Here is Julian's diary, he is getting very confused. Day 8 Drunk a lot, I have vowed never to touch Jack Daniels again and have made a bet with Ryan to see if I can last. Day 9 Three hours without booze, no thanks!. Forgot to put trousers on when leaving hotel room, thankfully only Albert saw, I made him swear not to tell anyone. Day 10 Had some Jack Daniels, Ryan never saw. Nikolai told me I'm a man, which was nice but fucking obvious! Day 11 Swear Nikolai was chanting on stage. Also swear I saw Fab take a drum machine out of his hair during Hard to Explain. Day 12 Ryan found out about the Jack Daniels but convinced him I was drinking because I'm very confused. He told me to hand over the money. Day 13 Nick thinks he is Jeff Buckley, Nikolai thinks he is a wizard, I think I'm having a mental breakdown. Thank god for Jack Daniels. Day 14 Went shopping today, came out with a nice pair of trousers which I saw Albert with, I look better in them. Have decided to repress the previous headfucks.