I Am Not Afraid To Die
by Shay
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Part 2
(waaaaaa don't hurt me ^_^ this is well one of my first fics I have
ever
written. Um um yeah now on to part two)
Kyo sighed softly now tired from all the walking. "Hey Gackt are we
there
yet?" How far had they gone, how long had they walked. Not only that
but now
Gackt seemed to be dragging him along like he was scared of something,
in a
hurry. Gackt stopped and looked at Kyo. "Your tired of walk, I forget
..."
He paused to make something up, short Kyo is shorter that would work.
"You
don't have long legs like I do. Here let me carry you." He moved and
scooped
Kyo up in his arms cradling him. Kyo screamed lightly as he was
suddenly
picked up, yawning he smiled. "Hrm yeah this works." He snuggled to
Gackt
and promptly fell asleep, Gackt shook his head but smiled because this
would make the trip faster. Glancing around he moved and jumped to the
air
taking off into the sky. It was important to get home before the sun
started
to rise. Flying home was no problem, but as he landed at his door he
could
feel the sun starting to rise creeping up on his back. Running to the
dark
house he placed Kyo in one of the many guest rooms, then made his way
to his
own room to sleep the day away.
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Toshiya paced around inside the studio, he was worried very very
worried. He
looked at the clock then looked at everyone else. "Nani!" He was very
moody
this morning, Shinya sighed softly looking at Kaoru. "Call it a day? I
guess
he is holding true to his words this time." Shinya moved sniffling
softly,
he was going to miss the monster. He felt warm arms around him hugging
him
gently, Shinya looked up at Die with sad brown eyes. "Die... what if
the
reason he didn't come is was because he is hurt? Shouldn't we go look
for
him." Die sighed looking at the other two, the fact that Toshiya had
told
them Kyo never came home worried even him. He shook his head softly
looking
at Shinya. "If is isn't back by tomorrow night then, we'll put in a
missing
person reports on him. All we can do is wait Shinya, maybe he will come
back
on his own." Kaoru nodded adding to that. "Yeah he knows we are his
friends.
That's not going to change no matter what Shinya." He moved and hugged
Toshiya who was ready to cry now. Toshiya whimpered against Kaoru.
"This is
all our fault. If we hadn't teased him so much he wouldn't of left the
band." Kaoru sighed and petted Toshiya's hair softly. "Okay guys let go
home, its not helping behind here." Glumly the boys started to put
their
gear and leave. Toshiya and Kaoru ended up going back to Toshiya's in
hope
that Kyo would show up. Die and Shinya went to Shinya's with a heavy
heart.
All they could do is wait at this point.
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Kyo turned in his bed feeling the softness under him, giving out a
little
purr he smiled snuggling to a pillow. Amidst his sleeping he heard
noises
down the hall, moving he blinked sitting up. "What's that?" He moved
from
the bed slowly crawling over it, then he noticed this wasn't his bed.
He
looked around confused slightly, the room wasn't his either. It was
large
with a four-poster canopy bed and a large fireplace on side, there was
a
large fire in it as well crackling and hissing at him. He realized this
must
be Gackt's place, sighing he moved opening the door and peeking out. He
could hear better too, the sounds where moans and cries. He pouted
"Damn
there's sex some where in this house and they didn't ask me to join
in?" He
pouted sliding out of his room and wandering down the hall. Very thing
looked different odd like he was in a dream, candles where lit down the
elegant hallway. Tilting his head lightly his chocolate brown eyes
picked up
a light down the hall, it crept between to large double doors. Wanting
to
know what was going on so he snuck up to the door and peeked in almost
gasping at the sight he saw. "Oh my gods!" He gasped out loud then
covered
his mouth. Watching intently on what has happening, seeing how the
people in
the room didn't notice him yet.
Kyo gazed on to a group of people, both male and female, all naked. His
eyes
where wide with wonder as three of the young men crawled over each
other
along with the others in the room. No one was really having sex but
they
where kissing and biting each other, he whimpered softly. He squeaked
as one
of the young men looked up at where Kyo was peeking from, Kyo gasped in
horror seeing the boy's face covered with blood. It ran down his chin
and
marble smooth chest as he grinned towards Kyo, his golden brown eyes
dark
and evil as he rose in fluid movements. The boy had pinkish hair to
his
chin with two long braids in the front as he moved slowly over to the
door
sashaying his hips as he when. The other two looked up from the
feedings as
Izam (^_^ sooooorrrrrryyyyyyy *hides from room mate*) threw open the
doors
catching the startled Kyo. "Look Niy, AOI its the masters new toy."
Izam
smiled pulling Kyo into the room. Kyo was fighting him the hole way.
"let me
go please... let me go!" Izam smiled with sweetness that was deadly
moving
over and wrapping his arms around Kyo, his hands working at Kyo's
shirt.
"shhhh little one, this wont hurt you." Kyo whimpered softly as Izam
lowered
his blood stained lips to Kyo's neck. Izam kissed his neck a few times
before biting, Kyo screamed as he felt fangs tearing his flesh. Niy and
AOI
looked at other and giggled going back to their own feedings. Izam
growled
enjoying the sweet taste of Kyo's young blood, Kyo was fading his
vision was
becoming blurry as he started slumping in Izam's arms. At the same
moment
the doors flew open, causing Izam to scream and door Kyo to t he floor.
Gackt stood in the doorway with an evil mean look on his face, he had
been
awoken by Kyo's scream. Growling he glared as Izam who shrunk back to
a
corner. "M.. master. I am sorry, don't punish me. I didn't mean to I
couldn't help my self." Gackt growled picking Kyo up off the floor.
"This a
warning Izam, next time you mess with things that are mine you will
die." He
looked at Niy and AOI. "And you two, beware of my wrath." He turned
leaving
the room with Kyo safely in his arms. Izam growled and snorted closing
the
doors and locking them. "Lets see how mean he can be when his toy is
mine to
keep." He giggled and looked over at Niy and AOI, suddenly pouncing
them.
They squeaked as Izam show his affection for them now, purring and be
coming
a mess of legs, arms, feet and bodies all pressing up to each other.
Caressing and loving touch.
Kyo sat up suddenly gasping in terror, looking around franticly before
realizing he was in a strange room. "Whoa what a dream." His hand shot
up to
his neck feeling around, nothing, no blood no bites, just nothing. He
sighed
relived that it had been only a dream, moving from the bed he walked
towards
the door trying to open it. He gave it a hard shake. "Damn its
locked.." He
sighed flopping back on the bed, it had to be a dream. There was no way
he
could of gotten out if the door was locked, that's when he heard the
soft
click of the door. He rolled over and sighed as this cart rolled its
self
in, Kyo blinked at the cart and was in shock. "Oh gods.. its Beauty and
the
Beast lives!" A soft giggle came from the other side of the cart, then
popping up from nowhere was a short boy with coppery head hair. He had
a
soft warming smile that seemed to be made from his relatively high
cheekbones. Kyo blinking noticing this boy.. wasn't a boy but a kid
about
his age, and height. Kyo sat up smiling at the kid. "Hi.. what's your
name?"
The kid bounced around closing the door. "I'm Levin, I brought you some
food
Kyo." He giggled cheerfully as he moved the cart in front of Kyo
pulling
back the lid revealing a western breakfast. "Ta da!" Levin did a little
pose, his arm up in the air with the lid and his free hand held out
towards
the tray. He was dressed in a shirt that was to big for him and it slid
up
when he did his pose. Kyo had to do everything known to man to keep
from
drooling (so do I), he shook his head and laughed a little. "Your to
cheerful Levin. Hey what time is it?" Levin giggled then made a very
adorable pout. "Oh I think is about noon, you slept most of the day I
didn't
think you would ever wake up." He giggled and moved putting the lid
under
the cart. "Eat up Kyo, I'll be back later. Oh here" He tossed Kyo a
cell
phone. "If you need anything from he press one, I need to get dressed
and to
some shopping." Levin giggled skipping out of the room, Kyo thought to
him
self 'oh yeah I think I am going to need a lot'. Grinning he worked on
his
food not realizing it had be already two days in this place. He didn't
even
think his friends where worried.
Kyo sighed laying on the bed, he glanced at the phone. "4 pm, I need
something to do this is so boring." He sighed thinking for a moment,
then
grinned. He started to dial his telephone number, waiting for Toshiya
to
answer it. After a few rings a very distraught voice sounded on the
other
end. "Moshi Moshi." Kyo blinked at the sound of his roommate's voice.
"Toshiya? Man you should horrible." Toshiya gasped clutching the phone.
"Kyo.. Kyo! Where are you, please Kyo come back we're sorry." Kyo
blinked
as he started to hear Toshiya sobbing. "Toshiya stop crying." He felt
suddenly angry. "You don't mean anything your saying. So just stop the
fake
tears. I don't need it." Toshiya blinked sobbing more, Kaoru had come
in to
see what was wrong finding his koi crying. "Kyo please don't say that.
I am
not faking anything. We are worried about you." Toshiya almost dropped
the
phone sobbing uncontrollably, Kaoru grabbed the phone away growling
with
anger. "Kyo! What did you say you little jerk!" Kyo laughed at Kaoru's
anger. "I told him I don't want his fake sympathy. I don't want any of
your
sympathy, I was just calling to tell Toshiya I want him out of my
apartment." Kaoru blinked. "Nani!? Your kicking him out. Kyo how curl
are
you're going to be." Kyo just laughed again at Kaoru, "You heard me.
Get out
of
my place, if your still there when I get back I'll call the cops." With
hat
he hung up, feeling rotten down inside. Why did he do that? It was just
cruel and heartless yet he still did it. He sighed and looked at the
phone
pressing one. He heard Levin gasp as he answered the phone. "Yes Kyo?"
Kyo
blinked even more as Levin knew who it was. He heard Levin suddenly
squeal,
whispering to someone in the background. "Stop it, I need to do my job
you
know." Levin batted Niy away from him. "Hmm sorry Kyo, you want
something to
eat?" Kyo blinked regaining him self. "No Levin, I just want someone to
talk
to. I am a bit lonely, is it okay if you could come up and talk with
me?"
There was another squeal as Levin practically screamed. "Ahhiieeee
don't
bite me Niy!" Kyo couldn't help but start giggling. "Yeah Kyo I can
come up.
It would save me from the Niy monster then yes!" Levin giggled along
with
Kyo and that left Niy pouting. "Okay see you soon then Levin." Levin
giggled
hanging up the phone looking at Niy. "Oh stop pouting, I have do my job
and
you know it." He winked looking cutes as he dressed at ran off.
Levin knocked on the door then opened it slowly. "Kyo you wanted to see
me?"
He peeked in seeing Kyo sleeping on the bed. He giggled softly. "Aw he
is so
cute like that." He moved and crawled on the bed lightly poking at Kyo.
"Kyo, wake up its me Levin." Kyo just muttered something in his sleep,
leaving Levin to giggle about it. "Come on Kyo wake up its almost
dinner
time." He blinking seeing that wasn't working. He sat there thinking
for a
moment. "Hmmm how I am going to wake him up." Levin grinned and leaned
down
slowly kissing Kyo. Kyo moved peeking open an eye grinning. "Hmmm hi
Levin."
Levin squeaked and sat back. "Um Kyo your away," His high cheekbones
where
bright as he blushed, but then giggled. "Yay I knew that would work."
Kyo
looked up and shook his head. "So Kyo why did you call me up here?" Kyo
moved and sat up sighing softly. "I needed someone to talk to, I miss
having
my friends." Levin saw how said Kyo looked suddenly, the sighed and
moved to
hug Kyo. "I am sorry Kyo. I wish I could help you there. Hmm wait why
don't
you call them? You have the cell phone." Levin bounced a few times
until Kyo
shook his head. "No that wont work I blew up at them when I did call. I
even
kicked my roommate out of the house. Levin I need to see them again,
that's
the only way to say I am sorry." Levin nodded sighing. "Maybe I can get
the
master to breing them here. It's a try you know." He smiled at Kyo and
hugged him again. "Do you want that Kyo?" Kyo nodded slowly hugging
Levin
back. "Thank you Levin your so kind. Can I have you as a friend?" Levin
giggled nodding his head. "Sure!"
Kyo smiled evilly. "Good, I am lonely Levin lets ummm keep me company."
Levin tilted his head for a moment blinking. "Um okay Kyo." Before
Levin
realized it he had Kyo on him, pinning him to the bed staring down at
him.
Levin smiled sighing softly looking up into that sweet face and deep
dark
eyes. "Your so cute!" Levin giggled as Kyo grumbled something about not
being cute at all, closing his eyes he waited to feel Kyo's lips on him
the
wait was killing him. He scrunched his face up in confusion when he
felt
drops of water against his cheek, opening his eyes he looked up into
those
dark eyes to see tears falling from them. "Kyo?" He blinked a few times
seeing the sadness there, it weigh in on his own heart and he wrapped
his
arms around Kyo and pulled him close in a hug. Kyo snuggled down into
the
arms now around him softly crying whispering through his sobs. "Levin,
I
miss my friends. I want to go home" Levin sighed softly petting Kyo's
back
thinking of away to help, he knew like everyone else in the house Kyo
wouldn't be able to go home again. Yet maybe he could call Kyo's
friends on
that cell phone, he grinned nodding at his plan. "Kyo, I have an idea.
Maybe
I could call them on your Cell phone. How about that?" Kyo nodded
slowly
then looked at Levin whipping the tears for his eyes. "But they all
think I
hate them. I got upset and mean, kicking Toshiya out of the appato and
leaving the band. They wouldn't want to talk to me anymore so how would
that
help Levin?" He felt his heart clench seeing the distress on his
friends
face. "Don't worry Kyo. I'll use your cell phone and talk to them. I am
sure
they don't hate you, I bet there even worried about you." Kyo gave a
sniffle
and snuggled against Levin with a sigh. "You a good friend Levin, thank
you." Levin smiled petting Kyo's hair. "That's what I am here for, to
be
your friend. So lets call your friends and make things right with them
ne?"
Kyo nodded again smiling. "yeah.."
The phone rang in his ears, he sometimes wanted so badly to rip that
god
forbbin thing from its mount. He glanced at his lover laying on the
couch,
it had taken him for ever to get Toshiya to rest after that outburts at
Kyo'
s but he had managed it. Sighing he lifted the thing off its rest so it
would wake his lover, his voice was straining as he spoke. "Moshi
Moshi" If
anything couldn't get worse a buddly annoyingly cute voice answered.
"Hi is
this Karou?" He gave another sigh at the voice, great just what he need
some
fan boy. "Yes, whos this? And do you know what time it is?" The other
voice
saddened a bit. "Gomen I dont mean to call so late. My name is Levin
and I
am friend of Kyo's" Karou almost growled hearing the name, he had to
restain
his anger to keep from yelling. "Oh really what do you want? And if
this
about Kyo I dont want to talk we already know he is gone." Levin just
sighed
softly looking over to pacing Kyo before he spoke again. "I know, he's
here
with me. He really wanted to talk to his bandmates because he is really
sorry. he's too scared to call you him self cause well he knows he
messed
up. Is there any way we can meet some where? Theres alot that needs to
be
explained." Karou looked at Toshiya then sighed again. "Sure, how about
we
meet at the Cafe not far from the studio. Its the only place that would
be
open at this time of night." He glanced at his stereo clock thinking
out
long with would take to get the others up "In about oh say 2 and half
hours?" Levin almost sheirked with joy bouncing off the bed. "HAI!
that
would be great it will give me time to clam Kyo down and tell the ma..
I
mean my boss that we are going out for a while." Karou though oddly
about
this but agreed to it. "Okay, Kyo knows the place so we will see you
there
Ja." Levin giggled "Ja ne see you there!" He hung up the phone and
looked
back at Toshiya, he made a few quick calls to the others, which grumbly
the
all agreed. After that was done he turned to Toshiya slowly waking him
up.
"Toshiya get up we need to go out and meet someone who wants our
forgiveness." Toshiya mummbled rubbing his eyes slowly. "Nani?" He
blinked
looking up at Karou's distressed face. "We'er meeting Kyo in about 2
hours.
It hink he has fianilly come to his scences." Toshiya nodded and got up
moving off to the bathroom to get ready." Levin was giddy as he tackled
Kyo
to a hug. "They agreed so clam down." Kyo just sighed looking at
Levin's
happy face. Nodding slowly Levin dragged him to the bathroom to get
ready to
meet his friends again.
(mou okay getting tried.. must recover before I write part three. Gomen
it
took so long to get part two. I know Vm has been like a slave driver on
me
*L* Kidding VM!! ^_~ )
(to be continued....)
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