[my name is]: a torn soul known to the humans as nate collier
[sex]: fallen angel
[bday]: 4/20
[sign]: the devil
[siblings]: one brother
[hair color]: black. jet black
[eye color]: depressing blue
[height]: 5'9"
[love is]: a terrible, terrible fate, that has torn me from my body.

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: sweatshirts of emo bands
[what makes you smile]: nothing.
[what gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: fizuckin'

-W H O-
[is easiest to talk to]: these lost memories

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: my emo friend, you are not cool enough to know him
[you instant messaged]: death.
[you laughed with]: i can't remember the last time i even smiled.
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [could you live without the computer?]: am i even living?
[what's your favorite food?]: music. specifically emo
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: you are a fruit.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional, i have known no other.
[trust others way too easily?]: i trust nobody, not even myself. and especially not god

-N U M B E R- [of hearts i have broken?]: only my own
[of tight friends?]: 0
[of cd's that i own?]: i own thousands, but my favorite is "emo hits 4000 BC to 2004 AD"
[of scars on my body?]: too many, will they ever heal?
[of things in my past that i regret?]: i will never recover from them.

-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: only this pain
[i want]: to just have one good day
[i have]: cuts on my wrists
[i wish]: i could start over
[i hate]: preps
[i miss]: love
[i fear]: senses fail dying
[i hear]: dashboard confessional. alex and i <3 them
[i love]: taking back sunday, bright eyes, and other emo
[i care]: not about this world, take me from it
[i always]: cry
[i cry]: always

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
[where is your favorite place to shop]: hot topic
[any tattoos or piercings]: yes, i have given myself 47 extra holes
[what kind of shampoo do you use?]: johnson's no more tears...i wish it worked
[Where do you want to get married?]: if i survive long enough...
[how many buddies are online right now?]: i have no buddies

f a v o r i t e s
[color]: black and red
[boys names]: nate
[girls names]: nate
[subjects in school]: lunch
[animals]: monkeys
[sports]:surfing snowboarding sk8ing

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
[given anyone a bath?]: no, that is not emo
[bungee jumped?]: no, that is not emo
[made yourself throw up?]: i don't need to.
[skinny dipped?]: yes, that is emo
[ever been in love?]: always
[made yourself cry to get out of trouble?]: i don't have to make myself cry
[pictured your crush naked?]: yes
[actually seen your crush naked?]: no, that is not the luck of emo
[cried when someone died?]: yes, and i cried when they lived
[lied]: my life is a lie
[been rejected?]: yes, and i cried
[rejected someone]: yes, and i cried
[done something you regret?]: too often.

c u r r e n t
[clothes]: skateboard, taking back sunday hoodie, emo pants
[music]: senses fail
[make-up]: make-up is for preps
[annoyance]: you
[smell]: emo?
[favorite artist]: kurt cobain
[favorite group]: taking back sunday
[desktop picture]: kurt cobain
[cd in player]: new senses fail cd
[color of toenails]: i chewed them off, the entire thing

l a s t | p e r s o n
[you touched]: the cold spirit of death
[hugged]: nobody
[you imed]: nobody
[you yelled at]: nobody
[you kissed]: nobody, i am all alone

a r e | y o u
[understanding]: yes, unlike the rest of the world
[open-minded]: yes
[arrogant]: for what?
[insecure]: my insecurity is like president bush without the secret service
[interesting]: yes, but youll never know
[random]: random is FUN
[smart]: i am brilliant
[moody]: one mood, sad
[organized]: no.
[working]: no. just emo
[healthy]: not in the least
[shy]: yes
[Difficult]: yes
[attractive]: not at all
[bored easily]: sure
[messy]: yep
[responsible]:very
[obsessed]: yes, emo
[angry]: always
[sad]: the world will never know the depths of my torn heart
[happy]: never.

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
[coke or pepsi]: neither
[flowers or candy]: neither
[tall or short]: neither

d o | y o u | e v e r
[sit on the internet]: yup
[someone special to im you?]: no
[save conversations?]: no. what is worth it?
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex?]: i wish i wasnt me
[wish you were younger]: older, damn government
[cried because someone said something to you?]: i am always crying

F i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
[do you like filling these out?]: i fucking hate it
[gold or silver]: neither
[what was the last film you saw at the movies?]: i dunno. it was emo
[favorite cartoon/anime]: anime sucks
[what did you have for breakfast this morning]: umm nothing
[who would you love being locked in a room with]: the one who can answer my questions
[how many people are on your buddy list]: 0
[like watching sunrises or sunsets]: sunsets, just as my life sets.