Ever since the day I met you
I found feelings deep inside
Feelings I wanted to share with you
Yet I always seem to hide
Everytime I'd look into your eyes
There was something special I would see
And that was all the chances
That you were giving me
I knew I needed to change the road I was on
But when I finally switched lanes
you were already gone
Now I look at what I lost
And all the problems I have caused
Knowing your gone will never seem real
I wish I could reach you and let you know how I feel
There is no other person like you that I know
My feelings for you will never grow old
Everynight I ask god why
And say a prayer for one more try
Although you deservefar better than me
I can't give up that easily
And now you coming back is looking like never
But you can't stop my feelings because they last forever
7 Wonders of My World
The things that my world must contain
Are there for happiness not for pain
So I hope you do not complain
Just read what follows as I explain
1 Honesty: Because this is the foundation of developing trust and
this is one thing to consider a must. When one breaks this the other feels
disgust and the trust you share then turns to rust. This is the cause of the
begining and end so if you break it once don't plan to do it again.The most
painful thing is to find out a lie it leaves you hurt and asking why then you
have to say good bye which can cause enough pain to make any person cry.
2 Feelings: You must never hide the way you feel because things work
better when you keep things real. If one of you are feeling down the other
should be there to turn things around. As life takes it's course things will
turn upside down but if were there for each other we can prevent ourselves
from hitting the ground.
3 Time: Time is a valuable asset to the way things turn out because
with time comes the conclusion of what one another is truly about. It is
important that people not take things to fast but rather they get what they
can out of the time that has past
4 Thoughts: Thoughts are always gonna be in your mind, but they are
what lead you to everything that you find. Thoughts are what make a person
fascinated they can go from sweet and kind then turn X-rated. Optimistic is
the way to remain so that no thought alone will remain in your brain.
5 Actions: This is the things that people do by demonstarting how
they will make things come thru. This shows how a person carry's themself
and displays the way they will treat someone else. Actions show a persons
true colors as they display themselve from one person to the other.
6 Ecstacy: Ecstacy is the end of the wire it displays all of a
persons desires. To reach ecstacy you must combine all the above then after
ecstacy comes true love.
7 True Love: If you make it this far your meant for each other there is
no mistake this is the perfect lover. This is how I will find my perfect
girl the one who can overtake all seven wonders of my world.
Addiction
There is never an eay way
Nor an easy day
Sometimes I wonder
if it's here to stay
It makes me feel sad
It makes me get mad
If it would only leave me
then I would feel glad
There is never a time
It's not on my mind
I wish I could find it
So I could leave it behind
Sometimes I wonder
And my strength starts to plunder
It's hard to hang on
And never sink under
It's a weight I carry on my back
And there is never a time it cuts me slack
It always waits till I am down
Then comes at me with it's attack
It is a forever lasting nightmare
It never leaves
It's always there
There is only one thing now that I can do
Quit searching for negatives
And let the positives come through
I am never safe in any place
I couldn't even leave it
If I went to outer space
It will always be a part of me
No matter what happens
I can't set it free
This is real life it carries no fiction
This is how I feel as I deal with addiction
Thinking of you
Princess,
Now that they have taken you I am feeling sad and blue.
There is only one thing I hope that you knew and that was the way I feel
about you. I wish I could have seen you more before they took you out the
door. Now I wounder what's in store as I think about you so much more. Now
even though you've gone away I'll be thinking about you everyday. I can't
believe I feel this way It seems like I met you just yesterday. I wish just
once I could have things my way so I'd have you with me today. The feelings
I've had were here from the start ever since cupid hit me with that dart.
There knowone on earth that I'd rather touch or anyone around I care for as
much.There's knowone around to make me feel good or make me smile like you
could. I read all your letters again and again as I wait for the next one
and hope it comes in. I want you to read this and emember me and believe
that I'm thinking of you constantly.
Thinking
Brandon
Life Itself
Everyday of life that is given to you
There will be ups and downs for you to pass through
Sometimes things will be going your way
But Life is constantly changing it's never the same
Don't expect tommorrow to be the same as today
Always be careful because life is no game
Sometimes You do things you don't know if you should
And sometimes the results don't end up so good
When things go wrong they leave you down
Remember there is always tommorrow to turn things around
Whenever the time that something goes wrong
There will always be a positive to help you along
People arn't perfect we all make mistakes
Sometimes life just hands us bad breaks
Eventhough it seems sometimes things will never end
Because bad things repeat themselves again and again
Keep you head up and your mind open
Things will change it's just a matter of when
Keep a strong mind and a smile on your face
And as life moves along you will find the right place
There is always people who will be there for you
And help you with everything that your going through
It's up to you in what you choose to do
To get the most out of life and what it hands you
So consider the fact that life itself
Is controlled by you and knowone else
Life At Last
You've been away for half of the year
Thinking thought after thought shedding tear after tear
Now the end is coming near
Watch the clouds fade away while your sky becomes clear
Your presence in life is felt everyday
By the people who need you while you are away
Yor are not the only one who had to pay
Everyone close to you was affected someway
Now the future is left up to you
There is so much in life that you can still do
The future now is what you should view
Forget the past it's done and through
As you move into the future don't move things to fast
Take things one step at a time so they will last
You don't want to end up where you were in the past
With your life being fractured and having time as it's cast
Consider the oppurtunities because they're everywhere
But there is good ones and bad ones so be aware
You definitely don't want to end up back there
Knowone belongs in such a nightmare
This time be careful about what you choose
Freedom is something you don't want to loose
There are so many options in life to use
Don't take them for granite there not here to abuse
Now you have eclipsed the hardest part
Take what you've learned and make a fresh start
Your the only one to prevent falling apart
The only way to do it is straight from your heart
So when you are free I wish you luck
I know you can do it so keep your head up
There is so much more life has in store
That is waiting for you to go and explore