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Note: Some one on the list, during an insomnia period noticed that Donoterase, when stretched out, spells do not erase. Well, while re-watching Donoterase this came to me. As did that particular e-mail
Title - Do Not Erase
Author - Ashlee
E-mail address - zyp959@hotmail.com
Rating - PG
Category -Angst/Vignette
Series/Sequel -Nope
Spoilers - For Donoterase
Summary - Someone does some thinking
"Do
Not Erase"
By Ashlee
Cloning. That word has a ring to it. A horrible, deafening, deadly noise to it. When you think of that word you think of sheep and mice. But today that all changed. Every single damned thing.
When I first saw that boy when he walked out of the cell that Raines kept him in at that facility, Donoterase, I nearly fainted. It was like the Jarod from my childhood was right in front of me and, oh God, I don't even know. My heart stopped, my stomach rose, my body froze and the only thing still functioning was my brain, which was in overdrive. I nearly lost it and called out his name, but I managed to fight it and go back to cool mode. I think, even then, I knew what I had to do.
But then, after Jarod and the Major got away and we returned to the Centre, I find out that Syd was in on this !!! Sydney, the president of Jarod's fanclub, KNEW and never said a word!!! He was going to take over the project!!! And as I looked through the window again the images from my childhood invaded me. My mother was right for wanting this stopped. These bastards were sick, probably sicker than she could ever imagine.
So know I'm taking what Broots' said and putting it to use. I'm going to do what my mother died trying…I'm going to save him. Why? Because, for once, I'm going to listen to my heart. I know that it's dangerous and that's what gets you killed at the Centre, but I have to do it. Not only for me, but for mom, for the boy, and yes, for Jarod. Maybe this boy, this Jarod, can have the chance that the original never did.
His room is right there and my thoughts start to clear. I now am sure of what I have to do, and as I see him crying all doubts are washed away by his tears.Yes, this is the right thing.
***
Raines, that stupid son of a bitch!!!! What has he done to this poor boy? How could he do this?? Oh, that's right…HE'S A HEARTLESS BASTARD!
What I said about feeling for Jarod, it's not a lie. I loved him. He was my best friend. He helped me through a lot. Every time I saw him my heart would stop and butterflies would form. I passed it off as a simple crush, but now that I see him again, I realize that it was love, not a school-girl facination.
No, I can't stand back and watch it happen again. I have to help, and he's crying again. Oh baby, don't cry!! Shh, shh. I'll keep you safe. I'll take you away from here. That bastard Raines'll never lay another hand on you!
But then I hear Raines' voice and I know that all of my silent promises are broken. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry…
***
Now I lie here in a hospital after being shot trying to save Daddy. Thankfully Syd helped Jarod get the boy away and now he's safe with the Major. I saw them leave before I passed out. Jarod should have gone with them. Maybe he got away, I hope so.
Jarod once told me that you do not erase your feelings you just cover them up. Well, no more. I've been too close to dying too many times. And that boy pushed aside the barriers that hid my feelings and brought them into the light. As soon as I recover I'm going to tell him.
I know he's done some mean things to me, but I've done the same to him. We both had our reasons. I understand his, I hope he understands mine. Do not erase your feelings Jarod, do not erase.....