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| Love Sickness by Night by © chibilunacat Silent glances in the heart Pervade the silence in the dark Shadows springing in my mind A melon peeled from core to rind Help me angel See my wish Heart has ached Into bliss Hold me now About my scene What of love It's never been I love you I can not see Hold me please I beg of thee Drunken rebels What of smoke Silence answers From what love spoke I have answered I'm not heard Beer and music A cold dog turd I'm alone With only you A world of silence Seems undue Hold me please I pray at night Closet phobia Begged my plight I'm in love But with who I've never met I have no clue What comes out At dark of night Answer darkness Home of flight Salute me captain I haven't learned The death of mortals What's discerned Evil laughs, Evil life Cut with razors, Cut with knife Answers silence Darkness heard Love of angels Love my curd Bless me sadness Bless me curse Bless my silence Bless the nurse Help me speak Read my mind I'm not sure What's behind What is spoken What I hear Insanity, blessing What's come near Photograph impertenance Hold on to what? Am I a demon angel A worthless slut Flirt with the dead And sicken my heart Pervade my evil A helpful start I'm not through, misery I need you still To cuddle me always To my mind fill I'm still full Of fantasy galore I still write of love Mystery, and gore I need your love To strenghten my words I need your pen, you mind To fill my flight, birds Help me insanity Help me let go Of what is unspoken Of what I don't know Who exactly's writting I assure you it's me I have a death wish For freedoms plea I love me I love you Hurt me, please don't Or do I can't consider What we have as dream I can't comprehend My sewing seam What is a world Of spirits and ghosts Holding on tightly To human hosts Nuclear war Nuclear friends Help me to find A means to my ends Writting and asking For love beckon nigh Release any sadness With what is a sigh Shoot with bullets Cut with sword Hold me silence I have implored Writting for answers What does this mean I've asked and asked Can this I deam? Questions always questions Answers are rare To find actual acceptance With what is there I love you, you love me Hate is the same I know what I mean Which lions to tame Insanity's whispered Upon my, your breath Both of s knowing Where we have slept Hold me I need you Silence forgot I do Care for you, me Love you, me I need you, me Me, do you? me De you understand Do I you ask Have you ppondered Who wants this task Learn to adore Learn to believe I beg and you answer With ever love plead What is it you seek My child, my love Answer in verse From one up above Tear ever pages Write ever more Spell and observe Mispellings galore I have answered I have asked I have wondered I have racked My brain has pondered Silence undeserved Wondered for always What was heard Question, question Where are you I am hear To listen too Please my sweet love Answer you shall Answer shall I I haven't run out Please, please I need you for now I need you forever My love avowed Close, close Hold me there I need my silence To answer with care My love of eternity Your love of Death Don't wish an end With every breath Loneliness always To pervade a thought I wonder what money Has ever dared bought Spirits, ghosts, you Are you sure Listen to me love, This I emplore Silence has spoken With whiskey and whine To leave ever only fancy And lonely behind Horror and drama It laughs and it screams Water illustrious Break insanitys seams Broken mirror Broken glass Always always Laugh, laugh, laugh I love you oh silence I need you abyss I need you my angel Of pleasure and bliss I want to know Unperceptive mind Have you closed always To leave behind Want me, want you? Distracts amiss I will hold you I will kiss Help me to love you By loving me Need you to need me And soon you'll see From me to you You to me Our hearts hold together Eternally Spaces and lines Pen and Ink Paper and blankness Hearts to sink You are mine Do not let go I love you More than you know What of words What of me Silence that beckons Beckons to thee Help me my child Of moon and great fright To answer only and always Your great plight Churning and churning The page has ripped From bloods glass Our mouths have sipped Heartless eternal It cannot be For as long as there's love You always have me Look and you answer I want it for now I love you, me? My pretty new pal? I love you You love me Look and answer Mesmerize me Drunk it may be Hopeful of love I will shine always From your star up above And love me my angel Trust me I will And sleep with me at night My silence of still Have you answered My, your quest What, I don't get it Am I, you're my, guest I am pervading You are embracing me Holding, I love you How can this be I've tried, and I've listened Humor my laugh And as I write you, Me write, you, half Loving, needing, wanting I am yours You are mine Boat sailing shores Me, me, let me precede You love and need Believe, believe Believe Sickness, de ja vous What I don't need Is to watch your misery Your skind bleed Write write I won't ever stop here Because now I need you Please be a dear Love love love, Silence, don't guess I NEED you It's BEEN put to test Proverbs and Psalms What man has writ Should you believe A well practiced script Silence and longing Overwhelms you and me While we both relish Your drunken revelry Love me my silence I love you my death For angels have curtailed My last human breath Kiss kiss Hug hug My little Heart thug Throb and ache A tooth, a heart, what? Both make sense here Pinch on a butt Don't ask for silence, I'll ask not for death Just embrace what we have My supreme human breath Hold me I need you I must draw an end Forever lover always And a dear indeed friend. Till we meet Till we send I'll see my love always Loves not a trend I don't get answers you don't get sight Because our dear love Is a complete plight Silence has answered A sickened "oh please" And death has invited On both bended knees Glad that I love you? I'm glad that I see Eye level to level Now we can be End End End With these damn letters I LOVE YOU My fine, flying, feathers. Terra Mae 12/31/2001-1/01/2002 |