Date: Sunday
Hey-
I don't know what to say that will make you feel better about
Dan. I am having the same problems you are and I all I can do is give him time to realize what he wants, who he wants, and what he is going to do about it. Give Dan time, it will all work out for the better. I realize that it is hard to do but I have given Bryce two weeks and we have been doing a lot better.
I know I am not big on the God stuff, but maybe God has faith in
you and Dan, but maybe God is doing this for a reason. Everything happens for a reason, this is just God's way of telling you. Maybe you need to take time for yourself. Let me ask you something. How long have you and Dan been dating? How old are you? Do you see Dan everyday? Do you hang out with Dan more than you hang out with your friends?
The reason why I am asking you these questions is because I am
just like you. I need to spend more time to myself, but I also need to spend more time with my friends and I mean girl friends. You know I have never really had a group of girl friends that I can talk and hang out with. I had you, Sara, and Sara. That was fine but I realized that I need more girl friends. Also I realized that maybe I have found the one, but I am only 19 years old and I still don't even know if I am going to change my major. I am so confused about my life. It sucks but I am working it out one day at a time. It has only been a couple of days and yes it sucks majorly but trust me, it will work out. God is doing it for a reason. Try to put yourself in
Dan's shoes, he is probably just as confused as you are.
I will talk to you later.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
the most confused woman in the world,
From: Shannon
Subject: Life is confusing
To: Me
Shannon