...so you look
at me an' think
there goes that crazy boy
thinks he's a smart-ass, all that,
he fucks around an' smiles
never saw him cry
tristeza
but who the hell cares?
don't give a damn for what
you all think, i don't
fuckin care what you do
as long as you don' know.
silencio
...no silence, please
go on with your talkin
i don't mind the glares and
whispers, those anger
just don't smile, please
platicar y platicar
yeah, mama left us for
this italian guy who had money
an' yeah, my papa jus
hates my face, thinks it's
worth nothin but shit anyway
montar en cólera
go home everyday from school
fuckin kids, they snigger on
an' on bout the silly español
but i'd rather be there nyway
where there're kids i beat up
risas
cause back home
my knees always shake an
i can hear m'brother cryin
me gettin piss-assed scared
can't do nothin bout the pain
gustar estada
shit, but then so what?
grown up an' got m'own place
smoke a joint or two, drink beer
fuckin pizza tastes like plastic
no wonder, it's three-days old
soledad, siempre soledad
an' i try to break away
no one knows, no one cares
inside this "home" i stare
at nothingness build until
i want to eat three-days old pizza
invisible lágrimas
...what? what silence? no!
make noise cause i don't
wanna hear my screams
don't wanna feel the pain
don't wanna know i'm drownin
deloroso silencio, penoso silencio
...still here, eh? don't care
yeah, still here, still a boy
still fucked up bout the world
don't expect you to understand
no, don't expect you to smile