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| against the current by © kanee_ok exhausted from swimming against the current cant keep my head above the water constantly taking two steps forward and ten steps back trying to remember why it was i ever thought i wanted to write or why i thought it was ok to love or think that my life-saving prayers and comforting hugs would ever be ungrudgingly returned to me what made me think i had a right to fly when all i was ever supposed to do was cry what made me think that to be more of me would be a good thing too tired to fight the current at least downstream is familiar have already seen the scenery know what to expect and what not to hope for and hopefully i can just tread water until my feet touch the ground again |