “That is very
true, Ria’ta. You have done more than we
could have asked or expected of you.
Once again you have earned our thanks and gratitude. We will be forever in your debt, and I only
wish we were in a position to repay you.”
Ria’ta shook her head, then smiled
impishly, first, at him, and then, at Selmak and Malek. “You have no way of knowing, at the moment,
what you have given me, but I assure you that you have given me a gift of
greater value than any other you could give.
You have given me hope for our future, for all of our world’s futures. You owe me nothing. You will understand when you return to your
own time and space, I promise you.”
Lantash nodded. “I have no choice, nor wish, but to believe
you. I will take your word as truth, and
say no more about it.”
“Thank you, Lantash, it truly is
unnecessary.” She turned back to gaze at
the sarcophagus, and then walked toward it.
Nal’ka followed her, puzzled by the sad, almost longing look in her
friend’s eyes. The three men took up
positions across from them on the other side of the device and the room settled
into a hushed, waiting silence.
Soon the Tok’Ra found that they had
melded back into the shadows of the walls and furnishings of the rooms, and the
two women found chairs some distance away, carrying out their vigil in relative
comfort. They sat, unspeaking, lost in
their own thoughts. Time passed slowly
and tension seemed to be re-entering the room.
Surely, the sarcophagus would open soon, now.
Instead, the door on the opposite side
of the room opened and Teal’c gazed into the room. His eyes went immediately to Ria’ta sitting
calmly upon a chair between him and the sarcophagus. She showed no alarm or excitement, no dread
or fear. The eyes she turned to him were
clear and trusting. He hesitated upon
the threshold for a moment before stepping farther into the room, followed by
two of his
He stopped as he reached the women and
placed his hand on Ria’ta’s shoulder, looking up, as a shadow moved and stepped
forward to greet him. Both of the Jaffa
brought their staff weapons to bear on the man standing there, though Teal’c
raised his hand to stay them, noting that Lantash was making no threatening
gestures.
“So, you did survive. I have often wondered if what I thought I saw
that day was real, or my imagination.
Why have you come here, Lantash?
Do you not realize that your life will be forfeit?”
Lantash shrugged. “I do not think that my death is in your best
interests, or even something that you are particularly interested in, since
Apophis is not here at the moment. As
for why I have come, that is simple enough to answer. I came to complete the mission that was
interrupted a little over a week ago. I
have now done so, and as soon as possible, I will depart, taking what I sought
with me, not only away from this Palace, but away from your universe. I am no longer of your reality, Teal’c, and
as such, after this day, we will never cross paths again.”
Teal’c frowned. “I do not know why you think that I would
believe such a story. Nor do I
care. You will be a great prize to take
to my lord, and I will enjoy turning you over to him. My rewards will be great.”
“I am afraid that I cannot allow you to
do that, Teal’c. I had hoped that we
could come to some kind of sensible and bloodless agreement such that neither
your people, nor mine, would have to die.
I still hope that something can be worked out. But if it cannot, I must tell you that I will
be leaving here, and I will be taking my mate with me. If your people, and you, must die for me to
be able to do so, then so be it.”
Teal’c laughed as he faced
Lantash. “I am not sure how you believe
that you can stop us from taking you with us, but, by all means, you are
welcome to try. I believe that my
“Yes, of course they could, but then,
you see, my friends would probably shoot them first, and a ribbon device is
quite quick.” Lantash raised his hand
and threw both
Teal’c shook his head, as he
frowned. Turning slightly toward his
Without conscious thought, Teal’c moved
toward his
Suddenly Teal’c’s head swung back to
the three men across from him and he stated bluntly, “You are dead. I saw you die and then be disintegrated. I saw it happen. I was there, close enough to know that it was
done. The only one that I could not be
absolutely sure was dead, was Martouf and Lantash.”
“I did not die, Teal’c, but Jacob and
Selmak and Devlin and Malek did. These
are not the same people that you saw die that day. I have already told you that I am no longer a
part of this reality, and I am telling you the truth. That day, the day we escaped, you saw what
happened to them. You also know that I
went through the Chaappa’ai. I entered a
very large building and ran into a storage room. I had been injured several times. I refused to be returned to Apophis, so I set
my zat to overload, but I dropped it. I
picked up a control to a mirror that was actually a doorway, a portal, to
parallel universes, instead of my zat’ni’ktel.
Somehow, I turned it on, and then fell into it. What you saw that day was me in an alternate
reality. One where Jacob and Selmak,
Devlin and Malek, and many other Tok’Ra are still very much alive and doing
well in their battle against the Goa’uld.
It is now my home reality because in that reality, I was no longer
living. My mate was alive there as well,
so I decided to stay. There is much for
me there, Teal’c.”
Lantash smiled wryly before continuing,
“For one thing, you are my friend in my new reality. You are a member of a Tau’ri SG-1 team. You have started a freedom movement of the
Jaffa and between the Tok’Ra, the Tau’ri, and the Free Jaffa, the Goa’uld have
had a few major setbacks and are not doing nearly as well there as they are
doing here. That is why I came
back. I left something here that is
desperately needed there. I now have it,
and I am taking it back with me. I meant
what I said, Teal’c. I will return to my
new life, to my mate, to everything that my new reality has to offer. No matter what. Nothing, not even you and Apophis, will stand
in my way. I do not wish to kill you, or
your people, but if I must, I will.”
Teal’c stood in shock as he heard
another voice added to Lantash’s, “Neither will I allow you to stop him,
Teal’c. As much as I love you, I love my
freedom more. I hope that you will
listen to what he has told you, and think about what he has said, for it is
very important. If you love me, you will
do this.” Ria’ta’s voice was soft, but
firm.
“It matters not how I feel, Ria’ta, for
when Apophis arrives, you will be implanted with his Queen and as his Queen,
anything we had together will be gone.
She will allow nothing of what we have felt for each other to survive.”
Ria’ta shook her head in wonder and
sorrow. “You will truly allow this to
happen? You will betray not only me,
whom you profess to love, but your own deepest beliefs? Your deepest
desires? You will stand by and assist as
everything that I am is subjugated to a Goa’uld?”
Teal’c stood silent, the muscle in his
jaw jerking wildly, his emotions obviously erratic.
“I will take my own life first,
Teal’c. Never will I submit myself to
that kind of torture.”
“That will not be necessary,
Ria’ta. We will take you with us and
find you a safe place to…,” a deep, dusky, and obviously aristocratic voice
sounded from behind them, cutting off Lantash’s words. Caught up in the emotions of the moment, no
one had noticed the sarcophagus opening.
Egeria, truly a Queen, stood regally behind them. She had found the secret panel worked into
the sarcophagus and taken out the ribbon device.
Her eyes glowed and her voice
reverberated as she stepped out and swung her hand toward Teal’c, smiling
evilly. “Kneel before your Queen,
TBC
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