November 16, 2002
Wow! It's been a while since I posted. Well updates on me right now. I feel as though I am 16 again. Why is that? I am somewhat working for Vifnen as relief. However that means I only get hours when people can't work. So what have I been doing? Applying everywhere like a 16 year old does when applying for a first job! So far I have applied at restaurants, supermarkets, drug stores and department stores.
Anyways, one thing that has been REALLY bothering me lately are some of the guys in the chat rooms. Sometimes I am fairly bored so I come online and enter a chat room. Some guys in there have been so disrespectful. In the very first im they would send me is not "Hi, how are you?" or "Hey, whats going on" It's, "Do you have a pic?" Geez... guys show some respect!! I know for myself I will not give someone my picture if that is the first thing that they want. First off, I don't know who you are so why should you get my picture? You could be some crazy freak for all I know who has a rape history! Once I realize that you are a nice guy that isn't trying to get into my pants I will send you my picture. AOL isn't about "hooking up" Sure if you meet someone through online, I think it's wonderful. You can't go looking for it or expecting it. Another pet peeve of the guys in the chat rooms are the ones that are "appear to be nice" and then see my picture and for some silly reason think I am pretty and think they are so much better than Chris, my boyfriend. They think they can change my philosophies about sex and love. One guy said to me and I quote, "I don't want to marry you baby, I just want to play." Well I'm not into that and respect my opinion and when I say no!! Is it me or are guys getting more annoying and disrespectful? Luckily for me, I have a great guy and I hope that I will never have to go back out there. No wonder though why these guys are single. They keep up their attitude they will be for a while!