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Snowball
by
© chibilunacat


I stand facing one direction
I can not move
Some one approaches from behind
I hear their heavy breathing
The swish of their arms
As their thick coat brushes
Against its smooth self,
I hear the crunch of snow
Mushing between their feet
I can not turn to see
I am frozen in place
But not because its cold.
I watch the dying sun
Reflects in the ice crystals
Frozen drops upon the trees,
I watch the snow build up
Upon the rooftops and hoods
Of abandoned, rusty cars
A mechanics graveyard.
I can not run away,
The snow clings to my eyelashes
And melts upon my palm
What weapon is awaiting me
What sufferings does it bring?
I shiver with the combination
Of chilly frost and fear
Crunch, crunch, crunch
The fine loose powder,
Of crystaline beauty
Molds its self as footprints
Tracking up behind me,
I can not turn away
The dull grey sky is shadowing
Where the sun was once a god
Not a twinkle of a bright blue star
Not a twinkle or shimmer of hope
I stare upon the face of evil,
It laughs into my face.
My legs are numb, but not from cold
But totally out of use
To turn my head and break the spell
Is asking way to much,
My heart has stopped
Inside my chest
The pulsing dies in my ears,
The breath that formed mist before me
Withdraws to a safer cave
My mind has traveled many a place
My eyes have seen too much
But have I ever seen again
A common winter night?
I hear the sound of carolers
Singing christmas tunes
The notes they form into mist
Carries to my ears.
If I could but cry for help
Would they ever hear?
Now I feel them directly behind me
Their shadow falls in front,
the snow disappears
Through the darkness
Of their own patch in the snow
My own gloved hands have worked themselves
Around a lump of snow
A ball is there, and very hard
Indented with crevices of my fingers
Along its imperfect edge
I feel the blow
Strike my back
And now I break my spell
I turn around and face them
The one who froze me still,
I hurl the ball right in their mouth
And laugh as they try to complain,
The snow slides down their chin
And slides down the back of my jacket
As well
I laugh a cloud of snow penetrated mist
And begin my taunting laugh
"You fell for it, you fell for it"
And easy target I am not
My once numb feet carry me away
I run across the snow
My shadow runs ahead of me
Crunch, crunch, crunch
Molding my own trail of snow.
And now I'm back inside the house,
And melt and thaw before the fire.
And drip of dying snow.

Terra Mae
9/22/2001

Wouldn't it be nice if everything you were afraid of
turned out to be a snowball?