All In The Band

by Kurara

***

Part 10

Kyo walked out of the elevator in his apartment building, trailing
slowly to his apatto. When he reached the door, he saw on the floor
a set of familiar feet. Trailing his vision up, he came to notice it
was Kaoru. "What are you doing here?" Kyo asked, hoping that Kaoru
was going to pay attention to him.

Kaoru shrugged. "To visit?"

Inwardly, Kyo's heart lept for joy. //Maybe he said no cuz he wanted
to come over here and do something... maybe he wanted to know......
no.... can't be anything good.... never is anything good....// He
nodded and fished in his pockets for keys before putting them in and
opening the door. "Come in..."

***

//Why can't you just feel the same way? I can't explain anything to
you without getting hurt... you'll reject me... you'll laugh at
me...// Shinya hugged his knees and looked out the window. //You'll
think I'm stupid and you won't care... you can hurt me so badly
without meaning to...//

***

Kyo sat next to Kaoru as they watched TV, which provided the only
sound other than the breathing of the two men. Kyo subtly inched
closer to Kaoru until he was resting his head on the other's
shoulder, at which point Kaoru moved off the couch and began to pace
the room.

***

After driving around for some time, Die looked out his window and
noticed he was at Shinya's apartment building. "Shinya..." he sighed
and almost at their own will his hands turned the wheel to enter the
parking lot near the building.

He sat in the car with his forehead to the steering wheel for a
couple songs before suddenly getting out of the car and walking as
quickly as he could to the building and into an elevator. The ride
up was longer than Die had ever remembered and after he got off, the
hallways never seemed so far.

Finally, he reached Shinya's apartment and knocked on the door.
After a few seconds, Shinya opened, taking in a sharp breath at the
sight of the red head. "D...Die-kun? What are you doing here?"

"Eh..." Die reached up and scratched the back of his neck
nervously. "We need to talk..."

***

Kyo stood up swiftly and pushed Kaoru against the wall, pressing his
smaller body against the guitarist's. "Kaoru, STOP PACING! What the
heck is up with you?"

Kaoru tried pushing Kyo off, but found that the little man was strong
for his size. "What are you talking about?"

"You avoiding me. Keeping me away, but staying here. Looking for
Toshiya and blowing me off like I'm nothing!" Kyo turned his head
away. "What is up with that, Kaoru? Huh?" He said softer.

The taller man sighed. "Kyo... you act as though I'm required to."

Kyo's eyes widened a bit. "Kaoru?" Barely above a whisper the name
was uttered. Choking back tears, Kyo grabbed Kaoru's hair as close
to the roots as he could and pressed his lips against the older
man's, provoking a powerful kiss before being thrown down onto the
couch by Kaoru.

***

Shinya sat on a chair next to the couch Die sat in and tried to be
calm. "Okay, Die... what do we need to talk about?"

Die sighed and stared at the floor. "Shinya, I need to know."

"Huh?"

"Why not me?"

The statement bore into Shinya and he buried his face in his
hands. "I.... I can't say...."

"No Shinya. There HAS to be a reason! Why everyone else and why not
me? You said you don't hate me, but I can't think of any other
reason! Just... just tell me! I can change...."

"It's not that simple Die, I---" Shinya gasped as suddenly Die was
bending over him, pinning his wrists to the arm rests of the chair
and pushing his body against the chair. "Die?" He whimpered.

"Shinya, just TELL me. I need to know! It's... it's killing me..."

"Die... please... I-I can't say..."

"Why not!" Die's voice was getting louder and Shinya cringed
slightly.

"Die I... I'm sorry I just can't!"

"TELL ME!"

Shinya frowned and felt a resentment boiling up in him. "How dare
you talk as though you have power over me Ando Daisuke! I don't have
to answer you if I don't want to or if I feel I can't! Now let me
go!"

"Shinya..."

"LET ME----" Shinya's eyes went wide as Die's lips pressed against
his harshly, making the drummer whimper again as their tongues met
and the scent of Die filled his nostrils. He moaned slightly as his
throat tightened and he gathered enough strength to push Die away and
run to the other room, locking himself in his room and curling up
into a ball on the floor.

Die quickly followed and yelled through the door. "Shinya! Shinya,
come out!"

"Go away!" Shinya yelled, trying to keep the tears streaming down
his face from affecting his voice.

"Shinya, I--"

"Just GO!"

Die stopped making noise and just stood there, his heart clenching as
after a bit he heard a sob and Shinya begin to cry on the other side
of the door. //Shinya....//

***

Kyo watched in shock as Kaoru stripped him of his pants and threw
them to the side before taking off his own and stradling his
waist. "Kaoru?" Kyo breathed.

Kaoru's eyebrows narrowed and he grabbed Kyo's wrist, bringing the
vocalist's hand to his length, which Kyo held instinctively. Kaoru
moved Kyo's hand along himself, making him harder as he pulled back
on Kyo's hair with his other hand, making Kyo whimper more. "Is this
what you want? You wanna touch me? You want sex?"

Kyo squeezed his eyes shut at the tone of Kaoru's voice, afraid of
the malice laced words. He didn't respond and soon Kaoru was pretty
hard and his hand was taken away. "You want your freaking sex, I'll
give you your freaking sex!" And Kaoru readjusted himself, spreading
Kyo's legs wide and going in without so much as any preparation. Kyo
screamed loudly, tears forming in his eyes from the pain.

Kaoru yelled at him more as he thrust in and out, Kyo feeling tears
stream down his face until finally Kaoru climaxed within him and
pulled out not too much longer after that. Kyo was still hard, but
he didn't care as he curled up into a ball, hugging his knees and
crying as Kaoru put back on his pants and walked to the door. "If
Toshiya comes home, tell him to call me." And Kyo heard the click of
the door shutting.

***

;_; Poooooooooooor Kyo!!! ;_;
I'm tired..........
Oyasumi! ^^;;
(though you'll see me online after I post this @_@ )
~Kurara

back to fics page