All In The Band

by Kurara

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Part 26

Kyo threw off the covers and sat on the side of his bed, running a 
hand
through his hair in frustration. //Kaoru doesn't deserve this...
tommorow... tommorow I'll tell him...// He looked to the side, almost
seeing through the wall to Toshiya. //I can't just leave him in 
there...
He won't let me sleep...//

Kyo groaned and got up, stretching and walking out his door into the
empty main room. Quietly, he opened up Toshiya's door and walked in,
crawling onto the bed with the bassist. The moonlight reflected from 
the
window onto the mirror at an angle that allowed Kyo to see the 
glistening
of tears. Kyo lightly brushed his fingertip on one, sighing. //He
must've cried himself to sleep...// Unconciously, Kyo's lips fell 
onto
one of the tears and he kissed it away, combing his fingers through
Toshiya's hair.

//We're all hurting, Toshiya... even Kaoru will have to hurt 
tommorow...
gods... Die and Shinya are so lucky...//

***

Toshiya snuggled into the blankets more, moaning in that space between
unconcious and concious. His face felt a prikley (How do you spell
that?) substance brush against it and he scrunched up his face, only 
to
have it rub against him again. As he became more concious, he pulled
away a bit, only to be restrained my arms around him.

Toshiya blinked his eyes open, gazing at Kyo's mass of hair and 
realizing
the arms were Kyo's, latched around his waist. Toshiya took in a 
sharp
breath. //I went to sleep alone...// He ran a hand down Kyo's face. 
//He's here... when did he come in?//

Kyo stirred slowly and woke up, eyes blurrily finding Toshiya's and
focusing on them. Without movement, Kyo laid there, feeling Toshiya 
comb
his hair and tuck it behind his ear. Kyo's heart was quick and felt 
like
it was squeezing through his ribs, causing his breathing to come hard 
and
almost forced.

With a need to release the pressure building up inside of his body, 
Kyo
brought a hand up to Toshiya's cheek, slowly closing his eyes as he
leaned forward, kissing Toshiya softly at first, but then hard and
sloppy.

Toshiya moaned, rolling onto his back and bringing Kyo on top of him,
pressing the vocalist closer to his body. Kyo pulled back a bit,
panting. "Toshiya.. I... I can't... Kao--"

Toshiya pressed Kyo's head down, taking the vocalist's mouth again. 
Toshiya kissed with full need, running his hand down Kyo's bare back
(since he only wears boxers to sleep ::nodnod:: ). He moaned happily 
as
Kyo's lips went form his lips to his neck, kissing small kisses on the
skin. "Kyo..." Toshiya sighed.

//I want this... his body is so warm... I'm sorry, Kaoru...// Kyo bit
down on Toshiya's neck , hearing the bassist gasp and hiss. He 
tugged on
the flesh between his teeth while bringing a hand to Toshiya's nipple,
pinching and teasing it. Toshiya whimpered and arched up, gripping at
Kyo's hair. Kyo let go of Toshiya's neck and lapped at the swollen 
skin
before reaching down and slipping his hand under Toshiya's boxers. He
reached down and teased, brushing his fingers at the junction of the
pelvis and the inside of the leg.

Toshiya whimpered and squirmed. "Kyo..." he moaned. 
"Motto..."

Quickly, Kyo got both of their clothes off, feeling need consuming 
him. 
Toshiya grabbed Kyo by the shoulders, flipping their posistion so that
he'd be on top, smashing their lips together while rubbing his hips
firmly against Kyo's. Kyo moaned, arching up and holding tightly onto
Toshiya. Toshiya began to suck on Kyo's tongue before wrapping his 
hand
around Kyo's length, massaging it as Kyo instinctively began thrusting
up.

Toshiya came up for air, locking eyes with Kyo's again as they both
panted. Toshiya continued pleasuring Kyo with his hand, rubbing his
thumb over the top while increasing his pressure, giving Kyo a tighter
feel to his thrusts.

Kyo threw his head back and his eyes became lidded as he continued
thrusting, feeling Toshiya's lips descend onto his neck. He dug his
nails into Toshiya's back and moaned, coming quicker than he thought 
he
could.

His thrusts ceased, arching one final time until his release was
complete. As he collapsed on the bed, he panted and dropped his 
hands to
his sides as Toshiya crawled off of him and began to work on himself, 
not
wanting to bother Kyo with his need.

Toshiya turned his back to Kyo, beginning to do the same to his body 
as
he had done to Kyo's. As Kyo regained himself, he heard Toshiya's 
moans
and looked to him, frowning before turning Toshiya onto his back and
forcing his hand away.

Toshiya gazed at the blonde, shivering as Kyo's fingers ran down the
sides of his body before he disappeared between the bassist's legs. 
Toshiya gasped as Kyo's tongue flicked out at his tip. Kyo's tongue
slowly lavished Toshiya's head while his hands massaged his thighs. 
Toshiya whimpered and Kyo began sucking, his lips making slow progress
toward the base.

Toshiya grabbed Kyo with both hands, pushing his head down onto 
himself. 
"Gods! Kyo!" Toshiya screamed, tossing his head side to side.

Kyo scraped his teeth along the shaft, sucking at the precum that 
seeped
out of Toshiya. Toshiya's moans became louder and he arched up, 
reveling
in the moist warmth. Kyo's fingers ran along Toshiya's lips and 
Toshiya
took them into his mouth, lavishing them in saliva before Kyo took 
them
out.

Kyo nudged those fingers at Toshiya's hole, pushing them in as Toshiya
arched up again. Toshiya gasped and Kyo sucked harder while his 
fingers
searched. Suddenly, Toshiya's grip tightened and he jerked up, 
moaning
louldy. "Kyo!" Kyo continued to suck while hitting that spot in
Toshiya, but Toshiya pulled the vocalist's mouth off of himself, 
pulling
Kyo up to kiss him while wrapping a leg around his waist. "Kyo...."

Kyo moaned and slid his fingers out of Toshiya, pinning the man's
shoulders to the bed and posistioning himself. "Totchi..." Kyo
muttered,
kissing Toshiya deeply and pulling back with Toshiya's lip in his 
teeth,
running his tongue along the soft skin before releasing it and slowly
pushing into Toshiya. Toshiya closed his eyes and moaned in pain,
feeling Kyo press down on his shoulders more.

Kyo groaned and thrusted, getting himself buried as deeply as he 
could in
one movement, earning a moan from Toshiya. Toshiya gripped onto the
sheets and arched up, just barely reachind Kyo's chest and biting 
onto a
nipple. Kyo moaned loudly, arching into Toshiya's teeth while 
thrusting
into him. Toshiya gasped and let go of Kyo's nipple, throwing his 
head
back and earning Kyo's kisses on his throat.

Kyo thrusted harder, sucking on Toshiya's neck and trying to get as 
deep
as he could into the bishounen. Toshiya arched up and tossed his head
side to side, gasping and crying out. "Oh gods, Kyo! I'm so fucking
close!"

Kyo moaned, Toshiya's screams arousing him further and he bit Toshiya,
slamming into him again. Toshiya moaned and arched up again, 
screaming
and coming hard. Kyo moaned and bit harder, feeling warmth spread 
over
his stomach as Toshiya tightened around him and shuddered.

Kyo continued thrusting in Toshiya, feeling control slipping further 
as
he went hard and fast, hearing Toshiya's blissful cries resounding in 
his
ears until he too came, gripping onto Toshiya's shoulders and moaning
loudly.

As the last of the spasms hit him, Kyo pulled out and fell next to
Toshiya. "Toshiya..."

"Mmm?" Toshiya curled up against the vocalist.

Kyo sighed. "Nothing, ne..." he began to rake his fingernails in
Toshiya's hair. //I'll just wait...// Toshiya mewed and wrapped his 
arms
around Kyo, nuzzling at his neck before settling and slowly drifting 
off
to sleep. As Toshiya's breathing settled, Kyo slipped out of his arms
and got out of the bed, quietly dressing and fixing his hair. He saw
Toshiay curl up against the warmth where he had been and turned around
guiltily, gazing at the bare body. "Toshiya..." he muttered under his
breath before walking to the bed and pulling the covers over Toshiya,
tucking them around his body and pulling some of the bassist's hair 
away
as he kissed him softly. "Oyasumi..." he whispered.

***

"Kyo?" Kaoru rubbed at his sleepy eyes as he let Kyo into his
apartment.
"What are you doing here?"

Kyo remained silent, standing next to the doorway against a wall. 
Kaoru
shut the door and looked at Kyo, watching the vocalist's eyes focus to
the floor. "We... I have to tell you something."

Kaoru nodded. "Hai." He waited, but Kyo didn't respond. 
"Kyo?"

Kyo took a deep breath, breathing out slowly. "Kaoru... Toshiya....
Toshiya doesn't feel as... as you do."

Kaoru frowned and blinked in confusion. "What?"

Kyo scrunched his face. "Toshiya is... is jsut looking for 
acceptance...
he... he--" Kyo's eyes widened as he felt Kaoru's hand clamp over his
mouth. He whimpered and peered up to Kaoru who seemed to have anger
glazing his eyes.

"I don't know what your problem is, Kyo. Finally, I'm happy and you 
have
to go making up lies? What? Do you feel we ALL need to have pain?! 
You
are such a jealous bastard!" He took his hand off of Kyo's mouth 
which
hung open in shock. "Get out. I dont' want to see you." And he
turned,
walking to his room and slamming his door.

***

Toshiya curled up and shivered, reaching his arm out and searching for
Kyo, only to hit the sheets. He sat up, wondering if Kyo had gone 
back
to his own room. He searched the apartment and found no sign. 
Toshiya's
heart sunk as he felt tears sting his eyes and he unconciously made 
his
way back to Kyo's room, settling on the vocalist's bed and hugging 
one of
the pillows. "Kyo..." he whimpered, trying to get warmth.

***

There, finally another part... 
And, Kris, since I know you read this, I don't know when I can get
online.. I found I have to start paying and I'm trying to get an 
account
set up for the net... I'll get on as soon as I can!
C/C?
~Kurara

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