Ok, so I don't know how your summer was, but my summer sucked.. plain and simple. Honestly, my hopes were high, I was feeling good in the beginning of the summer, I actually thought there was a chance i might hook up with someone, but those chances were shot to hell.. basically all i acheived this summer was the completeion of Drivers Education.. everyday i would walk up to school, then walk back.. THATS IT.. sure me and my friends would go out sometimes, but we only sat in Denny's at all hours of the night (which i admit wasent bad, but it gets a little repetative, although it is quite fun to sit up there from midnight till 4am drinking a non-stop supply of coffee with flavored pancake syrup... sorry.. inside thing). I did get to go to some cool places. A little bit after my birthday, my parents took me to Quebec, i was very happy to return the one of my favorite cities, but i was depressed to be there with my parents.. i should have been happy, but i would look out of the cafe window into the twighlight sky (gentle guitar music playing in the background) and all i would want was to be with my friends.. or god-willing someone who loved me (as more than a friend..you know what i mean).  Later in the summer i went to Pittsburgh PA, to attend some art workshopes as the Art Institute of Pittsburgh.. thankfully i went, and i dont think i want to go to college there anymore.. :)  So, it was fun on the whole, i met some cool people, some extremely artist and creative individuals.. *sigh* ok, this summer has me seriously sad.. im 16.. my sixteenth summer on this earth.. and what do i get from it.. NOTHING.. this is the signature summer that is supposed to be legendary.. im supposed to meet people, go to parties, consume alcohol, fall in love, get heart broken.. ANYTHING DAMNIT.. its very aggravating watching each day pass just like the one before, the only thing changing being the time you go to sleep and what you wear that day.. and sometimes even that doesnt change...the notion of school is becomg more real by the second and theres no way to stop it.. its like a fucking fraight train hurdeling towards my chest just to knock me down and crush me..and sure a lot of my friends are going to be seniors, and half of my is overjoyed for them, can believe theyre so old.. and the rest of me is like, oh my god.. what will i do without them.. wihtout seeing them everyday..without talking to them.. i cant stand that thought.. sure i have a lot of friends in my grade, and grades below me, but these are my best friends who will be gone.. out in the world, and forgetting about me.. i think about their Class Night and i almost break into tears..and DAMNIT, my cat just scratched my neck really bad, ill be right back..ok, the wound is sufficiently cleaned..